Thoughts I have been having the last few days.....
Hmmm where to begin..................................................................
First of all everyone keeps talking about how much change sucks... and by everyone I mean EVERYONE! and I fucking agree change is rarely for the good but what are we gonna do about it? All we can do is bitch which makes things that much more depressing. None of our friendships or relationships will ever be exactly the same as the were before. For instance my friendship w/ paul has only gotten stronger while with marie it has weakened a hell of a lot... but it has not diminished .... yet anyway.
Second of all I have been extra bitchy and stressed. I'm not completely sure why but it fucking sucks. I officially hate being busy it is EVIL! I am constantly stressed about money and school and my mom can add to it. Then my brother has been an annoying asshole cause I am not allowed to use the computer for 2 hours cause it might disconnect him from 11 oh fucking well. Anyway the person who has been sadly stuck listening and dealing and comforting me during these moods is mark. I am soooooooooo sorry that I have been on edge and none of it has been towards you I promise! I officially think fall time just makes me depressed or something. Anyway mark I love you sooo much and was thinking about how lucky I am to have you last night! So yeah as corny as this is typed.. I just wanted to let you know how much i appreciate you!
Hmmm what else has been going on? I bought LOST on dvd yay!!! I love that fuckign show and most shows are coming back in a week or so. I keep feeling tired even though I am getting a lot of sleep. I think that is what summer does to you it makes you LOVE SLEEP. I ran into Fotini at work last night which was awesome. It had been awhile since I had talked to her! She made a statement that kinda made me feel weird.... she said I need to teach her how to be a grown up. I guess in ways I am a grownup since I am responsible and shit but man I just have times when I hate it all. When I just want to stand up and scream this is all fucking STUPID. So in my head I don't feel like a grownup so that was pretty weird....
I put highlights in Paul's hair and bought some dvds and saw vicki this past week. I had class with Stephen about 3 hours ago ehich was fun as always. I am in the library wasting time since I have a 3.5 hour break before my last class which I have w/ vicki and david. David's mom has been going in and out of the hospital which sucks so hopefully that will stop soon.
Man none of this entry has been necessary and if you were bored enough to read it I am sorry if it wasn't entertaining but it felt good to type that shit down and to waste 40 mins. BYE
First of all everyone keeps talking about how much change sucks... and by everyone I mean EVERYONE! and I fucking agree change is rarely for the good but what are we gonna do about it? All we can do is bitch which makes things that much more depressing. None of our friendships or relationships will ever be exactly the same as the were before. For instance my friendship w/ paul has only gotten stronger while with marie it has weakened a hell of a lot... but it has not diminished .... yet anyway.
Second of all I have been extra bitchy and stressed. I'm not completely sure why but it fucking sucks. I officially hate being busy it is EVIL! I am constantly stressed about money and school and my mom can add to it. Then my brother has been an annoying asshole cause I am not allowed to use the computer for 2 hours cause it might disconnect him from 11 oh fucking well. Anyway the person who has been sadly stuck listening and dealing and comforting me during these moods is mark. I am soooooooooo sorry that I have been on edge and none of it has been towards you I promise! I officially think fall time just makes me depressed or something. Anyway mark I love you sooo much and was thinking about how lucky I am to have you last night! So yeah as corny as this is typed.. I just wanted to let you know how much i appreciate you!
Hmmm what else has been going on? I bought LOST on dvd yay!!! I love that fuckign show and most shows are coming back in a week or so. I keep feeling tired even though I am getting a lot of sleep. I think that is what summer does to you it makes you LOVE SLEEP. I ran into Fotini at work last night which was awesome. It had been awhile since I had talked to her! She made a statement that kinda made me feel weird.... she said I need to teach her how to be a grown up. I guess in ways I am a grownup since I am responsible and shit but man I just have times when I hate it all. When I just want to stand up and scream this is all fucking STUPID. So in my head I don't feel like a grownup so that was pretty weird....
I put highlights in Paul's hair and bought some dvds and saw vicki this past week. I had class with Stephen about 3 hours ago ehich was fun as always. I am in the library wasting time since I have a 3.5 hour break before my last class which I have w/ vicki and david. David's mom has been going in and out of the hospital which sucks so hopefully that will stop soon.
Man none of this entry has been necessary and if you were bored enough to read it I am sorry if it wasn't entertaining but it felt good to type that shit down and to waste 40 mins. BYE