DANGAN RONPA FEELZ [PART 2]
THIS TIME IT'S ABOUT CHARACTERS AND FAVORITE PARTS. PART ONE CAN BE FOUND HERE.
SPOILERS AHEAD
ARE U FEELING IT NOW MR. KRABS?? THE DESPAIR??/
LET'S TALK ABOUT LOVING CHARACTERS LIKE THE FEELS DUMP IS HERE IT IS HERE BEEP BEEP MOTHERFUQERS
Aoi Asahina: Aoi at first was real cute and shiet, she was a favorite contender. She seemed the friendliest of all of them and she is cute and she just appealed to me right away. Then she started talking and I was like, THIS GIRL OKEY. THE BEST PART ABOUT AOI IS THAT SHE LIVES FOR DONUTZ. THIS IS MY TYPE OF GIRL RIGHT HERE, ALL THE DONUTZ. She is not the smartest of the group and never really contributed much to the investigations but her presence was certainly one that I liked. She is genuinely a good person with good intentions and someone I felt you could definitely rely on. That is if she liked you enough or didn't feel bothered by you, as we saw she often times became annoyed by Hagakure, Fukawa and Togami. LET'S NOT FORGET ONE OF THE BEST MOMENTS IN THE DAMN STORY, THE SLAP SHE GAVE TOGAMI OMFGG THAT WAS THE BEST LMAOIWEFJW HE GOT BITCH SLAPPED.THINKING ABOUT IT NOW THO I'M HAPPY SHE SURVIVED. SHE HAS AN AMAZING HEART AND WAS REALLY EMOTIONALLY SUPPORTIVE AND WAS STRONG. SHE TOOK MATTERS INTO HER OWN HANDS WHEN SHE FELT IT WAS RIGHT. SHE WAS STRONG UNTIL THE END, NEVER FELL INTO DESPAIR EVEN AFTER SAKURA DIED, SHE STOOD STRONG AND KEPT HER MEMORY ALIVE. I FEEL THAT SAYS A LOT ABOUT HER AND I FEEL SHE WAS A GOOD BALANCE IN THE GROUP. BRITTANY KNOWS MY FEELS FOR HER, SHE'S IMPORTANT.
THE SAKURA/AOI FRIENDSHIP, DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED BECAUSE THE WATER WORKS HAVE NO CONTROLL. IT'S JUST A REALLY BEAUTIFUL FRIENDSHIP AND EVEN UNTIL THE END, AOI THINKS ABOUT SAKURA AND STATES WHAT SHE THINKS SAKURA WOULD SAY IN THAT SITUATION AND THAT'S JUST THE MOST PRECIOUS THING THAT EVEN AFTER SHE STILL HAS HER IN SPIRIT AND CREYZ. NOT JUST THAT BUT HOW RIGHT AWAY IN THE BEGINNING THEY JUST CONNECTED SO EASILY AND JUST BECAME GOOD FRIENDS RIGHT AWAY AND I JUST REMEMBERED WHEN THEY SPENT THE NIGHT TOGETHER BECAUSE AOI WAS SCARED AND SAKURA WAS THERE TO KEEP HER COMPANY AND ISHIMARU WAS LIKE THAT'S NOT RIGHT!!! HOW CAN A MAN BE SPEND THE NIGHT IN THE SAME ROOM WITH ANOTHER WOMAN!!! AJDSFDJ AND THEY WERE LIKE SAKURA IS A WOMAN AND HE'S LIKE OH~IM SORRY~ ╥﹏╥. ANYWAYS, da point is that I am positively sure that the sakura/aoi friendship was legit even before the memory wipe, I really do believe this that even with the memory wipe, THEIR FRIENDSHIP WAS TOO STRONG, TOO STRONG THAT NO MATTER WHAT THEY WERE CONNECTED BY FATE, LIKE SOULMATES AND JUST CONNECTED ONCE MORE AND CREATED THAT AWESOME LOVING FRAN BOND AND CREYZ FRIENDS FOREVER. TRUE SOULMATEZ. I also couldn't figure out her secret creyz.
Byakuya Togami: FUQING TOGAMI RIGHT. Togami omg he's like asshole 2.0 like how much of a douche bag can u be in 0.0001 seconds Togami you are such a pro. At first, I didn't really want anything to do with Togami, alarm blazing all over the place anytime one talked to Togami and I was like, this motherfuqer is going to try to kill me eventually. Typical cold, distant, guy that sees the world through different lenses. Yet, every time Togami spoke like it wasn't just some arrogant shit he came up with just cuz he was some rich boy, bUT NO REALLY TOGAMI IS REALLY QUICK AND SMART AND JUST HAS A DIFFERENT WAY OF LOOKING AT THE WORLD. I really didn't like him that much at first but yet I always sometimes laughed at how blunt he was and other times I would just get all serious faced because some of the things he said were just like, "wow u fuqer, smh. isn't it the damn truth." A lot of the things he said, many times I disagreed with because THAT WAS JUST NOT MY WAY OF THINKING AND SEEING THINGS. THEN WE HAD TYPICAL NAEGI SAY WHAT WAS ON MY MIND AND SHIET AND I WOULD GET PISSED BECAUSE NEAGI REALLY BUGGED ME AT FIRST BUT A LOT OF HIS THOUGHTS WERE MINE LMAO. Togami tho, he said things that pissed me off sometimes and I would find myself saying nO out loud but then, It would just sink in and many times, his words made a lot of sense to me. It was after like the 3rd trial that Togami became my favorite and my love for him just grew all the way until the end. He's just the character that omg you love to hate but still love at the same time LIKE HE'S A DOUCHE BUT A LOVEABLE ONE I CANNOT EXPLAIN I JUST LOVE HIM AND BECAME ATTACHED TO HIM.
ESPECIALLY HIS WHOLE RELATIONSHIP WITH FUKAWA LIKE THAT JUST GAVE ME LIFE EVEN THOUGH MOST OF THE TIME I WANTED TO SLAP HIM AND KICK HIM FOR TREATING FUKAWA THAT WAY BUT FUKAWA JUST ACCEPTED ALL THE SHIT HE SAID TO HER WHICH IS TOTALLY UNHEALTHY AND WRONG BUT I FEEL A LOT OF THAT HAS TO DO WITH HER PARENTS BUT WE WILL GET INTO THAT LATER. BUT I KNOW SOMETHINGG WAS THERE. I KNOW TOGAMI WAS PROBABLY THINKING, KEEP UR FRIENDS CLOSE BUT YOUR ENEMIES CLOSER WITH FUKAWA AND HER GENOCIDER SYO SHIT BUT AT THE SAME TIME HE JUST TOLERATED HER AND STUFF AND WAS THE ONLY ONE HE COULD REALLY CHILL WITH WHILE HE SECLUDED HIMSELF IN DA LIBRARY.
THEN HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH NAEGI OMG THAT IS TRULY THE BEST HE'S JUST LMAO HE HATED NAEGI SOMEWHAT AND EVEN SAW HIM AS COMPETITION BUT I THINK HE JUST ENJOYED WORKING WITH NAEGI AT SOME POINT, DON'T EVEN FUQIN LIE, HE WOULDN'T CALL HIM OR TELL HIM WHAT HE FOUND DURING INVESTIGATIONS IF HE DIDN'T LIKE NAEGI ENOUGH OR TRUSTED HIM ENOUGH. ALSO, DON'T EVEN SAY THAT NAEGI WASN'T SOMEONE THAT SEEMED LIKE KILLER TYPE, HE HAD BEEN A SUSPECT BEFORE AND I FEEL LIKE TOGAMI FELT EVERYONE COULD BE A POTENTIAL SUSPECT AT ANY TIME SO I DO FEEL THAT HE TRUSTED NAEGI AND DID CONSIDER HIM SOMEWHAT WORTHY FOR HIS TIME. TOGAMI AND NAEGI BEST INVESTIGATIVE BROS 4 LYFE.
Deep down inside, we know there is someone that somewhat cares. Before the memory wipe, I feel like Togami wasn't too involved or social with the class. I mean there was really no reason to, he is the heir of the biggest and powerful family in the country, why should he waste time with these people. In this mutual killing situation, I feel that he grew a lot and was able to break out of his shell a little bit. I mean, his life depended somewhat on cooperation and connections even if at first he wanted nothing to do with anyone at all. I feel that towards the end, Togami would have definitely killed someone in order to graduate and that he would have waited until there were very few students to act carefully but during the whole time, he made no threatening moves or anything, except a bit of trolling with everyone when he got a PHD IN MOVING FUQING CORPSES AROUND FOR SHITS AND GIGGLES LIKE TOGAMI PLZ. I THINK THAT SMALL DETAIL ABOUT THAT CASE SAYS A LOT ABOUT TOGAMI AND AT FIRST IT JUST SCARED THE FUQ OUT OF ME CUZ I WAS LIKE, THIS GUYS IS DANGEROUS IN THE SENSE THAT HE WILL MANIPULATE ANYTHING FOR HIS 5 MINUTES OF FAME. THEN MANY OTHER TIMES HE JUST SHONE LIKE WITH THE WHOLE RULE THING, I FUCKING FORGOT THE WHOLE ID CARD SHIET, HOW HE FIGURED OUT THE LOOPHOLE, LIKE HIS THINKING IS JUST LIKE WHOA TO ME HE'S JUST IN THAT WORLD, THAT WORLD OF JUST YA KNOW CAPITALIST PIGS GETTING TO DA TOP, HE'S LIVING THAT TYPE OF LIFE.
ONE OF THE BEST TOGAMI MOMENTS FOR ME WAS SAKURA'S TRIAL WHERE LIKE THE IDEA OF SAKURA COMMITING SUICIDE JUST WASN'T FITTING INTO HIS HEAD LIKE WIOAJFEW U JUST SEE HIM FALL APART WITH THAT AND WOW LOOK UR LACK OF EMPATHY IS UR FLAW. IT JUST WASN'T FITTING INTO THAT HEAD OF HIS HOW SOMEONE COULD SACRIFICE THEIR LIFE LIKE THAT FOR THE BETTER OF THE GROUP AND TO CHANGE THE GAME LIKE THAT LIKEHAHAHAHA. THEN KIRIGIRI WAS LIKE, I TOLD U SO BITCH, DON'T THINK WITHOUT TAKING PEOPLE'S FEELINGS INTO CONSIDERATION. THEN HE WAS JUST SO PRESSED THAT THE GAME WASN'T SO FAIR ANYMORE AND HE CHOSE TO REBEL AND TAKE LEADERSHIP HAHAH.
Let's also bring back that whole conversation he had with Naegi where he started asking shitty things like what is it like to be a peasant. Rude as shit Togami asks this to Naegi out of all people, mostly to be rude but I think there was also some genuine curiosity. I HATE THAT I AM FINISHING THIS LIKE WEEKS AFTER BEING DONE BECAUSE I FORGET THE CONVERSATIONS AND I CAN'T EVEN GO BACK BECAUSE THE DREADED PAYWALL IS UP. Anyways, he of course doesn't understand how the fuck Naegi works and how Naegi is just like no big deal bro, I actually love my life, I don't want to be a capitalist pig like you, besides life IS SO EASY FOR U SINCE YOU WERE BORN INTO THE RICHNESS. So like this little comment totally presses Togami to the max but not because he's trying to brush off how easy it really was like knowing how flashy Togami is, he would have been like, "WELL DUH NOBODY LIKE U WOULD REACH THE HEIGHTS I HAVE GOTTEN TO, IT JUST RUNS IN DA FAMILY POOL GENE" but he didn't and instead just flips his shit and is truly angry at what Naegi just said. We never found out what Togami's secret was but it could very well have to do with his family ties. What I feel that is the case is that he really is part of the Togami family but it certainly has not been easy at all to have become the heir. He probably has gone through a lot of shit from his family of which probably doesn't even function like a family but instead people he has needed to get the approval from throughout his whole life. It sort of reminds me of the situation Kyouya from Ouran High School Host Club was put into and no wonder he was cold and shitty too. That's the kind of personality I get from Togami as well, who knows what crazy missions he has had to pull in order to be the current heir but that's the only reason why I would feel he would get mad at Naegi. He really shouldn't have cared what Naegi has to say if he has done some really crazy and bad stuff to be heir but that's the thing, Togami does care how people see him, he WANTS PEOPLE TO KNOW HIS ACCOMPLISHMENTS AND HOW GOOD HE IS AT SHIT. Because of this, I feel that is why he wouldn't want anyone to undermine all the shit he has gone through in order to receive the heir title and this is why he probably got really angry. BY THE END OF THE DAY, TOGAMI IS JUST AN ASSHOLE BUT I STILL LIKE HIM AND IT MAKES ME LAUGH WHEN HE GETS BOTHERED BY MONOBEAR TELLING HIM THEY ARE ALIKE ALEFJS.
Celestia Ludenberg: Celes was one of my favorites from the beginning but ah my view on her totally changed after the third trial. I look back at her and remember why I liked her so much and I have to say that I still do! It's just a very different view on her and it makes me sad.
First of all, Celes' character design is really amazing, I love how they designed her and all her facial expressions are great. The things she would say, I tended to agree with but many times found myself questioning how much she really meant all of it. I really did feel that she would last a bit longer because I felt that she was very calculative and would not consider killing anyone until the very end. Until many people were eliminated, she would start taking action for her benefit. Everything she said always seemed to me was for her benefit and also to keep control and check as much as she could of the whole group. She never lost all of her cool, she always knew what to say in a very calm manner and I liked how she would challenge Togami in a passive way to get to see what was going on in that head of his. I feel like she would do this with everyone, to slowly get out as much information as possible that would later on be for her own benefit. Even though she was calm most of the time, I do feel that she wanted to get out as badly as everyone else and always had panic in the back of her mind.
With the third trial, of course she thought of the whole plan which went smoothly but because of choosing Yamada from let's say, old habits of which I think they both got along well before the memory wipe, that's why things fell apart pointing back to her being the real culprit of it all. I get mad at her for being the one that brought the death of my favorite character but at the same time, it could have very well been anybody, he was just the best way to get Yamada riled up. Yamada was also the best accomplice cuz of how torn he was and detached from reality he was. Celes really became poopy once Naegi was able to pin her as the culprit, she just completely lost it and I did not expect that at all. I was severely disappointed with her character as I felt she had always kept her composure and that she would really admit to what she did with no regrets and in a cold way but she didn't. Not just that, but it really pissed me off the bigger lie she told about Ishimaru abusing her and how low she would sink to lie about something so serious like that. ESPECIALLY WITH ISHIMARU OUT OF ALL PEOPLE
Celes was a very determined girl. She had a lot of determination but it's just that she went about everything in a way that I don't agree with. We can obviously tell she is a compulsive liar and just has this fantasy of herself in her head that has now become a reality to her. Not very far off from what Yamada was dealing with when being in love with 2D girls. We don't even know if she really was a true gambler but I suppose she was or else she wouldn't really have that official title. The fact that she could have gotten that title, doesn't necessarily mean she was a legitimate one and what I mean by that, who knows how many tricks and cheats she had up her sleeve in order to get to that point. Through the free time talks, we realized how much of a liar she could potentially be when she explained stories out of manga books.
When it's time for her execution, it's just really sad and unfortunate that she tried so hard this whole time to convince herself of being someone she wasn't, wanting to be all high class and important, being the best gambler, reaching close to her dream. Another thing is, who knows if that was actually her dream, I think she could have very well lied about this as well. It's certainly a pity but I don't find her dream or reason for wanting to kill unreasonable. I think her determination is a strong point and something that should be valued, not many people are daring enough to go with all that she did in order to reach that dream. The money motive was a good enough reason to make her plan out her next move. I certainly do not like people that are fake so this is why I feel so conflicted about Celes but she is still someone that I like. She didn't give up her facade even at death and embraced her death and made the best out of it until the truck came of course. Here is a great post about her to read.
Chihiro Fujisaki: EDIT: OKAY SO I'VE BEEN STUCK FOR A WHILE WITH HOW I WANT TO DO DEFINE FUJISAKI AND NOW I READ UP ON THIS REALLY GREAT POST AND I FEEL THAT IS HOW I SAW HER AS WELL! I always felt that her problem of being weak wasn't just tied to her gender because i obviously don't chain those two together, as there are strong women and men, but I never really knew how to define her because i don't know much about technical terms and don't know much about people's experiences. I WILL LEAVE THIS AWESOME POST FOR ANYONE THAT WANTS TO READ IT ~READ THIS~
FUJISAKI OMGGG HOW I LOVE THEE. I just laugh because I have no idea how people in the threads figured out that he was in fact a bro. Either way, I still consider Chihiro the coolest girl in all the land. She had the cute meter of 1000% and just was very friendly and nice. I was really sad when she died, creyz and the fact that she left alter ego too. WELL, that's another thing too, I can't remember if she really did leave alter ego for us or if that was Junko messing with the group the whole time just to give them hope. I think it was Fujisaki and got in the wrong hands, sobs.
