how to do this properly..
I am in need of my child. I will neve have her back. Yet, she is all I think of. ..I blew it as her mom..I let work, and other things take my time from her. and now she is no longer in my life...I fucked up dear friends..I am no longer the good, strong person I was before....I am weak, and undeserving..I knew not keeping intouch with you all, and jst keeping to myself would hurt me....Thank god that Applebees has a fund for such incdences...Iam so beyond drunk right now, I cannot help myself... I love you all, bt I am done with life. Two months later and it still kills..I love yo gys