OFFICIAL KIMCHI MANDOO 2012 TIME CAPSULE
2012 TIME CAPSULEIT'S CHIMICHANGA PARTY TIMEZ!!! 2012 IS LEAVING US AND WE WILL NOW BE WELCOMING THE YEAR 2013. R U READY???!!! WHERE DID 2012 GO? I MEAN, WASN'T IT JUST YESTERDAY WHEN JESSY WAS TALKING ABOUT WOOHYUN'S MAGICAL TEARZ???11...WAIT THAT WAS YESTERDAY
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But to future me!
I am so proud of you for making it this far. All the times these past couple of years when it seemed impossible and hopeless and you kept wondering how you were going to survive and yet somehow you still pushed through and here you still are! Breathing just fine. Don't forget that this is an accomplishment and how much of a testament it is to all your strengths (yes, you have them) and willpower (you are full of it). Getting out of bed, breathing, surviving, it's not something to make light of.
And you've managed to stay true to yourself. You haven't let yourself become so cold and hard and selfish in the face of struggle and change. It's truly admirable. Honest.
2012 has been a year full of great things for you despite your issues so don't ever forget it. Nurturing new and old friendships, pursuing new interests (remember to keep up with your stretching and conditioning), experiencing new things, and a whole bunch of other shit. Don't take a single moment for granted, ok?
Life is not static.
Uhhh, I forget what else I wanted to say now. I hope by the time you've read this again you've kept quality friends because connecting to others is how you can keep connected yourself and that you've gained more knowledge and experience and wisdom and that you've improved in all aspects you want to (maybe you will finally be able to recognize improvement in dance and maybe you will be a b-girl or some awesome shit or you can finally downward dog when doing yoga or become someone others will gravitate towards for once or something I don't know because there are so many opportunities and paths for you, you can do anything if you want to do it, truly).
Don't let yourself mellow out and complacent. Be open to change. Continue to see the bigger picture. Um.
I just want you to be able to read this and remember the past and continue to be proud of wherever you are and whoever you've become. Work hard but don't burn yourself out.
I guess that's it. This is too long.
再见 from Nhi of 2012.
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