Fujisaki is someone I really love a lot because although she was struggling with the whole weak complex, she decided to tackle it on during such a complicated time like WHO DOES THAT YOU KNOW WHEN YOU ARE PUT INTO THIS SITUATION OF MUTUAL KILLING AND LIVING WITH THE FACT THAT YOU MIGHT DIE SOMETIME OR JUST NEVER HAVE THE NORMAL LIFE YOU ONCE HAD. For others, it was still very hard to accept this and even with all the crazy motives monobear put down, Fujisaki never lost it and was very determined in being a good person and strengthening herself physically in order to survive and help the friends she had just made. Although gathering strength was essential to her survival, I don't think many people would be so determined and encouraged to battle such a hard situation in such a stressful environment, because this isn't just a physical problem but it has also haunted her psychologically. Like I think about my anxiety problem and being put into a situation like that, it would have just made it worse and I would have gone crazy trying to deal with it and cope with it while there is so much stuff going on. Fujisaki had battled with being bullied about being too physically weak for "being a dude" before entering the school. After going to the lengths of cross dressing so she wouldn't have to hear it anymore, she realized that it was a problem solution because she still was portrayed as being weak, even though she tried putting up a wall as protection with this delicate feminine presentation.
It's just so unfortunate how conflicted Fujisaki was in the way that she could have easily trained with Sakura and Aoi, Sakura being a great example of how someone is strong from outside and within, and of course being a girl. At first, i felt that she probably felt more comfortable telling Mondo because he would feel more comfortable relaying this to another male but after reading the post, it does make sense that it would have turned out to be a mess if she want to go train with the girls. This revelation of being a boy did not bring the demise of her death but the fact that she really looked up to Mondo as someone that could help her and show her what strength was really about. If only Fujisaki had realized how strong she really was, even stronger than Mondo who was fighting his inner demons. BAH TOO TRAGIC I'M GOING TO CREY. Fujisaki was strong in many ways, first by not giving up and finding various solutions to her problem, mostly because she did not fall apart after being part of a very stressful situation and realizing she wanted to face this problem and overcome it once and for all. She was strong because after the motive of their secrets being revealed, she realized she wanted to strengthen herself and be able to tell everyone directly what it was. Making such a hard decision that she could possibly be rejected by a few, it didn't matter much as long as she could continue to gain some strength with the help of Mondo and others who accepted her for who she was.
Fujisaki is someone I really hold dear to my heart because of all these reason and trying to face the shadows. Mostly because she died so tragically and I really feel like Fujisaki could have been even greater help to the group to get the hell out of there. Alter ego was amazing enough and even if Monobear used it to implant some hope in the students to bring true despair, it was still able to help Naegi and was the true turning point of the story. THE MOST TRAGIC THING IS THAT EVEN IN THE FREE TIME EVENTS WE HAD TO SEND FUJISAKI TO TRAIN WITH MONDO LIKE WHY MUST U MAKE ME MAKE THESE CHOICES THIS GAME IS THE WORST GAME IN THE WORLD CREYZ. I ALSO TALKED A BIT ABOUT HER HERE After reading that post, i feel a lot more feelings for fujisaki because that means during the first year, she was comfortable in identifying as woman and was probably supported and loved by all the group, including Mondo and Leon, as we see in the pictures, they seem awfully close. U R A TRUE STRONG AND SMART WOMAN IN MY HEART FUJISAKI I LOVE U.
Hifumi Yamada: WHAT DO I WANT TO SAY ABOUT YAMADA, OTHER THAN THAT AT FIRST I REALLY DIDN'T LIKE HIM BUT TOWARDS THE END OF THE STORY I GENUINELY MISSED HIM... A BIT. He was really out there far from reality but he actually wasn't such a bad dude. I feel that Yamada was one of the characters that Naegi was able to approach more easily and although Yamada's world and interests weren't things Naegi was into, they could still have a pretty cool and fun conversation. Yamada was a weirdo, mostly for his interests, but he was a social guy and trying to do cool things. He wanted to give back to his people, trying to inspire those to find what they are good at and I got to give him credit for that. I hated how he was a sort of perv but what do you expect right. He's definitely someone I would have been wary of from the beginning if I was a girl but If I was a dude, not so much. The whole thing with him being involved with Celes is still crazy to me and a bit bothersome. Yamada's true personality comes out when with Celes, when he's treated worse than a dog and being easily manipulated by her. I don't like those type of people. With the Ishimaru case, It's very hard to state my feelings on it. I still hate how Celes pulled the OH HE VIOLATED ME card and Yamada just totally fell for it. I REALLY HATE WHEN PEOPLE JUST TAKE SOMEONE ELSE'S WORD AND DON'T REALLY THINK ABOUT WHAT THE OTHER PERSON IS REALLY LIKE, ISHIMARU WASN'T LIKE THAT. Then again, Yamada already had beef with the whole alter ego thing so this was a good chance to get riled up and act upon this obscene act. In a way though, It makes me happy that Yamada took Celes word for it and decided to act upon it but tHAT'S TOTALLY NOT WHAT SHOULD HAVE WENT DOWN AND THERE ARE MORE RATIONAL WAYS TO DEAL WITH THIS SSU UU KILELD MY BABY.
Junko Enoshima: TO PUT IT SIMPLY, JUNKO IS FUCKING INSANE. LIKE A BILLION GALAXIES AWAY INSANE. HER BRAIN IS JUST WOW. HORRIBLE CASE OF DISSOCIATIVE DISORDER BUT WHAT'S EVEN WORSE IS THAT HER BRAIN IS 100% PSYCHOPATH WHICH IN THE END INFLUENCES ALL THOSE PERSONALITIES. IT'S JUST TO THE IMMENSE POINT LIKE IS THIS EVEN REAL LIKE I DON'T THINK SO. SHSL NEUROLOGIST WOULD SERIOUSLY GET A KICK OUT OF JUNKO AND LIKE PLS GIVE ME MORE INFO IF THEY WERE LIKE COOL BUDS OR SOMETHING CUZ THAT'S DEFINITELY SOMETHING I WANT TO READ.
HER OBSESSION WITH DESPAIR IS CERTAINLY SOMETHING. IT'S CRAZED OBSESSION AND IT'S JUST REALLY SAD THAT SHE COULDN'T SATISFY IT BY JUST INFLICTING IT ON ONE PERSON, ON JUST HER SISTER, BUT THAT SHE THOUGHT OF THIS MASTER PLAN TO INFLICT IT ON HER CLASSMATES AND OTHERS FROM THE SCHOOL. IT'S JUST LIKE WOW HOW CAN SOMEONE REALLY FUQ UP YOUR LIFE LIKE THAT. WOW. WITH JUNKO, I AM NOT SURE WHO SHE WAS SOLELY TARGETING ON AND OF COURSE THIS CLASS ALONG WITH THE OTHER CLASS WERE JUST PAWNS TO EVERYTHING IN ORDER TO MAKE ONE SPECIFIC PERSON DESPAIR. WHO IS THAT? I DON'T KNOW YET BUT DAMN IT. DAMN IT ALL.
i dont have anything else to say about junko except that she's really entertaining but i hate her forever but think she's cute and pretty but i hate her.
Kiyotaka Ishimaru: IT'S JUST SO HARD SO SO SOS HARD FOR EM MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS MY EVERYHIGN MY. ISHIMARU MY EVERTYGHGHGHHG ISHIMARUR RR RISHI. I AM STILL SOBBING FOREVER FOR YOU. HOW HAPPY I AM TO SEE YOU MOVING AND ALIVE IN THE ANIME. FOREVER RE-WATCHING OKEY THIS ISN'T TTT JUST T A CHARACTER FROM SOME GAME NOOO, THIS SIS SISII SOMEOENE I RELATE TO, SOMEHOW SOMEONE THAT MEANS A LOT TO MEE, SOEMONE THAT I FEEL FOR, ISHIMARU I LOVE EVERYTHING U ARE BRO OKAY EVERYTHING YOU ARE IS GREAT, HOW I REALLY HOPE YOU WERE ABLE TO HAVE FUN TIMEZ WITH EVERYONE DURING UR FIRST YEAR IN SCHOOL AND THAT ALTHOUGH BEING CUTELY AWKWARD, YOU WERE ABLE TO ACCOMPLISH YOUR GOALS, TO FEEL PROUD OF YOURSELF, TO GROW AND LOVE.
The threads felt that Ishimaru showed signs of autism/ asperger's syndrome because of a couple of things he said in his free time events. Autism or Asperger's, maybe?? It could be a possibility of him having one but at the same time, we can't just go on slapping that on anyone who seems socially awkward without knowing their upbringings and such. With Junko and Syo it is plainly obviously that they have dissociative disorder but Autism is hard enough to diagnose already. What bothered me was that it seems like the threads felt a bit sad for that or like it was something bad?? so that bothered me. Ishimaru is still an amazing person regardless if he is autistic or not. Ishimaru does show signs of not being able to communicate efficiently with people, I mean, he even states it himself. He's never been able to talk to other people or relate with certain things MOSTLY BECAUSE HE'S BEEN SO FIXATED OF RULES AND DISCIPLINE which can be a factor in determining what is really up with him. Hearing what he said, how he interacted with the other students AND HIS PAST ABOUT HIS GENIUS GRANDFATHER BEING PRIME MINISTER BUT BEING A FRAUD, I feel that has a lot to do with who he is. I feel that this whole rule thing has a lot to do with his upbringing and a lot of pressure he has put onto himself as a small child when looking up at his elders. This is the free time event about his grandfather; i feel that whole part about his grandfather affected him gravely. He's someone that has put his whole family's name upon his back in order to clean it up and therefore in order to do that, he's taken it upon himself to work hard, to be honest, to be truthful and obedient to laws and rules, to be a good person because being a genius means nothing when you can become a monster and deceive your own country. Being a genius doesn't matter to him, as long as he's a hard working person, leading his friends and other people for good, he's happy. I LOVE THIS FREE TIME EVENT.
I'M JUST. IM. SOBSS I FEELE THAT WITH THESE FEELINGS AND MINDSET, OR WHO KNOWS EXACTLY HOW HIS PARENTS OR GRANDFATHER HAVE BROUGHT HIM UP, HE'S PROBABLY HAD A LOT OF EXPECTATIONS TO LIVE UP TO AND POSSIBLY HAS NEVER HAD TIME TO REALLY BE SOCIAL OR HAVE A NORMAL CHILDHOOD. JUST STUDY AND FOLLOW THE RULES, BE THE BEST YOU CAN, FOLLOW THE RULES, BE A GOOD MAN, BE A LEADER, BE A ROLE MODEL TO OTHERS. JUST THIS COULD HAVE POSSIBLY BROUGHT A LOT TO WHAT HIS PERSONALITY HAS BECOME TO NOT BE ABLE TO SHARE SAME INTERESTS WITH OTHERS AND NOT BEING ABLE TO COMMUNICATE SO WELL. I SEE THAT ISHIMARU IS SOMEONE THAT HAS A LOT ON HIS MIND AND HE'S SEEKING TO INTERACT BUT HE JUST DOESN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT BEING A REGULAR TEENAGER IS. THAT'S JUST SINCERELY WHAT I FEEL. IT COULD BE ASPERGER'S IMPEDING THAT BUT THEN AGAIN I FEEL THAT HE'S JUST TRYING TO GROW UP TOO FAST AND HAS FORGOTTEN HOW TO BE A KID.
I feel that at times he could have taken some things literally which is another sign of autism. FOR EXAMPLE THE WHOLE CELES SAYING SOMEONE WAS COLD LIKE AN ICEBERG LETTUCE AND ISHIMARU SAYING THEY ARE NOT COLD THEY ARE GREEN? THEN AGAIN I NEVER UNDERSTOOD WHAT THE FUQ WAS THAT ALL REFERRING TOO SO MAYBE HE WAS TRYING TO SAY ANOTHER JOKE? IT'S A GIVEN THAT WE ALL KNOW THAT ISHIMARU IS INTENSE, SERIOUSLY INTENSE IN EVERYTHING THAT HE DOES. I feel that a lot has to do with passion and just the righteousness he holds close to his heart but it could very well mean autism/asperger's as well. His intensity through his voice and other things could come from a military like upbringing, hence his uniform but it could be part of that too. EITHER WAY, WHATEVER THE REASON BEHIND HIS PERSONALITY IS, I JUST WANT TO SAY IT DOESN'T MAKE HIM ANY DIFFERENT FROM EVERYONE ELSE, NOT AT ALL. I FEEL THAT HE IS A STRONG CHARACTER WITH AN IMMENSE HEART AND GOOD INTENTIONS. HE WAS STRONG MENTALLY BY TAKING A LEADERSHIP ROLE AND TRYING TO REASON WITH THE GROUP AT ALL TIMES BUT HIS INTENSITY WAS ALSO TIED IN WITH HIS EMOTIONS. IT'S HARD FOR HIM TO CONTROL AND MANAGE HIS EMOTIONS. EMOTIONALLY HE WAS A VERY INTENSE AND PASSIONATE PERSON AND I FEEL THAT AFTER SO LONG ON NOT HAVING A TRUE FRIEND AND MONDO BECOMING ONE BUT BEING TAKEN SO QUICKLY, IT WAS DEEPLY TRAUMATIZING TO HIM. Ishimaru becoming friend with Mondo is very endearing and special to me. They are complete opposites and pretty have nothing in common but yet were still able to form a great friendship overnight. I feel that Mondo saw a lot of strength in him, a lot of potential and a good heart. The same goes for Ishimaru, someone so fixed on rules and order, being friends with Mondo was probably going to be hard but aside from his rebellious nature, he was a leader too and had good intentions. It's nice to know that Ishimaru was able to see that in everyone somehow. I LOVE HOW THIS TALKS ABOUT THE BUSHIDO CODE AND THE ISHIMONDO BROSHIP, PLS READ.
Losing Mondo, not just losing him, but feeling probably betrayed, useless, disappointed, devasted; that really broke him. This is a perfect example of trauma SPECIFICALLY THIS, that can bring all sorts of personality problems. I feel that everyone has the right to believe what happened here. I think it's beautiful if you feel that the friendship was powerful enough for Mondo's spirit to overtake Ishimaru and make him into this ultra intense combined person called Ishida. I think that's beautiful and amazing but through my perspective, I just saw someone severely psychologically broken, severely cracked to the point that he took in Mondo's image from Alter Ego, to cope with the loss. TO COPE WITH THE DESPAIR AND LOSS. A FRIEND HE BELIEVED IN SO MUCH, A FRIEND HE HAD CONNECTED WITH EVEN IN A FUQED UP SITUATION, SOMEONE HE FELT HE COULD HAVE BEEN THERE FOR WHATEVER WAS TROUBLING THEM, TO SHARE THEIR WEAKNESSES AND STRENGHTS AND JUST BE A HARD WORKING TEAM FOR EVERYONE SOBSKFJ ICAN'T ANYMORE I CREY FOREVR I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. I CONNECT WITH HIM BECUASE HE'S SUCH AN INTENSE EMOTIONAL WRECK, WE CRY TOGETHER ISHIMARU FOR EVERYTHING, FOR EVERYONE, WE HAVE ALL THE INTENSE CRYING FOREVER I LOVE U BRO.
Kyouko Kirigiri: WELL IF THAT WASN'T FUQIN LONG ENOUGH JUST YOU WAIT ON MY KYOUKO FEELS, THE BEST FOR LAST. When we meet Kirigiri for the first time, I obviously felt a bit intimidated but in a good fucking way. I could feel that this girl was going to be either fucking amazing or one to go berserk and get everyone killed. Kirigiri went far beyond my expectations, I am completely forever attached to her. SHE IS JUST ONE OF THOSE CHARACTERS THAT EVEN AFTER THE FEELS DIE OUT (ALTHOUGH HOW WILL THAT EVER BE POSSIBLE WITH DANGAN RONPA??/ I WILL BE 80 YEARS OLD AND IF MY GRANDCHILDREN BRING UP "WTF IS AN ISHIMARU", I WILL HIT LIFE ALERT THEN AND THERE), YOU WILL STILL FEEL FOR. SHE IS LIKE ELITE TIER UP THERE WITH SAILOR SCOUTS AND SPICE GIRLS YA KNOW LIKE THOSE POWERFUL GIRL FIGURES THAT I WILL ALWAYS STRIVE TO BE LIKE THAT'S HER.
