Lmao I just realised something ....
Im not evil, Although I can be. I can be the greatest asshole, but I dont enjoy being one.
Its funny how Spiderman 3 made me realise that revenge its not good. It will get back to you. I know Im not a bad person, eventhough I can be. In the middle of the movie I text msg my ex telling her that NOW I was rdy to talk. Before I couldnt even look at her at work. She txt me back saying "ok, Im rdy when you're rdy ... its burning" so I call her and she tells me that she doesnt want to talk over the phone. Im like ok me neither, where are you? ...... she was around 69st .... I said GREAT cus I was on my way to pato's house anyways....
I go to pato's to leave manuel and mafia then I go to 69st. We talked for 2 hrs, she wanted to go to the beach >.> I didnt want to but after a long walk we had around collins Im like ok lets go to the beach. (Going to the beach is DANGEROUS lol cus you open up) hahaha.
Long story short we recognized each others "errors". We are ok now, we could say friends. She stills has feeling and i do to. But for me its going to be hard to go back to where I was. I can tell she wants to go back to where we were .... but its not that simple. Before I was the one rushing now I want to stay in STANDBY we could say. She fucked up before by starting a relationship that she wasnt rdy for. She wants to go back, but NOW Im gonna take time and not make the same error she did before. Thank God I think with the right head lol.
Amazing how I flipped things over, before she wasnt rdy now Im not rdy. She is a great person, she has many problems in her life and I dont want to hurt her. I dont want to be one fo her problems. So lets see how things go...
PS: Incredible I gave her the pleasure of being her friend :O ..... W/E I feel better now. :D
PS: Its amazing how she was self destructing herself these days. All I did was IGNORE her lol. Girls make stuff up in their heads, they start thinking "What did I do wrong?" and become jealous of other girls being around her man. Omg ... just stupid >.> .... I wasnt even trying :P
Its funny how Spiderman 3 made me realise that revenge its not good. It will get back to you. I know Im not a bad person, eventhough I can be. In the middle of the movie I text msg my ex telling her that NOW I was rdy to talk. Before I couldnt even look at her at work. She txt me back saying "ok, Im rdy when you're rdy ... its burning" so I call her and she tells me that she doesnt want to talk over the phone. Im like ok me neither, where are you? ...... she was around 69st .... I said GREAT cus I was on my way to pato's house anyways....
I go to pato's to leave manuel and mafia then I go to 69st. We talked for 2 hrs, she wanted to go to the beach >.> I didnt want to but after a long walk we had around collins Im like ok lets go to the beach. (Going to the beach is DANGEROUS lol cus you open up) hahaha.
Long story short we recognized each others "errors". We are ok now, we could say friends. She stills has feeling and i do to. But for me its going to be hard to go back to where I was. I can tell she wants to go back to where we were .... but its not that simple. Before I was the one rushing now I want to stay in STANDBY we could say. She fucked up before by starting a relationship that she wasnt rdy for. She wants to go back, but NOW Im gonna take time and not make the same error she did before. Thank God I think with the right head lol.
Amazing how I flipped things over, before she wasnt rdy now Im not rdy. She is a great person, she has many problems in her life and I dont want to hurt her. I dont want to be one fo her problems. So lets see how things go...
PS: Incredible I gave her the pleasure of being her friend :O ..... W/E I feel better now. :D
PS: Its amazing how she was self destructing herself these days. All I did was IGNORE her lol. Girls make stuff up in their heads, they start thinking "What did I do wrong?" and become jealous of other girls being around her man. Omg ... just stupid >.> .... I wasnt even trying :P