Life has sucked resently!
Hey sorry I haven't updated resently my life has really hit rock bottom.
I am having some serious health problems. I'm going to have to have surgery in a few months. My life is just hitting the lowest it can go.
I have screwed up every single relationship i have been in. I have lost most of my friends because i have been so distant and one minded. I am sorry to everyone i have grown apart from. I miss you all, I miss high school. I miss the gemini's. I miss my old life.
I'm sorry Allison for not calling or not getting together anymore. I have been struggling with my life and getting on my own 2 feet. I love You always and forever I'm just not used to this life of responsability. I just didn't know what to do so instead of calling on you or anyone for help I crawled up in a ball and hid from the world. I have come to many realizations resently and one is that true friends are always there for you to lean on but are hurt most when you don't call them when you need help. Well I'm sorry Allie and Carina you 2 have always been my true friends I've just crawled up in a ball and pushed you away when i should of crawled to you for help. I'm sorry You fell abandend. I love you always.
I have screwed up in school. I lost my schalorship to UCSD, due to grades. They say i can get it back next year if i pull my grades up. They say they still want me because i have great potential but i just am having freshman sindrum.
Well I realized i've made mistakes and I am fixing them right now. I just needed to get all this giult off my chest. I love all you guys always.
Pearl
I am having some serious health problems. I'm going to have to have surgery in a few months. My life is just hitting the lowest it can go.
I have screwed up every single relationship i have been in. I have lost most of my friends because i have been so distant and one minded. I am sorry to everyone i have grown apart from. I miss you all, I miss high school. I miss the gemini's. I miss my old life.
I'm sorry Allison for not calling or not getting together anymore. I have been struggling with my life and getting on my own 2 feet. I love You always and forever I'm just not used to this life of responsability. I just didn't know what to do so instead of calling on you or anyone for help I crawled up in a ball and hid from the world. I have come to many realizations resently and one is that true friends are always there for you to lean on but are hurt most when you don't call them when you need help. Well I'm sorry Allie and Carina you 2 have always been my true friends I've just crawled up in a ball and pushed you away when i should of crawled to you for help. I'm sorry You fell abandend. I love you always.
I have screwed up in school. I lost my schalorship to UCSD, due to grades. They say i can get it back next year if i pull my grades up. They say they still want me because i have great potential but i just am having freshman sindrum.
Well I realized i've made mistakes and I am fixing them right now. I just needed to get all this giult off my chest. I love all you guys always.
Pearl