KIRIGIRI WAS JUST THE AMAZING DETECTIVE, ALL THE SMARTS, ALL THE SKILLS, ALL THE AMAZING HAIR AND BOOTS, ETC, STRIVING FOREVER TO BE HER. she was endearing in her own way, probably not the person you have fun crack conversation timez with since everything is srs business mysteries to her. I feel that because of her upbringing and skills, she's developed a sort of lack of empathy and has become a bit detached from being a regular teenager. In a sense, I feel that her dedication to her family's legacy, has made her grow up real quick and has made her acquire that her sole purpose as a Kirigiri. To live up to the name and that's it. She really has her mind set on that and I think that's really amazing how she's been able to do that back from when she was a child, although a lot of it, I feel, has come naturally to her as it is a true talent she was born with. She's very self confident and is just amazing when getting down to things and working all her skills. Although she may seem cold and stoic, I feel that she is able to reach out in her own way to make connections and friends. It is obvious that making friends is not something a part of her agenda but it's not something she has forgotten how to do. It's just something she chooses not to, for she lives with certain goals set in her mind. I am happy that despite the weird situation she was put into and I'm sure she knew how dangerous and grave the situation was for her, she was able to reach out to Naegi and even care for him in the end. The possibility of there being some ~sekrit love feelings~ is questionable and vague BUT I WANT TO BELIEVE. HELLO I SHOW U ONE OF MY FAVORITE PAIRINGS AND THAT IS KIRIGIRI/NAEGI. IT DOESN'T EVEN FUCKING MATTER WHAT RELATIONSHIP IT IS, THEY CAN JUST BE AMAZING DETECTIVES 4LIFE, THE SHERLOCK AND WATSON, THE GF/BF, THE BEST BROS. THEY ARE JUST PRECIOUS. I MEAN SHE FUCKING GOT IN A FUQIN GARBAGE BAG AND DUMPED HERSELF WHO KNOWS HOW MANY METERS DOWN IN ORDER TO CHECK UP ON NAEGI AND TRY TO SAVE HIS ASS. IF THAT DOESN'T SHOW SOME FEELINGS THEN WHAT THE FUCK IS YOU. HE FUQIN BELIEVE IN KIRIGIRI AND KEPT THE SEKRITZ AND EVEN LET THE EXECUTION HAPPEN AND KIRIGIRI THEN REALIZED HOLY SHIETTT MY /SILLY DUMB BF/ IS PROBABLY DEAD WTF AM I DOING THIS PAIN.
Despite Kyouko being someone who seems emotionless, she's ALLOWED TO SHOW EMOTIONS OKEY. I remember reading in the threads about people being a bit confused or bothered by how strangely she was reacting when she found out Naegi was hiding something from her I TOTALLY FORGOT WHAT THAT WAS. i don't remember but it was something silly too and kirigiri was like "LOOK NAEGI BITCH-KUN NOW IS NOT THE TIME TO BE HIDING SHIET, U NEED TO FUQIN TELL ME WHAT'S UP". AND NAEGI WAS LIKE "WELL I CAN'T?//" *BESIDES KIRIGIRI U HIDE STUFF FROM ME TOO CANT U UNDERSTND??/ DOKI DOKI* BUT KIRIGIRI WASN'T GOING TO TAKE THAT SHIET AND SHE GAVE HIM THE SILENT TREATMENT, YEAH U GO GIRL. IDK WHY I RELATE TO KIRIGIRI SO MUCH IN THIS SENSE I AM HORRIBLE.
Kirigiri is so great and then like they made up and were talking like nothing happened fuqing CUTIES, neagi was like "hoW TO TALK TO GIRLS I DON'T??" LET'S NOW BRING UP SOBS THE HEADMASTER. Some people were judging her daddy issues like this was somehow a weak side of her??? like fuq u, she has the right to feel that way and because of this, I connected so so so much with her. You know, hearing her tell Naegi about her father, just really made me sad and i could totally understand her. It just made me more sad because if somehow a relationship was developed and things were fixed while she attended the school, she most likely forgot all about that and still believed nothing was patched up. As we get further into the story, we still can't figure out what even was her father's feelings towards her. All I know is that she was probably very confused, conflicted and hurt. With DR Zero, we (THANKFULLY) get to see a glimpse of what her relationship with her father was while attending school and it's just really hard to even put into words, I just connected with everything. She's obviously someone who is trying to be whom she has always known to be, she doesn't want to think of herself as the headmaster's daughter, the daughter of a man who decided to abandon his family, his purpose, his daughter for something else that seems insignificant to her. She tries her hardest to put up this wall, to not be connected to him in any way. She doesn't have to remind herself to not feel anything for him because obviously there isn't anything there but in reality, we know she's hiding, and that buried deeply below, she feels resentment, she is angry and severely disappointed with him.
He tries to make it seem like everything is okay, like "hey we are working this relationship out, I know you probably despise me but I don't, so no hard feelings, I know what I did was wrong but I have no regrets, I'm proud and amazed by how you truly shine as a Kirigiri but our father/daughter relationship isn't solid so the most I can do is just give you lip service, I actually truly care for you as my daughter, I watch over you and admire you but yet I put up a front as well and keep all those feelings hidden to not make the situation more awkward". This just frustrates me so much and i hurt for Kirigiri, I just feel this burning disappointment, these frustrated feelings and mixed emotions. Kirigiri can't break that connection to her father no matter how many years have passed without contact, the connection is still strangely there and I feel that this is why we see such a strong reaction from her when it is mentioned that the headmaster could be the mastermind. We all know that she definitely doesn't want that to be true because that would bring upon another betrayal, another disappointment. At the same time, I feel that in her heart, she knew that her father wouldn't do such a thing and at the same time, as a daughter, it pained her to think that her father would do such a thing to her. I feel that the role of being a daughter is something she tries to keep away from a lot but it always comes back to her.
The saddest thing certainly was when she was presented with the gift box. Now, there wasn't any hope to even communicate with him ever again, to find the truth. The ugly reminder left was the framed picture of him holding her as a child. What the fuck is that shiet you know it's just very painful and confusing. You don't know exactly what to feel for this person, you just can't understand their logic and if it's all for show or if it's sincere. It's just very hard to trust someone like this, even their own words are hard to trust at times. I'm glad that we were able to see some reaction from Kirigiri, she is human and she needed a moment. A moment to straighten out her thoughts, her fears, her bottled up emotions in order to proceed with the Kirigiri she has always known to be, an objective one, seeking for answers in everything. I really admire Kirigiri for being strong and continuing to be awesome despite losing her father and being presented of that news in such a horrible way. I'm happy that she was able to trust Naegi and realized the moment when friends were more important than anything else. I just really love Kirigiri and hold her close to my heart.
Leon Kuwata: LEON. EVERYTHING ABOUT LEON STILL GIVES ME PAIN. in all reality, Leon was a typical high school douchebag, but I still liked the guy. THIS GROUP IS JUST SO HARD NOT TO LIKE. I liked him cuz he was just trying to figure himself out ya know, not the baseball player, nah he hated that shit, his dream was to become a rockstar. The clash and sex pistols being the true role models. Going the right direction with those good choices of bands. Typical douchebag wanting to sleep with all the girls, wanting the money and the fame. Still loved his style though and some of the things he said were just funny and he was a total bro. I totally see him getting along with Oowada as they have that rebellious feel and he also fits in with Hagakure, this is the friendship that I totally wish I could see if we were able to see them live their high school years again. Then he can totally get along with Naegi too and like EVERYONE CAN JUST BE BROS WITH LEON HE WAS THAT FLEXIBLE AND COOL. I do totally ship him with Maizono tho LIKE THERE IS JUST NOTHING ELSE OR ANYONE ELSE THEY ARE TEH COUP;LE THE TRAGIC COUPLEE. I think it really sucks that Leon got stuck in that situation where he ended up killing Maizono but at the same time, I am still confused of what really went down in that murder. I feel that Leon might have taken it too far and he certainly was not broken by what he had done. He didn't want to confess at all and really wanted to get away with it. I find that very low, especially when it was UR POTENTIAL GF THAT U JUST KILLED. Out of all the executions, I don't care what anyone says, nobody will top Leon's. I wasn't even really attached to him at that point. I still can't watch Leon's execution I just get so SAD I'M TRAUMATIZED FOR LIFE AIMMSF JUST ALL THE CREYZ LEOE I'MFNSF. Either way, looking at Leon's personality, if he didn't get executed, I still feel he probably could have fallen really hard or he could have been someone great and pulled some rebellious stunt against monobear and help everyone get the fuck out. I think all he needed was a bit of time to grow but alas tHAT WASNT THE CASE THANKS TO THESE WRITERS WHO GOT BORED OF HIS DESIGN AND DECIDED TO KILL HIM OFF.
Makoto Naegi: THE DEFINING POSTTHAT TALKS ABOUT HOW IMPORTANT NAEGI WAS. NAEGI, WAT DO I SAY ABOUT U AFTER I FEEL EMOTIONALLY EXHAUSTED FROM TALKING ABOUT UR COOL AS FUQ GF. NAEGI U LITTLE SHIT I TRULY LOVE YOU. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT CAME TO THIS BUT EVERYTIME I SEE NAEGI I GET WARM FUZZY FEELINGS. HE'S LIKE A LITTLE UGLY FLOWER THAT WAS GROWING BUT THEN LOOKED LIKE IT WOULD BE WASHED UP BY THE RAIN BUT IN A COUPLE OF DAYS BLOOMED TO BE PRECIOUS AND GORGEOUS. Naegi really grew to be something and I'm really proud of him. He started getting better in the trials, was starting to get more assertive YET HE WAS STILL VERY DEPENDENT ON HIS SHERLOCK KIRIGIRI AND BEST DETECTIVE BRO TOGAMI. Naegi is really dumb and naive and that really frustrated me at first but then I just came to love him, mostly because many of his thoughts were my thoughts. We are pretty much alike.
I like that he's very optimistic and is able to interact with everyone. he's a sweetie and a cutie. everyone was able to open up to him and I think that is Naegi's special quality. YA HE MAY HAVE LUCK BUT HE'S GOT ALL THE FRANSHIP SKILLZ. He even made Togami acknowledge him as an opponent and fran and even Syo created a cool nickname for him. He was able to gain everyone's trust, even Kirigiri's. Best of all, Junko found him annoying at how optimistic he was and how he wasn't going to give in. I THINK THAT'S THE BEST. Naegi fucking shone in the ending, he shone like the sun. SO BEAUTIFUL, DON'T LOSE HOPE!!1 DONT LOSE HOPE!!1 DON'T LOSE HOPE!!1 SHATTER THE DESPAIR!!! I WAS IN TEARZ YO I WAS IN TEARZ, NAEGI U FUQIN DID IT NAEGI U SAVED THE DAY, U DIDN'T CRACK OR GIVE IN TO THE DESPAIR, U MADE IT BOY UMADEEE ITT. SOBS ON THE FLOOR.
SUPER HIGH SCHOOL LEVEL HOPE. WHO FUQIN CARES ABOUT UR SHOE FLYING OFF, U GOT THE HOPE, U CAN OVERCOME ALL THE THINGS. NAEGI FINISHED GETTING A HOLD OF MY HEART TOWARDS THE END AND IT TOOK A LOT TO DO THAT THROUGHOUT THE GAME. IT'S FUNNY THAT HE'S SO PASSIVE AND DEPENDENT AT TIMES BUT IT'S GREAT TO SEE HIM TAKE ACTION DURING THE TRIALS WHEN NEEDED. I'M ATTACHED TO HIM BECAUSE HE'S FUQIN NAEGI AND HE CARRIES A LITTLE PART OF ME WITH HIM. HE DIDN'T HAVE A HUGE TALENT OR ANY SKILLZ, HE WAS JUST HIMSELF, WITH A BIG HEART AND OPEN MIND AND WAS ABLE TO STICK THROUGH. VERY LAID BACK AND GOING WITH THE FLOW, HE DIDN'T REBEL OR OFTEN TIMES DIDN'T THINK TO STAND UP FOR HIMSELF WHICH ANNOYED ME BUT IN THE END, HE FELL THROUGH AND TOOK AHOLD OF THE SITUATION, BRINGING EVERYONE BACK WITH MUCH STRENGHT. OH NAEGI U PRECIOUS THING U.
Mondo Oowada: BROWADA. I'm still laughing at that I can't djfkj. From the beginning, I knew I was going to like Mondo. I was still debating whether to call him my favorite. I wouldn't call him my favorite now but he's still someone I hold dear. I had hope Mondo's badass angry attitude would break monobear and start a revolution but that didn't happen. Mondo was angry most of the time and that gave a lot more humor to the story. I have a thing for delinquents in Japanese stories because I know they are softies so same with Mondo. THEN HE JUST SHONE THROUGH WHEN HE BECAME BEST BROS WITH ISHIMARU I CAN'T I CAN'T CONTINUE IT HURTS. The whole situation with Fujisaki, it just hurts so much i can't evnejfwioweofj. MONDO ALL U NEEDED WAS A HUG, U COULD OVERCOME UR GUILT, THE GUILT OF BEING RECKLESS AND CAUSING A HORRIBLE TRAGEDY, IT HAPPENS TO ALL OF US. IT WASN'T ALL UR FAULT U SILLY POOP. U BROKE, U LET THE GUILT TAKE OVER U LIKE A CRAZED RABIG DOG. CREYZ MONOBEAR BROKE U. FUJISAKI WAS THE UNFORTUNATE RECIEVING END OF THAT BLOWING FUSE UGUGHEIFJ. U GUYS WERE GOING TO BE THE BEST WORKOUT BROS, JUST LIKE OLD TIMEZ SOBSS.
ANYWAYS. WE were really happy that this didn't turn out to be Mondo losing his shit because Fujisaki was in fact a guy, like I was afraid of that. It was all jealousy and the guilt, ALL DA JEALOUSY OF FUJISAKI OVERCOMING HER FEARS, BEING STRONG AND REVEALING HER SECRET. THE IRRATIONAL THOUGHT OF BEING A ROLE MODEL TO SOMEONE JUST WASN'T FITITNG INTO HIS HEAD BECAUSE HE KNEW WHAT HAD HAPPENED WITH HIS BRO... it really hurts that he would just lose it for not believing in himself and just letting complete guilt overcome him. You must be under so much guilt and pain tO SNAP THAT FAR INTO KILLING SOMEONE WITH A DUMBBELL I JUST. That was one of the trials where I was literally shouting NO NONOOOOOOOONOOON. i really didn't want him to die and I was just so afraid of the effects it would have on Ishimaru. We all know how bad that turned out to be. The best thing about Mondo is that he didn't pull any silly shit, eSPECIALLY AFTER TOGAMI MESSED WITH THE CRIME SCENE GAWD. After all the evidence was laid out, Mondo admitted to what had happened and took the execution like a decent human being. He knew his mistakes and now he had to pay for them. I just really miss Mondo and I just really hate how it all turned out, I hate it so much creyz. AND THE FUCKING STORY ABOUT HIS DOGS AND CREYZ, such a softie, with good intentions and feelings and he probably liked gardening too, that's why his axe thing was in da garden andfoiweja.
Mukuro Ikusaba: WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT MUKURO OTHER THAN I HAVE VERY CONFUSED FEELINGS TOWARDS HER. Out of all the characters I still don't know what the hell she was all about. WAS THE WHOLE JUNKO GIMMICK REAL I MEAN WAS THAT AN OPPURTUNITY FOR HER TO SHINE AND BE SOMEONE SHE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE? POSSIBLY A BIT MORE LIKE HER SISTER? POSSIBLY A BIT LESS RESERVED?? I mean, Mukuro seems like a free spirit, someone who is not afraid and someone strong. The thing is that I feel that she probably lacked assertiveness or how should I say, A solid sense of who she was and what she really wanted to do. I feel that she was easily manipulated by Junko, and that she actually did care about Junko as a sister. Junko of course is a raging psychopath to the 500th level so of course she would feel nothing towards Mukuro. Mukuro's mistake was trusting Junko. Her mistake was being engulfed by the little theater they had here. That's another thing, we don't really know until what point of this whole despair plan she was agreeing with. Mukuro is definitely bad ass for just having the title of soldier. I think that says a lot about her and is possibly a bit cold and just used to that lifestyle. The thing is, we don't know how much she opened up to the class or if she managed to make friendships. She seems very distant and cold towards the class, as if being drifted away by the stream that is her sister's plan, already overlooking them with pitiful eyes, as if she knows what awaits them soon. That's at least what I get from her when I see her pictures.
Sakura Oogami: /BUILDS SHRINE FOR SAKURA/ SAKURA IS DA SUPERIOR ROLE MODEL. SHE IS JUST UP IN DA HEAVENS ALRIGHT LOOKING OVER ALL THE POWERFUL GURLS, SENDING ALL THE GURL POWERZ TO EVERYONE OUT THERE. I can't even go into detail with my feelings towards Sakura, I JUST FEEL LIKE CRYING. As always, I just want to mention what a great and amazing friend she was to Aoi and the huge difference she made in this game. She changed the game drastically and was able to give the group a 1up. She caused a silent revolution and became a tru martyr. Sakura's death is one of those that you know was not for waste, SHE JUST TTT TT GAVE IT HER ALL AND DID SO MUCH AKJEFIOWJF.
From the beginning, everything she said, in the free time events with Naegi and stuff sobssssd kjsdfj f all the greatness, I felt a deep connection with her man and then thE WRITERS DECIDED TO RIP MY HEART OUTTTT. It's okay though, her death, is the only way I would have wanted her to go. It didn't creep up on her, she was able to make a decision and she was able to sacrifice herself and help the others. SHE FUCKING BROKE INTO THE HEADMASTER'S OFFICE AND SHIET OR WHAT EVEN WAS IT I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER WHAT SHE GOT BUT THAT HELPED THEM ALL SO MUCH TO PUT MONOBEAR INTO A CORNER AND BRING THIS TO A FINAL END. SHE WAS ABLE TO BRING THE GROUP MORE TOGETHER BECAUSE THERE WAS NO REASON TO KILL EACH OTHER ANYMORE, NO MORE DISTRUST, JUST GO FORWARD AND BRINGTHIS MOTHERFUQER DOWNSD DFKJE. i MISS HER SO MUCH. EVEN AFTER THE MEMORY WIPE, AOI AND HER WERE STILL TRU FRIENDS. THEIR FRIENDSHIP COULDN'T BE DESTROYED BY SOMETHING SO SIMPLE AS MEMORIES BEING GONE. THEY WERE ABLE TO MAKE OTHER ONES TOGETHER AND SPEND THEIR LAST MOMENTS TOGETHER. TRUE FRIENDSHIP, STRONG SOULMATE FEELS 5EVER.
Sayaka Maizono: "MAIZONO SAN I WILL PROTECT UUU"- NAEGI BITCH-KUN. "YEAH DON'T WORRY NAEGI BITCH-KUN, I WILL TAKE MATTERS INTO MY OWN HANDSS YEEA IM' GETTING THE FUQ OUT OF HERE. EVEN IF IT MEANS FRAMING UR SORRY ASS, I MUST LIVE MY DREAMS AND SURVIVE LIKE THE ROLLING STONES, PLAYING IDOL SHOWS WITH ALL UR FAVORITE UNNIES AND OPPAS 4EVER, MONOBEAR CAN STOP ME."-MAIZONO SAN
SO THAT'S BASICALLY WHAT I ALWAYS PICTURE THAT WENT THROUGH MAIZONO'S HEAD AFTER SHE CLOSED THE DOOR ON NAEGI'S ROOM THAT FATED NIGHT. OF COURSE, LEON WAS THE PERFECT TARGET, HE WANTS TO FUQ ALL THE UNNIES. LEON, IF ONLY U COULD HAVE THOUGHT WITH UR HEAD INSTEAD OF UR DIQ, U PROBABLY WOULDN'T HAVE DIED SUCH A HORRIBLE DEATH. I don't know what to say about Maizono, I mean i didn't get to know her much. She was cute at times and I feel she had a good heart but for an obvious reason, she didn't last very long. She was broken rather quickly and not even Naegi's support and election of being super high school level boyfriend was good enough for her to try to work shit out with the group. What I can give her though is that despite how she fucked up with trying to kill Leon, she was still decent enough to leave an obvious clue in order to not get Naegi killed and the rest of the crew killed. MAIZONO WAS A KEWL GURL BUT I DIDN'T CARE MUCH FOR HER, SHE ANNOYED ME A LITTLE BIT AND MOSTLY NAEGI CUZ HE WAS ALL GOO GOO GAGA FOR HER BUT I MEAN WE CAN'T REALLY BLAME HIM RIGHT. WELL FUQ U NAEGI, KIRIGIRI IS UR TRUE GF SO U BETTER BE HAPPY ALRIGHT, SHE'S AS COOL AS SHIT.
Touko Fukawa: FUKAWA, shine on you crazy diamond you. Fukawa is still one of the best things in the Dangan Universe okay like EVERYTHING ABOUT SYO IS GREAT, AND HER VOICE ACTRESS IS THE BEST. I really love Fukawa, I think she's also a tragic character. The funny thing is that she ends up surviving. I really didn't see that coming as I was sure that she would end up murdering someone but that never happened lmao. Her character is mostly tragic because she is constantly pushing people away because she's afraid of who Syo will pick as a next victim. Fukawa has a lot of issues but I feel they arise from this inner demon she battles with each day. When we first meet her, she's super paranoid, has low self esteem and I was totally thrown off by how sensitive she was. Many times, I didn't really want Naegi to speak to her but sometimes when we did, I started feeling for her because she would get happy and flattered over small things where i would be like HEEY THERE AWKWARD TURTLE but then she would crawl back into her protective wall. It was much more enjoyable and even comfortable to deal with Syo even though it was another different half of her. Syo was much more open, hiding nothing, giving no fucks at all. I have to say that Syo gave this story the best twist and made it on a whole different level. NEVER4GET THAT OUTRAGES LAUGH AND LIKE WHEN SHE WAS LIKE "GAHHEHAHAHAAH WAit that's not funny" IN THAT VERY SRS PART TOWARDS THE END LIKE WHY MUST U BE SO GREAT.
What I loved is that she had her own traits and personality and was very stuck to her principles and methods. Never did she break her principles to just have a meaningless kill. I really liked that about Syo man she's so chill and crazy, I totally want to take her to disneyland one day.
Now, after I found out that Fukawa was Syo, it really made me real sad, aside from all the excitement of a great character design. It is obvious that Syo is suffering from Dissociative Personality Disorder, sadly her other personality being A FUCKING SERIAL KILLER. Not just that but because of DID, she also seems to suffer from Avoidant Personality Disorder which explains her constant paranoia of what other people say directly to her. If anything, her subtype would be hypersensitive. The thing is that, we can't know if this developed before her other Syo personality developed or before. It seems more like that this could have been in effect since the beginning. I remember her talking about having two moms or two dads, something like that. It's obvious Fukawa comes probably from a divorced family and we don't know what kind of relationship she had with her parents back home. When I think about Fukawa, I really hope she didn't go through some real horrible abuse or trauma for that to have developed. This also explains a lot on the type of guys she goes after, more specifically Togami. We all know what a douche he is to her and it's really sad that she finds it okay to seek that sort of unhealthy attention and find it ideal as well. I LOVE HOW THIS TALKS ABOUT S&M I THINK IT'S VALID TOO.
Yasuhiro Hagakure: BEST STONER BRO. I totally thought Hagakure was going to change character at some point and fool everyone and kill someone and like be this evil guy. HE ACTUALLY MADE IT UNTIL THE END WAT THE FUQ. Hagakure was a funny addition to the group but many times, how I wish someone else could have taken his spot. So many people I wish that could have lived instead. I AM REALLY HORRIBLE BUT I MEAN REALLY EVEN THE BAD ENDING LIKE POOR AOI HAVING TO HAVE HAGAKURE'S BABIES LIKE SHEITT. Hagakure's whole fortune telling talent is bullshit and I just don't know what his mind works like. The burger and ufo conspiracies, the everything, the freak outs, kirigiri is a ghost, just everything was great lmao. Still, I wish he could have been more helpful somehow. I think the most interesting thing with Hagakure was his locker. There were a lot of things in there THAT I WANT TO KNOW ABOUT. I don't know what else to say but it would have been different without his presence and his presence is always welcomed. I was fearing for him the most towards the end when Naegi was trying to convince everyone to not lose hope. I knew Aoi would totally be strengthened by that and even felt Togami would give in but I wasn't sure about Hagakure. I'm happy he pulled through in the end and he even said some of the most realest shit in the whole fucking game. About moving forward and wanting to open that door like shit son, where did that deep shit come from, you are gr8.
FAVORITE PARTS: THERE WERE SO MANY AWESOME MOMENTS IN THIS VIDEO GAME, SIMPLE CONVERSATIONS AND THINGS THAT WERE SAID BY EACH CHARACTER JUST MADE ME BECOME REALLY ATTACHED TO THEM ALL AND IT JUST MAKES ME SO SAD BECAUSE HOW I WISH I COULD HAVE SOMETHING WERE I COULD SEE MORE INTERACTIONS FROM BEFORE THE INCIDENT. HERE ARE SOME OF MY FAVORITE PARTS FROM THE GAME IN O PARTICULAR ORDER, WELL MAYBE THE ENDING WAS MY TOP FAVORITE PART BUT THE REST IN NO ORDER:
1.THE ENDING TRIAL OF HOPE
the fucking ending tho. I was in tears while at the same time jumping around saying, DON'T LOSE THE HOPE YOU GUYS PLS JUST GIVE HER THE EXECUTION, YOU CAN DO IT, YOU HAVE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH ALREADY DON'T BE AFRAID AARUGHHGHGE. THEN NAEGI IS LIKE, DON'T LOSE HOPE!!!1 AND EVERYONE IS LIKE WELLLL UR RIGHT NAEGI I WON'T!!! LET'S VOTE THIS MOTHERFUQER DOWN AND I JUST CRIED. I CRIED AND I WAS SO RELIEVED AND HAPPY AND LIKE HOW I WISH, HOW I WISH EVERYONE COULD HAVE SURVIVED AND WALKED OUT OF THERE WITH THE HOPE AND SHOWING NO FEAR I JUST....THESE ARE MY KIND OF FAVORITE MOMENTS.
2.NAEGI AND HIS CHICKEN BROS
Naegi finding the chickens and then question everything in life about these chickens is still one of the best parts of the game, you cannot convince me otherwise. Naegi is so fucking paranoid and psychologically broken at this point that he starts questioning the chickens as if they are like the most dangerous things in the school. Like at this point to be questioning if they are fucking chickens or not, if they won't hatch bombs or actually maGICALLY TURN INTO MONOBEAR 2.0 SAYS A LOT AND IT'S REALLY SAD. Naegi has seen so much and become so cautious about everything, he has to question something harmless like a chicken. The poor kid will probably be traumatized of animals for life tbh but at this point, it's only been a month in this whole situation and one way or the other, all these kids are having some psychological problems, even if they are a bit not so serious as this. I WAS CRACKING UP AND THEN I CRIED.
3.KIRIGIRI TO THE RESCUE
HAVE I FUCKIN MENTIONED HOW MUCH I LOVE KIRIGIRI THO. She's my hero and everyone's hero in this story. You know when fucking Naegi dropped down to the basement and he was like WELL I'M GOING TO FUQIN STARVE, well he didn't right because KIRIGIRI CAME TO THE FUQIN RESCUE THROUGH THE GARBAGE SHIT HOLE THING. NOT JUST THAT LIKE SHE ACTUALLY PUT HERSELF INTO A BAG AND LANDED THERE, WITH NO FEAR AND WAS JUST LIKE WAT UP NAEGI BITCH-KUN AND NAEGI WAS LIKE OMFGG KIRIGIRI SAN IS THAT U DO MY FUQIN EYES DECEIVE ME, I CAN'T EVEN TELL WHAT IS REAL OR NOT ANYMORE I MEAN LOOK AT THAT FUQIN ROCKET SPACESHIP LIKE WTF. KIRIGIRI THO IS LIKE, U NEED TO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND EAT CUZ I TOTALLY DON'T BELIEVE HOW U SURVIVED THESE DAYS AND THEN LIKE SHE HAS THE CUP OF NOODLES ON TOP OF HER HEAD LOOKING LIKE JAPAN'S NUMBER ONE TRASH BAG MODEL AND OMFG SHE GETS EMBARRASSED WHEN NAEGI POINTS IT OUT AND THEY ARE THE CUTEST SHITS, THIS WAS THE PERFECT FIRST DATE.
4.THE BAD ENDING
LOOK AT IT, IT STILL CRACKS ME. POOR AOI POPPING OUT ALL THE BABIES, SHE HAD HAGAKURE'S BABIE WITH THE HAIR OMFG AND NAEGI LOOKS SO THRILLED TO BE A DAD AND FUQIN TOGAMI OMG. THE HAPPIEST WE HAVE EVER SEEN HIM YET IT'S THE MOST HILARIOUS THING EVER. LIKE EVERYONE SAYS, WE ALL THINK FUKAWA DIED AT CHILDBIRTH WHICH SUX AND NOBODY CAN TELL ME THAT IS NOT HER KID BECAUSE HE IS OLDER OKEY OMFFGESDF AND TOGAMI IS WEARING ALL BLACK TOO LIKE PLS. THIS IS JUST SUCH A TWILIGHT ZONE ENDING I AM SO HAPPY IT WASN'T TRUE AND OMG I LAUGHED SO HARD WHEN OREN WAS LIKE WELL THAT'S THE END THANX FOR READING!!!1
5.THE MONDO AND ISHIMARU SAUNA CHALLENGE
TELL ME THAT WASN'T THE BEST THING, U R WRONG. THAT PICTURE OF THEM SITTING DOWN ALL INTENSE IN THE SAUNA ROOM IS THE MOST HILARIOUS THING EVER. STILL THE FUCKING BEST. I REALLY THOUGHT THEY WERE GOING TO PASS OUT OR HATE EACH OTHER MORE THE NEXT MORNING BUT WE GOT BROS 4LIFE OVER HERE. ALSO, ISHIMARU WITHOUT HIS UNIFORM ON BABEY
6.SYO TRANSFORMATION
THERE WERE MANY WHAT THE ACTUAL FUQ OUT LOUD MOMENTS IN DANGAN RONPA BUT THIS ONE. SYO'S TRANSFORMATION WAS THE GREATEST. THAT TONGUE, THE EYES, THE VOICE, THE EVERYTHING. EVERYTHING THAT CAME OUT OF SYO WAS GLORIOUS. THAT CHAPTER ENDING WHEN SHE TOOK OUT ALL THE SCISSORS, NEVER4GET STILL ONE OF THE BEST DESIGNS FOR A CHARACTER.
7.ISHIDA TRANSFORMATION
I DONT' FWATNT O TFUCKIN TALK ABOUT HSI STHIS WASNT REALLY A FAVORITE MOMENT BUT IT WAS STILL FUNNY AND SAD AT TEH SAME TIME. I'M NOT ISHIMARU, I'M MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. AND THEN THE COLOR CHANGE AND THE EYES AND THE FLAMES AND TAHT GRIN OH ISHIMARU AND SOBS
8.SAKURA'S SUICIDE NOTE
WHY DID IPICK SUCH DEPRESSISING MOMENTSS. CREYZ ALL THE SOBS AND THE HURT. AOI REALLY THOUGHT EVERYONE HAD DRIVEN SAKURA TO THE EDGE BUT TEHN FUQIN MONOBEAR WAS LIKE JK I HAS THE TRUE LETTER RIGHT HERE AND IT WASN'T WHAT Y'ALL WERE EXPECTING. SAKURA IS JUST THE BEST NOBODY WILL TOP, SHE IS EVERYTHING I WANT TO BE CREYZ. SAKURA REALLY CARED FOR EVERYONE AND SHE CHANGED THE WHOLE FUCKING GAME, SHE FLIPPED ALL THE FUCKING TABLES TO OUTER SPACE AND THAT BROUGHT ON JUNKO'S DOWNFALL AND EVERYONE'S CLOSENESS THE POWER OF SAKURA'S FRIENDSHIP AND HOPE FOR EVERYONE, SHE DIDN'T CRACK, SHE DIDN'T KILL SHE JUST WANTED TO UNITE EVERYONE AND SOBS. ALL THE DESPAIR.
9.HAGAKURE'S BURGER CONSPIRACY STORY
U GUSYSY DONT' FUCKING UNDERSTAND HOW THIS IS STILL THE BEST FUCKING SCENE AND PART LIKE THIS S THE BEST HIM JUST STARING INTO THE DISTANCE AND THE FUCKING UFO PULLING APART THE HAMBURGER AND THE FRIES AND THE DRINKZ AND THE HAIR AND FUCK
10.TOGAMI TRIAL BREAKDOWN
I DONT WAWNT TO GO BACK TO THSISE MOMENT FUCKING TOGAMI I LOVE U, U FUCKING TURD. WHEN JUNKO TOLD HIM THAT HE WAS TEH ONLY ONE LEFT FROM THE FAMILY AND THAT HIS TITLE MEANT NOTHING NOW SINCE HE WAS AN HEIR TO NOTHING AND SHE WAS LIKE U CAN JOIN ME U PIECE OF POOP, U HAV E NOTHING LEFT ANYWAYS. TOGAMI JUST HIS FACE HIS REACTION TO HIS WHOLE FAMILY AND EVERYTHING HE WORKED FOR JUST GONE LIEK WOW THAT WAS SO SAD I WANTED TO CRY AND JUST BE LIK TOGAMI PLS JUST ITS' GOING TO BE OKEY DON'T LET HER GET TO U. TOGAMI REALLY SHATTERED AND I DIDN'T EXPECT TO SEE THAT FROM HIM. I JUST WANTED TO WIPE THE TEARZ FROM HIS GLASSES.
11.JUNKOS MULTIPLE PERSONALITY SHOW
JUNKO IS FUCKING MORE THAN PSYCHO HOW DOES SHE CONTROL ALL THOSE PERSONALITIES. I REALLY HATED THE REALLY GLOOMY AND KAWAII ONE. I LOVED THE CRAZY ROCKER, THE NORMAL QUEEN JUNKO, THE LIBRARIAN JUNKO AND MONOBEAR JUNKO. SOME OF THE BEST VOICE ACTING I TELL U. HER JUMPING FROM ONE PLACE TO THE OTHER WAS SERIOUSLY SOMETHING. SHE WAS LARGER THAN LIFE MAN. NOW TAHT I READ THE FIRST HALF OF DR ZERO, SEEING ALL OF THAT IS REALLY CREEPY NOW AND LIKE HOLY FUQ JUNKO UR CRAZY AS SHIET, I'M TERRIFIED OF U, I DON'T EVEN WANT TO STUDY THAT BRAIN OF YOURS.
12.INVESTIGATION OF THE SECOND FLOOR
SOMETIMES, I listen to the soundtrack and I remember this part so well it's not even funny, IT'S SAD AND TRAUMATIZING. I wrote an update just as I was on this part and ugh this is my fave but one that I just get the creeps for.
SPOILERS AHEAD
ARE U FEELING IT NOW MR. KRABS?? THE DESPAIR??/
LET'S TALK ABOUT LOVING CHARACTERS LIKE THE FEELS DUMP IS HERE IT IS HERE BEEP BEEP MOTHERFUQERS
Aoi Asahina: Aoi at first was real cute and shiet, she was a favorite contender. She seemed the friendliest of all of them and she is cute and she just appealed to me right away. Then she started talking and I was like, THIS GIRL OKEY. THE BEST PART ABOUT AOI IS THAT SHE LIVES FOR DONUTZ. THIS IS MY TYPE OF GIRL RIGHT HERE, ALL THE DONUTZ. She is not the smartest of the group and never really contributed much to the investigations but her presence was certainly one that I liked. She is genuinely a good person with good intentions and someone I felt you could definitely rely on. That is if she liked you enough or didn't feel bothered by you, as we saw she often times became annoyed by Hagakure, Fukawa and Togami. LET'S NOT FORGET ONE OF THE BEST MOMENTS IN THE DAMN STORY, THE SLAP SHE GAVE TOGAMI OMFGG THAT WAS THE BEST LMAOIWEFJW HE GOT BITCH SLAPPED.THINKING ABOUT IT NOW THO I'M HAPPY SHE SURVIVED. SHE HAS AN AMAZING HEART AND WAS REALLY EMOTIONALLY SUPPORTIVE AND WAS STRONG. SHE TOOK MATTERS INTO HER OWN HANDS WHEN SHE FELT IT WAS RIGHT. SHE WAS STRONG UNTIL THE END, NEVER FELL INTO DESPAIR EVEN AFTER SAKURA DIED, SHE STOOD STRONG AND KEPT HER MEMORY ALIVE. I FEEL THAT SAYS A LOT ABOUT HER AND I FEEL SHE WAS A GOOD BALANCE IN THE GROUP. BRITTANY KNOWS MY FEELS FOR HER, SHE'S IMPORTANT.
THE SAKURA/AOI FRIENDSHIP, DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED BECAUSE THE WATER WORKS HAVE NO CONTROLL. IT'S JUST A REALLY BEAUTIFUL FRIENDSHIP AND EVEN UNTIL THE END, AOI THINKS ABOUT SAKURA AND STATES WHAT SHE THINKS SAKURA WOULD SAY IN THAT SITUATION AND THAT'S JUST THE MOST PRECIOUS THING THAT EVEN AFTER SHE STILL HAS HER IN SPIRIT AND CREYZ. NOT JUST THAT BUT HOW RIGHT AWAY IN THE BEGINNING THEY JUST CONNECTED SO EASILY AND JUST BECAME GOOD FRIENDS RIGHT AWAY AND I JUST REMEMBERED WHEN THEY SPENT THE NIGHT TOGETHER BECAUSE AOI WAS SCARED AND SAKURA WAS THERE TO KEEP HER COMPANY AND ISHIMARU WAS LIKE THAT'S NOT RIGHT!!! HOW CAN A MAN BE SPEND THE NIGHT IN THE SAME ROOM WITH ANOTHER WOMAN!!! AJDSFDJ AND THEY WERE LIKE SAKURA IS A WOMAN AND HE'S LIKE OH~IM SORRY~ ╥﹏╥. ANYWAYS, da point is that I am positively sure that the sakura/aoi friendship was legit even before the memory wipe, I really do believe this that even with the memory wipe, THEIR FRIENDSHIP WAS TOO STRONG, TOO STRONG THAT NO MATTER WHAT THEY WERE CONNECTED BY FATE, LIKE SOULMATES AND JUST CONNECTED ONCE MORE AND CREATED THAT AWESOME LOVING FRAN BOND AND CREYZ FRIENDS FOREVER. TRUE SOULMATEZ. I also couldn't figure out her secret creyz.
Byakuya Togami: FUQING TOGAMI RIGHT. Togami omg he's like asshole 2.0 like how much of a douche bag can u be in 0.0001 seconds Togami you are such a pro. At first, I didn't really want anything to do with Togami, alarm blazing all over the place anytime one talked to Togami and I was like, this motherfuqer is going to try to kill me eventually. Typical cold, distant, guy that sees the world through different lenses. Yet, every time Togami spoke like it wasn't just some arrogant shit he came up with just cuz he was some rich boy, bUT NO REALLY TOGAMI IS REALLY QUICK AND SMART AND JUST HAS A DIFFERENT WAY OF LOOKING AT THE WORLD. I really didn't like him that much at first but yet I always sometimes laughed at how blunt he was and other times I would just get all serious faced because some of the things he said were just like, "wow u fuqer, smh. isn't it the damn truth." A lot of the things he said, many times I disagreed with because THAT WAS JUST NOT MY WAY OF THINKING AND SEEING THINGS. THEN WE HAD TYPICAL NAEGI SAY WHAT WAS ON MY MIND AND SHIET AND I WOULD GET PISSED BECAUSE NEAGI REALLY BUGGED ME AT FIRST BUT A LOT OF HIS THOUGHTS WERE MINE LMAO. Togami tho, he said things that pissed me off sometimes and I would find myself saying nO out loud but then, It would just sink in and many times, his words made a lot of sense to me. It was after like the 3rd trial that Togami became my favorite and my love for him just grew all the way until the end. He's just the character that omg you love to hate but still love at the same time LIKE HE'S A DOUCHE BUT A LOVEABLE ONE I CANNOT EXPLAIN I JUST LOVE HIM AND BECAME ATTACHED TO HIM.
ESPECIALLY HIS WHOLE RELATIONSHIP WITH FUKAWA LIKE THAT JUST GAVE ME LIFE EVEN THOUGH MOST OF THE TIME I WANTED TO SLAP HIM AND KICK HIM FOR TREATING FUKAWA THAT WAY BUT FUKAWA JUST ACCEPTED ALL THE SHIT HE SAID TO HER WHICH IS TOTALLY UNHEALTHY AND WRONG BUT I FEEL A LOT OF THAT HAS TO DO WITH HER PARENTS BUT WE WILL GET INTO THAT LATER. BUT I KNOW SOMETHINGG WAS THERE. I KNOW TOGAMI WAS PROBABLY THINKING, KEEP UR FRIENDS CLOSE BUT YOUR ENEMIES CLOSER WITH FUKAWA AND HER GENOCIDER SYO SHIT BUT AT THE SAME TIME HE JUST TOLERATED HER AND STUFF AND WAS THE ONLY ONE HE COULD REALLY CHILL WITH WHILE HE SECLUDED HIMSELF IN DA LIBRARY.
THEN HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH NAEGI OMG THAT IS TRULY THE BEST HE'S JUST LMAO HE HATED NAEGI SOMEWHAT AND EVEN SAW HIM AS COMPETITION BUT I THINK HE JUST ENJOYED WORKING WITH NAEGI AT SOME POINT, DON'T EVEN FUQIN LIE, HE WOULDN'T CALL HIM OR TELL HIM WHAT HE FOUND DURING INVESTIGATIONS IF HE DIDN'T LIKE NAEGI ENOUGH OR TRUSTED HIM ENOUGH. ALSO, DON'T EVEN SAY THAT NAEGI WASN'T SOMEONE THAT SEEMED LIKE KILLER TYPE, HE HAD BEEN A SUSPECT BEFORE AND I FEEL LIKE TOGAMI FELT EVERYONE COULD BE A POTENTIAL SUSPECT AT ANY TIME SO I DO FEEL THAT HE TRUSTED NAEGI AND DID CONSIDER HIM SOMEWHAT WORTHY FOR HIS TIME. TOGAMI AND NAEGI BEST INVESTIGATIVE BROS 4 LYFE.
Deep down inside, we know there is someone that somewhat cares. Before the memory wipe, I feel like Togami wasn't too involved or social with the class. I mean there was really no reason to, he is the heir of the biggest and powerful family in the country, why should he waste time with these people. In this mutual killing situation, I feel that he grew a lot and was able to break out of his shell a little bit. I mean, his life depended somewhat on cooperation and connections even if at first he wanted nothing to do with anyone at all. I feel that towards the end, Togami would have definitely killed someone in order to graduate and that he would have waited until there were very few students to act carefully but during the whole time, he made no threatening moves or anything, except a bit of trolling with everyone when he got a PHD IN MOVING FUQING CORPSES AROUND FOR SHITS AND GIGGLES LIKE TOGAMI PLZ. I THINK THAT SMALL DETAIL ABOUT THAT CASE SAYS A LOT ABOUT TOGAMI AND AT FIRST IT JUST SCARED THE FUQ OUT OF ME CUZ I WAS LIKE, THIS GUYS IS DANGEROUS IN THE SENSE THAT HE WILL MANIPULATE ANYTHING FOR HIS 5 MINUTES OF FAME. THEN MANY OTHER TIMES HE JUST SHONE LIKE WITH THE WHOLE RULE THING, I FUCKING FORGOT THE WHOLE ID CARD SHIET, HOW HE FIGURED OUT THE LOOPHOLE, LIKE HIS THINKING IS JUST LIKE WHOA TO ME HE'S JUST IN THAT WORLD, THAT WORLD OF JUST YA KNOW CAPITALIST PIGS GETTING TO DA TOP, HE'S LIVING THAT TYPE OF LIFE.
ONE OF THE BEST TOGAMI MOMENTS FOR ME WAS SAKURA'S TRIAL WHERE LIKE THE IDEA OF SAKURA COMMITING SUICIDE JUST WASN'T FITTING INTO HIS HEAD LIKE WIOAJFEW U JUST SEE HIM FALL APART WITH THAT AND WOW LOOK UR LACK OF EMPATHY IS UR FLAW. IT JUST WASN'T FITTING INTO THAT HEAD OF HIS HOW SOMEONE COULD SACRIFICE THEIR LIFE LIKE THAT FOR THE BETTER OF THE GROUP AND TO CHANGE THE GAME LIKE THAT LIKEHAHAHAHA. THEN KIRIGIRI WAS LIKE, I TOLD U SO BITCH, DON'T THINK WITHOUT TAKING PEOPLE'S FEELINGS INTO CONSIDERATION. THEN HE WAS JUST SO PRESSED THAT THE GAME WASN'T SO FAIR ANYMORE AND HE CHOSE TO REBEL AND TAKE LEADERSHIP HAHAH.
Let's also bring back that whole conversation he had with Naegi where he started asking shitty things like what is it like to be a peasant. Rude as shit Togami asks this to Naegi out of all people, mostly to be rude but I think there was also some genuine curiosity. I HATE THAT I AM FINISHING THIS LIKE WEEKS AFTER BEING DONE BECAUSE I FORGET THE CONVERSATIONS AND I CAN'T EVEN GO BACK BECAUSE THE DREADED PAYWALL IS UP. Anyways, he of course doesn't understand how the fuck Naegi works and how Naegi is just like no big deal bro, I actually love my life, I don't want to be a capitalist pig like you, besides life IS SO EASY FOR U SINCE YOU WERE BORN INTO THE RICHNESS. So like this little comment totally presses Togami to the max but not because he's trying to brush off how easy it really was like knowing how flashy Togami is, he would have been like, "WELL DUH NOBODY LIKE U WOULD REACH THE HEIGHTS I HAVE GOTTEN TO, IT JUST RUNS IN DA FAMILY POOL GENE" but he didn't and instead just flips his shit and is truly angry at what Naegi just said. We never found out what Togami's secret was but it could very well have to do with his family ties. What I feel that is the case is that he really is part of the Togami family but it certainly has not been easy at all to have become the heir. He probably has gone through a lot of shit from his family of which probably doesn't even function like a family but instead people he has needed to get the approval from throughout his whole life. It sort of reminds me of the situation Kyouya from Ouran High School Host Club was put into and no wonder he was cold and shitty too. That's the kind of personality I get from Togami as well, who knows what crazy missions he has had to pull in order to be the current heir but that's the only reason why I would feel he would get mad at Naegi. He really shouldn't have cared what Naegi has to say if he has done some really crazy and bad stuff to be heir but that's the thing, Togami does care how people see him, he WANTS PEOPLE TO KNOW HIS ACCOMPLISHMENTS AND HOW GOOD HE IS AT SHIT. Because of this, I feel that is why he wouldn't want anyone to undermine all the shit he has gone through in order to receive the heir title and this is why he probably got really angry. BY THE END OF THE DAY, TOGAMI IS JUST AN ASSHOLE BUT I STILL LIKE HIM AND IT MAKES ME LAUGH WHEN HE GETS BOTHERED BY MONOBEAR TELLING HIM THEY ARE ALIKE ALEFJS.
Celestia Ludenberg: Celes was one of my favorites from the beginning but ah my view on her totally changed after the third trial. I look back at her and remember why I liked her so much and I have to say that I still do! It's just a very different view on her and it makes me sad.
First of all, Celes' character design is really amazing, I love how they designed her and all her facial expressions are great. The things she would say, I tended to agree with but many times found myself questioning how much she really meant all of it. I really did feel that she would last a bit longer because I felt that she was very calculative and would not consider killing anyone until the very end. Until many people were eliminated, she would start taking action for her benefit. Everything she said always seemed to me was for her benefit and also to keep control and check as much as she could of the whole group. She never lost all of her cool, she always knew what to say in a very calm manner and I liked how she would challenge Togami in a passive way to get to see what was going on in that head of his. I feel like she would do this with everyone, to slowly get out as much information as possible that would later on be for her own benefit. Even though she was calm most of the time, I do feel that she wanted to get out as badly as everyone else and always had panic in the back of her mind.
With the third trial, of course she thought of the whole plan which went smoothly but because of choosing Yamada from let's say, old habits of which I think they both got along well before the memory wipe, that's why things fell apart pointing back to her being the real culprit of it all. I get mad at her for being the one that brought the death of my favorite character but at the same time, it could have very well been anybody, he was just the best way to get Yamada riled up. Yamada was also the best accomplice cuz of how torn he was and detached from reality he was. Celes really became poopy once Naegi was able to pin her as the culprit, she just completely lost it and I did not expect that at all. I was severely disappointed with her character as I felt she had always kept her composure and that she would really admit to what she did with no regrets and in a cold way but she didn't. Not just that, but it really pissed me off the bigger lie she told about Ishimaru abusing her and how low she would sink to lie about something so serious like that. ESPECIALLY WITH ISHIMARU OUT OF ALL PEOPLE
Celes was a very determined girl. She had a lot of determination but it's just that she went about everything in a way that I don't agree with. We can obviously tell she is a compulsive liar and just has this fantasy of herself in her head that has now become a reality to her. Not very far off from what Yamada was dealing with when being in love with 2D girls. We don't even know if she really was a true gambler but I suppose she was or else she wouldn't really have that official title. The fact that she could have gotten that title, doesn't necessarily mean she was a legitimate one and what I mean by that, who knows how many tricks and cheats she had up her sleeve in order to get to that point. Through the free time talks, we realized how much of a liar she could potentially be when she explained stories out of manga books.
When it's time for her execution, it's just really sad and unfortunate that she tried so hard this whole time to convince herself of being someone she wasn't, wanting to be all high class and important, being the best gambler, reaching close to her dream. Another thing is, who knows if that was actually her dream, I think she could have very well lied about this as well. It's certainly a pity but I don't find her dream or reason for wanting to kill unreasonable. I think her determination is a strong point and something that should be valued, not many people are daring enough to go with all that she did in order to reach that dream. The money motive was a good enough reason to make her plan out her next move. I certainly do not like people that are fake so this is why I feel so conflicted about Celes but she is still someone that I like. She didn't give up her facade even at death and embraced her death and made the best out of it until the truck came of course. Here is a great post about her to read.
Chihiro Fujisaki: EDIT: OKAY SO I'VE BEEN STUCK FOR A WHILE WITH HOW I WANT TO DO DEFINE FUJISAKI AND NOW I READ UP ON THIS REALLY GREAT POST AND I FEEL THAT IS HOW I SAW HER AS WELL! I always felt that her problem of being weak wasn't just tied to her gender because i obviously don't chain those two together, as there are strong women and men, but I never really knew how to define her because i don't know much about technical terms and don't know much about people's experiences. I WILL LEAVE THIS AWESOME POST FOR ANYONE THAT WANTS TO READ IT ~READ THIS~
FUJISAKI OMGGG HOW I LOVE THEE. I just laugh because I have no idea how people in the threads figured out that he was in fact a bro. Either way, I still consider Chihiro the coolest girl in all the land. She had the cute meter of 1000% and just was very friendly and nice. I was really sad when she died, creyz and the fact that she left alter ego too. WELL, that's another thing too, I can't remember if she really did leave alter ego for us or if that was Junko messing with the group the whole time just to give them hope. I think it was Fujisaki and got in the wrong hands, sobs.
Fujisaki is someone I really love a lot because although she was struggling with the whole weak complex, she decided to tackle it on during such a complicated time like WHO DOES THAT YOU KNOW WHEN YOU ARE PUT INTO THIS SITUATION OF MUTUAL KILLING AND LIVING WITH THE FACT THAT YOU MIGHT DIE SOMETIME OR JUST NEVER HAVE THE NORMAL LIFE YOU ONCE HAD. For others, it was still very hard to accept this and even with all the crazy motives monobear put down, Fujisaki never lost it and was very determined in being a good person and strengthening herself physically in order to survive and help the friends she had just made. Although gathering strength was essential to her survival, I don't think many people would be so determined and encouraged to battle such a hard situation in such a stressful environment, because this isn't just a physical problem but it has also haunted her psychologically. Like I think about my anxiety problem and being put into a situation like that, it would have just made it worse and I would have gone crazy trying to deal with it and cope with it while there is so much stuff going on. Fujisaki had battled with being bullied about being too physically weak for "being a dude" before entering the school. After going to the lengths of cross dressing so she wouldn't have to hear it anymore, she realized that it was a problem solution because she still was portrayed as being weak, even though she tried putting up a wall as protection with this delicate feminine presentation.
It's just so unfortunate how conflicted Fujisaki was in the way that she could have easily trained with Sakura and Aoi, Sakura being a great example of how someone is strong from outside and within, and of course being a girl. At first, i felt that she probably felt more comfortable telling Mondo because he would feel more comfortable relaying this to another male but after reading the post, it does make sense that it would have turned out to be a mess if she want to go train with the girls. This revelation of being a boy did not bring the demise of her death but the fact that she really looked up to Mondo as someone that could help her and show her what strength was really about. If only Fujisaki had realized how strong she really was, even stronger than Mondo who was fighting his inner demons. BAH TOO TRAGIC I'M GOING TO CREY. Fujisaki was strong in many ways, first by not giving up and finding various solutions to her problem, mostly because she did not fall apart after being part of a very stressful situation and realizing she wanted to face this problem and overcome it once and for all. She was strong because after the motive of their secrets being revealed, she realized she wanted to strengthen herself and be able to tell everyone directly what it was. Making such a hard decision that she could possibly be rejected by a few, it didn't matter much as long as she could continue to gain some strength with the help of Mondo and others who accepted her for who she was.
Fujisaki is someone I really hold dear to my heart because of all these reason and trying to face the shadows. Mostly because she died so tragically and I really feel like Fujisaki could have been even greater help to the group to get the hell out of there. Alter ego was amazing enough and even if Monobear used it to implant some hope in the students to bring true despair, it was still able to help Naegi and was the true turning point of the story. THE MOST TRAGIC THING IS THAT EVEN IN THE FREE TIME EVENTS WE HAD TO SEND FUJISAKI TO TRAIN WITH MONDO LIKE WHY MUST U MAKE ME MAKE THESE CHOICES THIS GAME IS THE WORST GAME IN THE WORLD CREYZ. I ALSO TALKED A BIT ABOUT HER HERE After reading that post, i feel a lot more feelings for fujisaki because that means during the first year, she was comfortable in identifying as woman and was probably supported and loved by all the group, including Mondo and Leon, as we see in the pictures, they seem awfully close. U R A TRUE STRONG AND SMART WOMAN IN MY HEART FUJISAKI I LOVE U.
Hifumi Yamada: WHAT DO I WANT TO SAY ABOUT YAMADA, OTHER THAN THAT AT FIRST I REALLY DIDN'T LIKE HIM BUT TOWARDS THE END OF THE STORY I GENUINELY MISSED HIM... A BIT. He was really out there far from reality but he actually wasn't such a bad dude. I feel that Yamada was one of the characters that Naegi was able to approach more easily and although Yamada's world and interests weren't things Naegi was into, they could still have a pretty cool and fun conversation. Yamada was a weirdo, mostly for his interests, but he was a social guy and trying to do cool things. He wanted to give back to his people, trying to inspire those to find what they are good at and I got to give him credit for that. I hated how he was a sort of perv but what do you expect right. He's definitely someone I would have been wary of from the beginning if I was a girl but If I was a dude, not so much. The whole thing with him being involved with Celes is still crazy to me and a bit bothersome. Yamada's true personality comes out when with Celes, when he's treated worse than a dog and being easily manipulated by her. I don't like those type of people. With the Ishimaru case, It's very hard to state my feelings on it. I still hate how Celes pulled the OH HE VIOLATED ME card and Yamada just totally fell for it. I REALLY HATE WHEN PEOPLE JUST TAKE SOMEONE ELSE'S WORD AND DON'T REALLY THINK ABOUT WHAT THE OTHER PERSON IS REALLY LIKE, ISHIMARU WASN'T LIKE THAT. Then again, Yamada already had beef with the whole alter ego thing so this was a good chance to get riled up and act upon this obscene act. In a way though, It makes me happy that Yamada took Celes word for it and decided to act upon it but tHAT'S TOTALLY NOT WHAT SHOULD HAVE WENT DOWN AND THERE ARE MORE RATIONAL WAYS TO DEAL WITH THIS SSU UU KILELD MY BABY.
Junko Enoshima: TO PUT IT SIMPLY, JUNKO IS FUCKING INSANE. LIKE A BILLION GALAXIES AWAY INSANE. HER BRAIN IS JUST WOW. HORRIBLE CASE OF DISSOCIATIVE DISORDER BUT WHAT'S EVEN WORSE IS THAT HER BRAIN IS 100% PSYCHOPATH WHICH IN THE END INFLUENCES ALL THOSE PERSONALITIES. IT'S JUST TO THE IMMENSE POINT LIKE IS THIS EVEN REAL LIKE I DON'T THINK SO. SHSL NEUROLOGIST WOULD SERIOUSLY GET A KICK OUT OF JUNKO AND LIKE PLS GIVE ME MORE INFO IF THEY WERE LIKE COOL BUDS OR SOMETHING CUZ THAT'S DEFINITELY SOMETHING I WANT TO READ.
HER OBSESSION WITH DESPAIR IS CERTAINLY SOMETHING. IT'S CRAZED OBSESSION AND IT'S JUST REALLY SAD THAT SHE COULDN'T SATISFY IT BY JUST INFLICTING IT ON ONE PERSON, ON JUST HER SISTER, BUT THAT SHE THOUGHT OF THIS MASTER PLAN TO INFLICT IT ON HER CLASSMATES AND OTHERS FROM THE SCHOOL. IT'S JUST LIKE WOW HOW CAN SOMEONE REALLY FUQ UP YOUR LIFE LIKE THAT. WOW. WITH JUNKO, I AM NOT SURE WHO SHE WAS SOLELY TARGETING ON AND OF COURSE THIS CLASS ALONG WITH THE OTHER CLASS WERE JUST PAWNS TO EVERYTHING IN ORDER TO MAKE ONE SPECIFIC PERSON DESPAIR. WHO IS THAT? I DON'T KNOW YET BUT DAMN IT. DAMN IT ALL.
i dont have anything else to say about junko except that she's really entertaining but i hate her forever but think she's cute and pretty but i hate her.
Kiyotaka Ishimaru: IT'S JUST SO HARD SO SO SOS HARD FOR EM MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS MY EVERYHIGN MY. ISHIMARU MY EVERTYGHGHGHHG ISHIMARUR RR RISHI. I AM STILL SOBBING FOREVER FOR YOU. HOW HAPPY I AM TO SEE YOU MOVING AND ALIVE IN THE ANIME. FOREVER RE-WATCHING OKEY THIS ISN'T TTT JUST T A CHARACTER FROM SOME GAME NOOO, THIS SIS SISII SOMEOENE I RELATE TO, SOMEHOW SOMEONE THAT MEANS A LOT TO MEE, SOEMONE THAT I FEEL FOR, ISHIMARU I LOVE EVERYTHING U ARE BRO OKAY EVERYTHING YOU ARE IS GREAT, HOW I REALLY HOPE YOU WERE ABLE TO HAVE FUN TIMEZ WITH EVERYONE DURING UR FIRST YEAR IN SCHOOL AND THAT ALTHOUGH BEING CUTELY AWKWARD, YOU WERE ABLE TO ACCOMPLISH YOUR GOALS, TO FEEL PROUD OF YOURSELF, TO GROW AND LOVE.
The threads felt that Ishimaru showed signs of autism/ asperger's syndrome because of a couple of things he said in his free time events. Autism or Asperger's, maybe?? It could be a possibility of him having one but at the same time, we can't just go on slapping that on anyone who seems socially awkward without knowing their upbringings and such. With Junko and Syo it is plainly obviously that they have dissociative disorder but Autism is hard enough to diagnose already. What bothered me was that it seems like the threads felt a bit sad for that or like it was something bad?? so that bothered me. Ishimaru is still an amazing person regardless if he is autistic or not. Ishimaru does show signs of not being able to communicate efficiently with people, I mean, he even states it himself. He's never been able to talk to other people or relate with certain things MOSTLY BECAUSE HE'S BEEN SO FIXATED OF RULES AND DISCIPLINE which can be a factor in determining what is really up with him. Hearing what he said, how he interacted with the other students AND HIS PAST ABOUT HIS GENIUS GRANDFATHER BEING PRIME MINISTER BUT BEING A FRAUD, I feel that has a lot to do with who he is. I feel that this whole rule thing has a lot to do with his upbringing and a lot of pressure he has put onto himself as a small child when looking up at his elders. This is the free time event about his grandfather; i feel that whole part about his grandfather affected him gravely. He's someone that has put his whole family's name upon his back in order to clean it up and therefore in order to do that, he's taken it upon himself to work hard, to be honest, to be truthful and obedient to laws and rules, to be a good person because being a genius means nothing when you can become a monster and deceive your own country. Being a genius doesn't matter to him, as long as he's a hard working person, leading his friends and other people for good, he's happy. I LOVE THIS FREE TIME EVENT.
I'M JUST. IM. SOBSS I FEELE THAT WITH THESE FEELINGS AND MINDSET, OR WHO KNOWS EXACTLY HOW HIS PARENTS OR GRANDFATHER HAVE BROUGHT HIM UP, HE'S PROBABLY HAD A LOT OF EXPECTATIONS TO LIVE UP TO AND POSSIBLY HAS NEVER HAD TIME TO REALLY BE SOCIAL OR HAVE A NORMAL CHILDHOOD. JUST STUDY AND FOLLOW THE RULES, BE THE BEST YOU CAN, FOLLOW THE RULES, BE A GOOD MAN, BE A LEADER, BE A ROLE MODEL TO OTHERS. JUST THIS COULD HAVE POSSIBLY BROUGHT A LOT TO WHAT HIS PERSONALITY HAS BECOME TO NOT BE ABLE TO SHARE SAME INTERESTS WITH OTHERS AND NOT BEING ABLE TO COMMUNICATE SO WELL. I SEE THAT ISHIMARU IS SOMEONE THAT HAS A LOT ON HIS MIND AND HE'S SEEKING TO INTERACT BUT HE JUST DOESN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT BEING A REGULAR TEENAGER IS. THAT'S JUST SINCERELY WHAT I FEEL. IT COULD BE ASPERGER'S IMPEDING THAT BUT THEN AGAIN I FEEL THAT HE'S JUST TRYING TO GROW UP TOO FAST AND HAS FORGOTTEN HOW TO BE A KID.
I feel that at times he could have taken some things literally which is another sign of autism. FOR EXAMPLE THE WHOLE CELES SAYING SOMEONE WAS COLD LIKE AN ICEBERG LETTUCE AND ISHIMARU SAYING THEY ARE NOT COLD THEY ARE GREEN? THEN AGAIN I NEVER UNDERSTOOD WHAT THE FUQ WAS THAT ALL REFERRING TOO SO MAYBE HE WAS TRYING TO SAY ANOTHER JOKE? IT'S A GIVEN THAT WE ALL KNOW THAT ISHIMARU IS INTENSE, SERIOUSLY INTENSE IN EVERYTHING THAT HE DOES. I feel that a lot has to do with passion and just the righteousness he holds close to his heart but it could very well mean autism/asperger's as well. His intensity through his voice and other things could come from a military like upbringing, hence his uniform but it could be part of that too. EITHER WAY, WHATEVER THE REASON BEHIND HIS PERSONALITY IS, I JUST WANT TO SAY IT DOESN'T MAKE HIM ANY DIFFERENT FROM EVERYONE ELSE, NOT AT ALL. I FEEL THAT HE IS A STRONG CHARACTER WITH AN IMMENSE HEART AND GOOD INTENTIONS. HE WAS STRONG MENTALLY BY TAKING A LEADERSHIP ROLE AND TRYING TO REASON WITH THE GROUP AT ALL TIMES BUT HIS INTENSITY WAS ALSO TIED IN WITH HIS EMOTIONS. IT'S HARD FOR HIM TO CONTROL AND MANAGE HIS EMOTIONS. EMOTIONALLY HE WAS A VERY INTENSE AND PASSIONATE PERSON AND I FEEL THAT AFTER SO LONG ON NOT HAVING A TRUE FRIEND AND MONDO BECOMING ONE BUT BEING TAKEN SO QUICKLY, IT WAS DEEPLY TRAUMATIZING TO HIM. Ishimaru becoming friend with Mondo is very endearing and special to me. They are complete opposites and pretty have nothing in common but yet were still able to form a great friendship overnight. I feel that Mondo saw a lot of strength in him, a lot of potential and a good heart. The same goes for Ishimaru, someone so fixed on rules and order, being friends with Mondo was probably going to be hard but aside from his rebellious nature, he was a leader too and had good intentions. It's nice to know that Ishimaru was able to see that in everyone somehow. I LOVE HOW THIS TALKS ABOUT THE BUSHIDO CODE AND THE ISHIMONDO BROSHIP, PLS READ.
Losing Mondo, not just losing him, but feeling probably betrayed, useless, disappointed, devasted; that really broke him. This is a perfect example of trauma SPECIFICALLY THIS, that can bring all sorts of personality problems. I feel that everyone has the right to believe what happened here. I think it's beautiful if you feel that the friendship was powerful enough for Mondo's spirit to overtake Ishimaru and make him into this ultra intense combined person called Ishida. I think that's beautiful and amazing but through my perspective, I just saw someone severely psychologically broken, severely cracked to the point that he took in Mondo's image from Alter Ego, to cope with the loss. TO COPE WITH THE DESPAIR AND LOSS. A FRIEND HE BELIEVED IN SO MUCH, A FRIEND HE HAD CONNECTED WITH EVEN IN A FUQED UP SITUATION, SOMEONE HE FELT HE COULD HAVE BEEN THERE FOR WHATEVER WAS TROUBLING THEM, TO SHARE THEIR WEAKNESSES AND STRENGHTS AND JUST BE A HARD WORKING TEAM FOR EVERYONE SOBSKFJ ICAN'T ANYMORE I CREY FOREVR I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. I CONNECT WITH HIM BECUASE HE'S SUCH AN INTENSE EMOTIONAL WRECK, WE CRY TOGETHER ISHIMARU FOR EVERYTHING, FOR EVERYONE, WE HAVE ALL THE INTENSE CRYING FOREVER I LOVE U BRO.
Kyouko Kirigiri: WELL IF THAT WASN'T FUQIN LONG ENOUGH JUST YOU WAIT ON MY KYOUKO FEELS, THE BEST FOR LAST. When we meet Kirigiri for the first time, I obviously felt a bit intimidated but in a good fucking way. I could feel that this girl was going to be either fucking amazing or one to go berserk and get everyone killed. Kirigiri went far beyond my expectations, I am completely forever attached to her. SHE IS JUST ONE OF THOSE CHARACTERS THAT EVEN AFTER THE FEELS DIE OUT (ALTHOUGH HOW WILL THAT EVER BE POSSIBLE WITH DANGAN RONPA??/ I WILL BE 80 YEARS OLD AND IF MY GRANDCHILDREN BRING UP "WTF IS AN ISHIMARU", I WILL HIT LIFE ALERT THEN AND THERE), YOU WILL STILL FEEL FOR. SHE IS LIKE ELITE TIER UP THERE WITH SAILOR SCOUTS AND SPICE GIRLS YA KNOW LIKE THOSE POWERFUL GIRL FIGURES THAT I WILL ALWAYS STRIVE TO BE LIKE THAT'S HER.
KIRIGIRI WAS JUST THE AMAZING DETECTIVE, ALL THE SMARTS, ALL THE SKILLS, ALL THE AMAZING HAIR AND BOOTS, ETC, STRIVING FOREVER TO BE HER. she was endearing in her own way, probably not the person you have fun crack conversation timez with since everything is srs business mysteries to her. I feel that because of her upbringing and skills, she's developed a sort of lack of empathy and has become a bit detached from being a regular teenager. In a sense, I feel that her dedication to her family's legacy, has made her grow up real quick and has made her acquire that her sole purpose as a Kirigiri. To live up to the name and that's it. She really has her mind set on that and I think that's really amazing how she's been able to do that back from when she was a child, although a lot of it, I feel, has come naturally to her as it is a true talent she was born with. She's very self confident and is just amazing when getting down to things and working all her skills. Although she may seem cold and stoic, I feel that she is able to reach out in her own way to make connections and friends. It is obvious that making friends is not something a part of her agenda but it's not something she has forgotten how to do. It's just something she chooses not to, for she lives with certain goals set in her mind. I am happy that despite the weird situation she was put into and I'm sure she knew how dangerous and grave the situation was for her, she was able to reach out to Naegi and even care for him in the end. The possibility of there being some ~sekrit love feelings~ is questionable and vague BUT I WANT TO BELIEVE. HELLO I SHOW U ONE OF MY FAVORITE PAIRINGS AND THAT IS KIRIGIRI/NAEGI. IT DOESN'T EVEN FUCKING MATTER WHAT RELATIONSHIP IT IS, THEY CAN JUST BE AMAZING DETECTIVES 4LIFE, THE SHERLOCK AND WATSON, THE GF/BF, THE BEST BROS. THEY ARE JUST PRECIOUS. I MEAN SHE FUCKING GOT IN A FUQIN GARBAGE BAG AND DUMPED HERSELF WHO KNOWS HOW MANY METERS DOWN IN ORDER TO CHECK UP ON NAEGI AND TRY TO SAVE HIS ASS. IF THAT DOESN'T SHOW SOME FEELINGS THEN WHAT THE FUCK IS YOU. HE FUQIN BELIEVE IN KIRIGIRI AND KEPT THE SEKRITZ AND EVEN LET THE EXECUTION HAPPEN AND KIRIGIRI THEN REALIZED HOLY SHIETTT MY /SILLY DUMB BF/ IS PROBABLY DEAD WTF AM I DOING THIS PAIN.
Despite Kyouko being someone who seems emotionless, she's ALLOWED TO SHOW EMOTIONS OKEY. I remember reading in the threads about people being a bit confused or bothered by how strangely she was reacting when she found out Naegi was hiding something from her I TOTALLY FORGOT WHAT THAT WAS. i don't remember but it was something silly too and kirigiri was like "LOOK NAEGI BITCH-KUN NOW IS NOT THE TIME TO BE HIDING SHIET, U NEED TO FUQIN TELL ME WHAT'S UP". AND NAEGI WAS LIKE "WELL I CAN'T?//" *BESIDES KIRIGIRI U HIDE STUFF FROM ME TOO CANT U UNDERSTND??/ DOKI DOKI* BUT KIRIGIRI WASN'T GOING TO TAKE THAT SHIET AND SHE GAVE HIM THE SILENT TREATMENT, YEAH U GO GIRL. IDK WHY I RELATE TO KIRIGIRI SO MUCH IN THIS SENSE I AM HORRIBLE.
Kirigiri is so great and then like they made up and were talking like nothing happened fuqing CUTIES, neagi was like "hoW TO TALK TO GIRLS I DON'T??" LET'S NOW BRING UP SOBS THE HEADMASTER. Some people were judging her daddy issues like this was somehow a weak side of her??? like fuq u, she has the right to feel that way and because of this, I connected so so so much with her. You know, hearing her tell Naegi about her father, just really made me sad and i could totally understand her. It just made me more sad because if somehow a relationship was developed and things were fixed while she attended the school, she most likely forgot all about that and still believed nothing was patched up. As we get further into the story, we still can't figure out what even was her father's feelings towards her. All I know is that she was probably very confused, conflicted and hurt. With DR Zero, we (THANKFULLY) get to see a glimpse of what her relationship with her father was while attending school and it's just really hard to even put into words, I just connected with everything. She's obviously someone who is trying to be whom she has always known to be, she doesn't want to think of herself as the headmaster's daughter, the daughter of a man who decided to abandon his family, his purpose, his daughter for something else that seems insignificant to her. She tries her hardest to put up this wall, to not be connected to him in any way. She doesn't have to remind herself to not feel anything for him because obviously there isn't anything there but in reality, we know she's hiding, and that buried deeply below, she feels resentment, she is angry and severely disappointed with him.
He tries to make it seem like everything is okay, like "hey we are working this relationship out, I know you probably despise me but I don't, so no hard feelings, I know what I did was wrong but I have no regrets, I'm proud and amazed by how you truly shine as a Kirigiri but our father/daughter relationship isn't solid so the most I can do is just give you lip service, I actually truly care for you as my daughter, I watch over you and admire you but yet I put up a front as well and keep all those feelings hidden to not make the situation more awkward". This just frustrates me so much and i hurt for Kirigiri, I just feel this burning disappointment, these frustrated feelings and mixed emotions. Kirigiri can't break that connection to her father no matter how many years have passed without contact, the connection is still strangely there and I feel that this is why we see such a strong reaction from her when it is mentioned that the headmaster could be the mastermind. We all know that she definitely doesn't want that to be true because that would bring upon another betrayal, another disappointment. At the same time, I feel that in her heart, she knew that her father wouldn't do such a thing and at the same time, as a daughter, it pained her to think that her father would do such a thing to her. I feel that the role of being a daughter is something she tries to keep away from a lot but it always comes back to her.
The saddest thing certainly was when she was presented with the gift box. Now, there wasn't any hope to even communicate with him ever again, to find the truth. The ugly reminder left was the framed picture of him holding her as a child. What the fuck is that shiet you know it's just very painful and confusing. You don't know exactly what to feel for this person, you just can't understand their logic and if it's all for show or if it's sincere. It's just very hard to trust someone like this, even their own words are hard to trust at times. I'm glad that we were able to see some reaction from Kirigiri, she is human and she needed a moment. A moment to straighten out her thoughts, her fears, her bottled up emotions in order to proceed with the Kirigiri she has always known to be, an objective one, seeking for answers in everything. I really admire Kirigiri for being strong and continuing to be awesome despite losing her father and being presented of that news in such a horrible way. I'm happy that she was able to trust Naegi and realized the moment when friends were more important than anything else. I just really love Kirigiri and hold her close to my heart.
Leon Kuwata: LEON. EVERYTHING ABOUT LEON STILL GIVES ME PAIN. in all reality, Leon was a typical high school douchebag, but I still liked the guy. THIS GROUP IS JUST SO HARD NOT TO LIKE. I liked him cuz he was just trying to figure himself out ya know, not the baseball player, nah he hated that shit, his dream was to become a rockstar. The clash and sex pistols being the true role models. Going the right direction with those good choices of bands. Typical douchebag wanting to sleep with all the girls, wanting the money and the fame. Still loved his style though and some of the things he said were just funny and he was a total bro. I totally see him getting along with Oowada as they have that rebellious feel and he also fits in with Hagakure, this is the friendship that I totally wish I could see if we were able to see them live their high school years again. Then he can totally get along with Naegi too and like EVERYONE CAN JUST BE BROS WITH LEON HE WAS THAT FLEXIBLE AND COOL. I do totally ship him with Maizono tho LIKE THERE IS JUST NOTHING ELSE OR ANYONE ELSE THEY ARE TEH COUP;LE THE TRAGIC COUPLEE. I think it really sucks that Leon got stuck in that situation where he ended up killing Maizono but at the same time, I am still confused of what really went down in that murder. I feel that Leon might have taken it too far and he certainly was not broken by what he had done. He didn't want to confess at all and really wanted to get away with it. I find that very low, especially when it was UR POTENTIAL GF THAT U JUST KILLED. Out of all the executions, I don't care what anyone says, nobody will top Leon's. I wasn't even really attached to him at that point. I still can't watch Leon's execution I just get so SAD I'M TRAUMATIZED FOR LIFE AIMMSF JUST ALL THE CREYZ LEOE I'MFNSF. Either way, looking at Leon's personality, if he didn't get executed, I still feel he probably could have fallen really hard or he could have been someone great and pulled some rebellious stunt against monobear and help everyone get the fuck out. I think all he needed was a bit of time to grow but alas tHAT WASNT THE CASE THANKS TO THESE WRITERS WHO GOT BORED OF HIS DESIGN AND DECIDED TO KILL HIM OFF.
Makoto Naegi: THE DEFINING POSTTHAT TALKS ABOUT HOW IMPORTANT NAEGI WAS. NAEGI, WAT DO I SAY ABOUT U AFTER I FEEL EMOTIONALLY EXHAUSTED FROM TALKING ABOUT UR COOL AS FUQ GF. NAEGI U LITTLE SHIT I TRULY LOVE YOU. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT CAME TO THIS BUT EVERYTIME I SEE NAEGI I GET WARM FUZZY FEELINGS. HE'S LIKE A LITTLE UGLY FLOWER THAT WAS GROWING BUT THEN LOOKED LIKE IT WOULD BE WASHED UP BY THE RAIN BUT IN A COUPLE OF DAYS BLOOMED TO BE PRECIOUS AND GORGEOUS. Naegi really grew to be something and I'm really proud of him. He started getting better in the trials, was starting to get more assertive YET HE WAS STILL VERY DEPENDENT ON HIS SHERLOCK KIRIGIRI AND BEST DETECTIVE BRO TOGAMI. Naegi is really dumb and naive and that really frustrated me at first but then I just came to love him, mostly because many of his thoughts were my thoughts. We are pretty much alike.
I like that he's very optimistic and is able to interact with everyone. he's a sweetie and a cutie. everyone was able to open up to him and I think that is Naegi's special quality. YA HE MAY HAVE LUCK BUT HE'S GOT ALL THE FRANSHIP SKILLZ. He even made Togami acknowledge him as an opponent and fran and even Syo created a cool nickname for him. He was able to gain everyone's trust, even Kirigiri's. Best of all, Junko found him annoying at how optimistic he was and how he wasn't going to give in. I THINK THAT'S THE BEST. Naegi fucking shone in the ending, he shone like the sun. SO BEAUTIFUL, DON'T LOSE HOPE!!1 DONT LOSE HOPE!!1 DON'T LOSE HOPE!!1 SHATTER THE DESPAIR!!! I WAS IN TEARZ YO I WAS IN TEARZ, NAEGI U FUQIN DID IT NAEGI U SAVED THE DAY, U DIDN'T CRACK OR GIVE IN TO THE DESPAIR, U MADE IT BOY UMADEEE ITT. SOBS ON THE FLOOR.
SUPER HIGH SCHOOL LEVEL HOPE. WHO FUQIN CARES ABOUT UR SHOE FLYING OFF, U GOT THE HOPE, U CAN OVERCOME ALL THE THINGS. NAEGI FINISHED GETTING A HOLD OF MY HEART TOWARDS THE END AND IT TOOK A LOT TO DO THAT THROUGHOUT THE GAME. IT'S FUNNY THAT HE'S SO PASSIVE AND DEPENDENT AT TIMES BUT IT'S GREAT TO SEE HIM TAKE ACTION DURING THE TRIALS WHEN NEEDED. I'M ATTACHED TO HIM BECAUSE HE'S FUQIN NAEGI AND HE CARRIES A LITTLE PART OF ME WITH HIM. HE DIDN'T HAVE A HUGE TALENT OR ANY SKILLZ, HE WAS JUST HIMSELF, WITH A BIG HEART AND OPEN MIND AND WAS ABLE TO STICK THROUGH. VERY LAID BACK AND GOING WITH THE FLOW, HE DIDN'T REBEL OR OFTEN TIMES DIDN'T THINK TO STAND UP FOR HIMSELF WHICH ANNOYED ME BUT IN THE END, HE FELL THROUGH AND TOOK AHOLD OF THE SITUATION, BRINGING EVERYONE BACK WITH MUCH STRENGHT. OH NAEGI U PRECIOUS THING U.
Mondo Oowada: BROWADA. I'm still laughing at that I can't djfkj. From the beginning, I knew I was going to like Mondo. I was still debating whether to call him my favorite. I wouldn't call him my favorite now but he's still someone I hold dear. I had hope Mondo's badass angry attitude would break monobear and start a revolution but that didn't happen. Mondo was angry most of the time and that gave a lot more humor to the story. I have a thing for delinquents in Japanese stories because I know they are softies so same with Mondo. THEN HE JUST SHONE THROUGH WHEN HE BECAME BEST BROS WITH ISHIMARU I CAN'T I CAN'T CONTINUE IT HURTS. The whole situation with Fujisaki, it just hurts so much i can't evnejfwioweofj. MONDO ALL U NEEDED WAS A HUG, U COULD OVERCOME UR GUILT, THE GUILT OF BEING RECKLESS AND CAUSING A HORRIBLE TRAGEDY, IT HAPPENS TO ALL OF US. IT WASN'T ALL UR FAULT U SILLY POOP. U BROKE, U LET THE GUILT TAKE OVER U LIKE A CRAZED RABIG DOG. CREYZ MONOBEAR BROKE U. FUJISAKI WAS THE UNFORTUNATE RECIEVING END OF THAT BLOWING FUSE UGUGHEIFJ. U GUYS WERE GOING TO BE THE BEST WORKOUT BROS, JUST LIKE OLD TIMEZ SOBSS.
ANYWAYS. WE were really happy that this didn't turn out to be Mondo losing his shit because Fujisaki was in fact a guy, like I was afraid of that. It was all jealousy and the guilt, ALL DA JEALOUSY OF FUJISAKI OVERCOMING HER FEARS, BEING STRONG AND REVEALING HER SECRET. THE IRRATIONAL THOUGHT OF BEING A ROLE MODEL TO SOMEONE JUST WASN'T FITITNG INTO HIS HEAD BECAUSE HE KNEW WHAT HAD HAPPENED WITH HIS BRO... it really hurts that he would just lose it for not believing in himself and just letting complete guilt overcome him. You must be under so much guilt and pain tO SNAP THAT FAR INTO KILLING SOMEONE WITH A DUMBBELL I JUST. That was one of the trials where I was literally shouting NO NONOOOOOOOONOOON. i really didn't want him to die and I was just so afraid of the effects it would have on Ishimaru. We all know how bad that turned out to be. The best thing about Mondo is that he didn't pull any silly shit, eSPECIALLY AFTER TOGAMI MESSED WITH THE CRIME SCENE GAWD. After all the evidence was laid out, Mondo admitted to what had happened and took the execution like a decent human being. He knew his mistakes and now he had to pay for them. I just really miss Mondo and I just really hate how it all turned out, I hate it so much creyz. AND THE FUCKING STORY ABOUT HIS DOGS AND CREYZ, such a softie, with good intentions and feelings and he probably liked gardening too, that's why his axe thing was in da garden andfoiweja.
Mukuro Ikusaba: WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT MUKURO OTHER THAN I HAVE VERY CONFUSED FEELINGS TOWARDS HER. Out of all the characters I still don't know what the hell she was all about. WAS THE WHOLE JUNKO GIMMICK REAL I MEAN WAS THAT AN OPPURTUNITY FOR HER TO SHINE AND BE SOMEONE SHE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE? POSSIBLY A BIT MORE LIKE HER SISTER? POSSIBLY A BIT LESS RESERVED?? I mean, Mukuro seems like a free spirit, someone who is not afraid and someone strong. The thing is that I feel that she probably lacked assertiveness or how should I say, A solid sense of who she was and what she really wanted to do. I feel that she was easily manipulated by Junko, and that she actually did care about Junko as a sister. Junko of course is a raging psychopath to the 500th level so of course she would feel nothing towards Mukuro. Mukuro's mistake was trusting Junko. Her mistake was being engulfed by the little theater they had here. That's another thing, we don't really know until what point of this whole despair plan she was agreeing with. Mukuro is definitely bad ass for just having the title of soldier. I think that says a lot about her and is possibly a bit cold and just used to that lifestyle. The thing is, we don't know how much she opened up to the class or if she managed to make friendships. She seems very distant and cold towards the class, as if being drifted away by the stream that is her sister's plan, already overlooking them with pitiful eyes, as if she knows what awaits them soon. That's at least what I get from her when I see her pictures.
Sakura Oogami: /BUILDS SHRINE FOR SAKURA/ SAKURA IS DA SUPERIOR ROLE MODEL. SHE IS JUST UP IN DA HEAVENS ALRIGHT LOOKING OVER ALL THE POWERFUL GURLS, SENDING ALL THE GURL POWERZ TO EVERYONE OUT THERE. I can't even go into detail with my feelings towards Sakura, I JUST FEEL LIKE CRYING. As always, I just want to mention what a great and amazing friend she was to Aoi and the huge difference she made in this game. She changed the game drastically and was able to give the group a 1up. She caused a silent revolution and became a tru martyr. Sakura's death is one of those that you know was not for waste, SHE JUST TTT TT GAVE IT HER ALL AND DID SO MUCH AKJEFIOWJF.
From the beginning, everything she said, in the free time events with Naegi and stuff sobssssd kjsdfj f all the greatness, I felt a deep connection with her man and then thE WRITERS DECIDED TO RIP MY HEART OUTTTT. It's okay though, her death, is the only way I would have wanted her to go. It didn't creep up on her, she was able to make a decision and she was able to sacrifice herself and help the others. SHE FUCKING BROKE INTO THE HEADMASTER'S OFFICE AND SHIET OR WHAT EVEN WAS IT I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER WHAT SHE GOT BUT THAT HELPED THEM ALL SO MUCH TO PUT MONOBEAR INTO A CORNER AND BRING THIS TO A FINAL END. SHE WAS ABLE TO BRING THE GROUP MORE TOGETHER BECAUSE THERE WAS NO REASON TO KILL EACH OTHER ANYMORE, NO MORE DISTRUST, JUST GO FORWARD AND BRINGTHIS MOTHERFUQER DOWNSD DFKJE. i MISS HER SO MUCH. EVEN AFTER THE MEMORY WIPE, AOI AND HER WERE STILL TRU FRIENDS. THEIR FRIENDSHIP COULDN'T BE DESTROYED BY SOMETHING SO SIMPLE AS MEMORIES BEING GONE. THEY WERE ABLE TO MAKE OTHER ONES TOGETHER AND SPEND THEIR LAST MOMENTS TOGETHER. TRUE FRIENDSHIP, STRONG SOULMATE FEELS 5EVER.
Sayaka Maizono: "MAIZONO SAN I WILL PROTECT UUU"- NAEGI BITCH-KUN. "YEAH DON'T WORRY NAEGI BITCH-KUN, I WILL TAKE MATTERS INTO MY OWN HANDSS YEEA IM' GETTING THE FUQ OUT OF HERE. EVEN IF IT MEANS FRAMING UR SORRY ASS, I MUST LIVE MY DREAMS AND SURVIVE LIKE THE ROLLING STONES, PLAYING IDOL SHOWS WITH ALL UR FAVORITE UNNIES AND OPPAS 4EVER, MONOBEAR CAN STOP ME."-MAIZONO SAN
SO THAT'S BASICALLY WHAT I ALWAYS PICTURE THAT WENT THROUGH MAIZONO'S HEAD AFTER SHE CLOSED THE DOOR ON NAEGI'S ROOM THAT FATED NIGHT. OF COURSE, LEON WAS THE PERFECT TARGET, HE WANTS TO FUQ ALL THE UNNIES. LEON, IF ONLY U COULD HAVE THOUGHT WITH UR HEAD INSTEAD OF UR DIQ, U PROBABLY WOULDN'T HAVE DIED SUCH A HORRIBLE DEATH. I don't know what to say about Maizono, I mean i didn't get to know her much. She was cute at times and I feel she had a good heart but for an obvious reason, she didn't last very long. She was broken rather quickly and not even Naegi's support and election of being super high school level boyfriend was good enough for her to try to work shit out with the group. What I can give her though is that despite how she fucked up with trying to kill Leon, she was still decent enough to leave an obvious clue in order to not get Naegi killed and the rest of the crew killed. MAIZONO WAS A KEWL GURL BUT I DIDN'T CARE MUCH FOR HER, SHE ANNOYED ME A LITTLE BIT AND MOSTLY NAEGI CUZ HE WAS ALL GOO GOO GAGA FOR HER BUT I MEAN WE CAN'T REALLY BLAME HIM RIGHT. WELL FUQ U NAEGI, KIRIGIRI IS UR TRUE GF SO U BETTER BE HAPPY ALRIGHT, SHE'S AS COOL AS SHIT.
Touko Fukawa: FUKAWA, shine on you crazy diamond you. Fukawa is still one of the best things in the Dangan Universe okay like EVERYTHING ABOUT SYO IS GREAT, AND HER VOICE ACTRESS IS THE BEST. I really love Fukawa, I think she's also a tragic character. The funny thing is that she ends up surviving. I really didn't see that coming as I was sure that she would end up murdering someone but that never happened lmao. Her character is mostly tragic because she is constantly pushing people away because she's afraid of who Syo will pick as a next victim. Fukawa has a lot of issues but I feel they arise from this inner demon she battles with each day. When we first meet her, she's super paranoid, has low self esteem and I was totally thrown off by how sensitive she was. Many times, I didn't really want Naegi to speak to her but sometimes when we did, I started feeling for her because she would get happy and flattered over small things where i would be like HEEY THERE AWKWARD TURTLE but then she would crawl back into her protective wall. It was much more enjoyable and even comfortable to deal with Syo even though it was another different half of her. Syo was much more open, hiding nothing, giving no fucks at all. I have to say that Syo gave this story the best twist and made it on a whole different level. NEVER4GET THAT OUTRAGES LAUGH AND LIKE WHEN SHE WAS LIKE "GAHHEHAHAHAAH WAit that's not funny" IN THAT VERY SRS PART TOWARDS THE END LIKE WHY MUST U BE SO GREAT.
What I loved is that she had her own traits and personality and was very stuck to her principles and methods. Never did she break her principles to just have a meaningless kill. I really liked that about Syo man she's so chill and crazy, I totally want to take her to disneyland one day.
Now, after I found out that Fukawa was Syo, it really made me real sad, aside from all the excitement of a great character design. It is obvious that Syo is suffering from Dissociative Personality Disorder, sadly her other personality being A FUCKING SERIAL KILLER. Not just that but because of DID, she also seems to suffer from Avoidant Personality Disorder which explains her constant paranoia of what other people say directly to her. If anything, her subtype would be hypersensitive. The thing is that, we can't know if this developed before her other Syo personality developed or before. It seems more like that this could have been in effect since the beginning. I remember her talking about having two moms or two dads, something like that. It's obvious Fukawa comes probably from a divorced family and we don't know what kind of relationship she had with her parents back home. When I think about Fukawa, I really hope she didn't go through some real horrible abuse or trauma for that to have developed. This also explains a lot on the type of guys she goes after, more specifically Togami. We all know what a douche he is to her and it's really sad that she finds it okay to seek that sort of unhealthy attention and find it ideal as well. I LOVE HOW THIS TALKS ABOUT S&M I THINK IT'S VALID TOO.
Yasuhiro Hagakure: BEST STONER BRO. I totally thought Hagakure was going to change character at some point and fool everyone and kill someone and like be this evil guy. HE ACTUALLY MADE IT UNTIL THE END WAT THE FUQ. Hagakure was a funny addition to the group but many times, how I wish someone else could have taken his spot. So many people I wish that could have lived instead. I AM REALLY HORRIBLE BUT I MEAN REALLY EVEN THE BAD ENDING LIKE POOR AOI HAVING TO HAVE HAGAKURE'S BABIES LIKE SHEITT. Hagakure's whole fortune telling talent is bullshit and I just don't know what his mind works like. The burger and ufo conspiracies, the everything, the freak outs, kirigiri is a ghost, just everything was great lmao. Still, I wish he could have been more helpful somehow. I think the most interesting thing with Hagakure was his locker. There were a lot of things in there THAT I WANT TO KNOW ABOUT. I don't know what else to say but it would have been different without his presence and his presence is always welcomed. I was fearing for him the most towards the end when Naegi was trying to convince everyone to not lose hope. I knew Aoi would totally be strengthened by that and even felt Togami would give in but I wasn't sure about Hagakure. I'm happy he pulled through in the end and he even said some of the most realest shit in the whole fucking game. About moving forward and wanting to open that door like shit son, where did that deep shit come from, you are gr8.
FAVORITE PARTS: THERE WERE SO MANY AWESOME MOMENTS IN THIS VIDEO GAME, SIMPLE CONVERSATIONS AND THINGS THAT WERE SAID BY EACH CHARACTER JUST MADE ME BECOME REALLY ATTACHED TO THEM ALL AND IT JUST MAKES ME SO SAD BECAUSE HOW I WISH I COULD HAVE SOMETHING WERE I COULD SEE MORE INTERACTIONS FROM BEFORE THE INCIDENT. HERE ARE SOME OF MY FAVORITE PARTS FROM THE GAME IN O PARTICULAR ORDER, WELL MAYBE THE ENDING WAS MY TOP FAVORITE PART BUT THE REST IN NO ORDER:
1.THE ENDING TRIAL OF HOPE
the fucking ending tho. I was in tears while at the same time jumping around saying, DON'T LOSE THE HOPE YOU GUYS PLS JUST GIVE HER THE EXECUTION, YOU CAN DO IT, YOU HAVE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH ALREADY DON'T BE AFRAID AARUGHHGHGE. THEN NAEGI IS LIKE, DON'T LOSE HOPE!!!1 AND EVERYONE IS LIKE WELLLL UR RIGHT NAEGI I WON'T!!! LET'S VOTE THIS MOTHERFUQER DOWN AND I JUST CRIED. I CRIED AND I WAS SO RELIEVED AND HAPPY AND LIKE HOW I WISH, HOW I WISH EVERYONE COULD HAVE SURVIVED AND WALKED OUT OF THERE WITH THE HOPE AND SHOWING NO FEAR I JUST....THESE ARE MY KIND OF FAVORITE MOMENTS.
2.NAEGI AND HIS CHICKEN BROS
Naegi finding the chickens and then question everything in life about these chickens is still one of the best parts of the game, you cannot convince me otherwise. Naegi is so fucking paranoid and psychologically broken at this point that he starts questioning the chickens as if they are like the most dangerous things in the school. Like at this point to be questioning if they are fucking chickens or not, if they won't hatch bombs or actually maGICALLY TURN INTO MONOBEAR 2.0 SAYS A LOT AND IT'S REALLY SAD. Naegi has seen so much and become so cautious about everything, he has to question something harmless like a chicken. The poor kid will probably be traumatized of animals for life tbh but at this point, it's only been a month in this whole situation and one way or the other, all these kids are having some psychological problems, even if they are a bit not so serious as this. I WAS CRACKING UP AND THEN I CRIED.
3.KIRIGIRI TO THE RESCUE
HAVE I FUCKIN MENTIONED HOW MUCH I LOVE KIRIGIRI THO. She's my hero and everyone's hero in this story. You know when fucking Naegi dropped down to the basement and he was like WELL I'M GOING TO FUQIN STARVE, well he didn't right because KIRIGIRI CAME TO THE FUQIN RESCUE THROUGH THE GARBAGE SHIT HOLE THING. NOT JUST THAT LIKE SHE ACTUALLY PUT HERSELF INTO A BAG AND LANDED THERE, WITH NO FEAR AND WAS JUST LIKE WAT UP NAEGI BITCH-KUN AND NAEGI WAS LIKE OMFGG KIRIGIRI SAN IS THAT U DO MY FUQIN EYES DECEIVE ME, I CAN'T EVEN TELL WHAT IS REAL OR NOT ANYMORE I MEAN LOOK AT THAT FUQIN ROCKET SPACESHIP LIKE WTF. KIRIGIRI THO IS LIKE, U NEED TO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND EAT CUZ I TOTALLY DON'T BELIEVE HOW U SURVIVED THESE DAYS AND THEN LIKE SHE HAS THE CUP OF NOODLES ON TOP OF HER HEAD LOOKING LIKE JAPAN'S NUMBER ONE TRASH BAG MODEL AND OMFG SHE GETS EMBARRASSED WHEN NAEGI POINTS IT OUT AND THEY ARE THE CUTEST SHITS, THIS WAS THE PERFECT FIRST DATE.
4.THE BAD ENDING
LOOK AT IT, IT STILL CRACKS ME. POOR AOI POPPING OUT ALL THE BABIES, SHE HAD HAGAKURE'S BABIE WITH THE HAIR OMFG AND NAEGI LOOKS SO THRILLED TO BE A DAD AND FUQIN TOGAMI OMG. THE HAPPIEST WE HAVE EVER SEEN HIM YET IT'S THE MOST HILARIOUS THING EVER. LIKE EVERYONE SAYS, WE ALL THINK FUKAWA DIED AT CHILDBIRTH WHICH SUX AND NOBODY CAN TELL ME THAT IS NOT HER KID BECAUSE HE IS OLDER OKEY OMFFGESDF AND TOGAMI IS WEARING ALL BLACK TOO LIKE PLS. THIS IS JUST SUCH A TWILIGHT ZONE ENDING I AM SO HAPPY IT WASN'T TRUE AND OMG I LAUGHED SO HARD WHEN OREN WAS LIKE WELL THAT'S THE END THANX FOR READING!!!1
5.THE MONDO AND ISHIMARU SAUNA CHALLENGE
TELL ME THAT WASN'T THE BEST THING, U R WRONG. THAT PICTURE OF THEM SITTING DOWN ALL INTENSE IN THE SAUNA ROOM IS THE MOST HILARIOUS THING EVER. STILL THE FUCKING BEST. I REALLY THOUGHT THEY WERE GOING TO PASS OUT OR HATE EACH OTHER MORE THE NEXT MORNING BUT WE GOT BROS 4LIFE OVER HERE. ALSO, ISHIMARU WITHOUT HIS UNIFORM ON BABEY
6.SYO TRANSFORMATION
THERE WERE MANY WHAT THE ACTUAL FUQ OUT LOUD MOMENTS IN DANGAN RONPA BUT THIS ONE. SYO'S TRANSFORMATION WAS THE GREATEST. THAT TONGUE, THE EYES, THE VOICE, THE EVERYTHING. EVERYTHING THAT CAME OUT OF SYO WAS GLORIOUS. THAT CHAPTER ENDING WHEN SHE TOOK OUT ALL THE SCISSORS, NEVER4GET STILL ONE OF THE BEST DESIGNS FOR A CHARACTER.
7.ISHIDA TRANSFORMATION
I DONT' FWATNT O TFUCKIN TALK ABOUT HSI STHIS WASNT REALLY A FAVORITE MOMENT BUT IT WAS STILL FUNNY AND SAD AT TEH SAME TIME. I'M NOT ISHIMARU, I'M MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. AND THEN THE COLOR CHANGE AND THE EYES AND THE FLAMES AND TAHT GRIN OH ISHIMARU AND SOBS
8.SAKURA'S SUICIDE NOTE
WHY DID IPICK SUCH DEPRESSISING MOMENTSS. CREYZ ALL THE SOBS AND THE HURT. AOI REALLY THOUGHT EVERYONE HAD DRIVEN SAKURA TO THE EDGE BUT TEHN FUQIN MONOBEAR WAS LIKE JK I HAS THE TRUE LETTER RIGHT HERE AND IT WASN'T WHAT Y'ALL WERE EXPECTING. SAKURA IS JUST THE BEST NOBODY WILL TOP, SHE IS EVERYTHING I WANT TO BE CREYZ. SAKURA REALLY CARED FOR EVERYONE AND SHE CHANGED THE WHOLE FUCKING GAME, SHE FLIPPED ALL THE FUCKING TABLES TO OUTER SPACE AND THAT BROUGHT ON JUNKO'S DOWNFALL AND EVERYONE'S CLOSENESS THE POWER OF SAKURA'S FRIENDSHIP AND HOPE FOR EVERYONE, SHE DIDN'T CRACK, SHE DIDN'T KILL SHE JUST WANTED TO UNITE EVERYONE AND SOBS. ALL THE DESPAIR.
9.HAGAKURE'S BURGER CONSPIRACY STORY
U GUSYSY DONT' FUCKING UNDERSTAND HOW THIS IS STILL THE BEST FUCKING SCENE AND PART LIKE THIS S THE BEST HIM JUST STARING INTO THE DISTANCE AND THE FUCKING UFO PULLING APART THE HAMBURGER AND THE FRIES AND THE DRINKZ AND THE HAIR AND FUCK
10.TOGAMI TRIAL BREAKDOWN
I DONT WAWNT TO GO BACK TO THSISE MOMENT FUCKING TOGAMI I LOVE U, U FUCKING TURD. WHEN JUNKO TOLD HIM THAT HE WAS TEH ONLY ONE LEFT FROM THE FAMILY AND THAT HIS TITLE MEANT NOTHING NOW SINCE HE WAS AN HEIR TO NOTHING AND SHE WAS LIKE U CAN JOIN ME U PIECE OF POOP, U HAV E NOTHING LEFT ANYWAYS. TOGAMI JUST HIS FACE HIS REACTION TO HIS WHOLE FAMILY AND EVERYTHING HE WORKED FOR JUST GONE LIEK WOW THAT WAS SO SAD I WANTED TO CRY AND JUST BE LIK TOGAMI PLS JUST ITS' GOING TO BE OKEY DON'T LET HER GET TO U. TOGAMI REALLY SHATTERED AND I DIDN'T EXPECT TO SEE THAT FROM HIM. I JUST WANTED TO WIPE THE TEARZ FROM HIS GLASSES.
11.JUNKOS MULTIPLE PERSONALITY SHOW
JUNKO IS FUCKING MORE THAN PSYCHO HOW DOES SHE CONTROL ALL THOSE PERSONALITIES. I REALLY HATED THE REALLY GLOOMY AND KAWAII ONE. I LOVED THE CRAZY ROCKER, THE NORMAL QUEEN JUNKO, THE LIBRARIAN JUNKO AND MONOBEAR JUNKO. SOME OF THE BEST VOICE ACTING I TELL U. HER JUMPING FROM ONE PLACE TO THE OTHER WAS SERIOUSLY SOMETHING. SHE WAS LARGER THAN LIFE MAN. NOW TAHT I READ THE FIRST HALF OF DR ZERO, SEEING ALL OF THAT IS REALLY CREEPY NOW AND LIKE HOLY FUQ JUNKO UR CRAZY AS SHIET, I'M TERRIFIED OF U, I DON'T EVEN WANT TO STUDY THAT BRAIN OF YOURS.
12.INVESTIGATION OF THE SECOND FLOOR
SOMETIMES, I listen to the soundtrack and I remember this part so well it's not even funny, IT'S SAD AND TRAUMATIZING. I wrote an update just as I was on this part and ugh this is my fave but one that I just get the creeps for.