There's a difference between party and having a problem..
So I am 100% ready to take the biggest step in improving my life and go to my 1st A.A. meeting. I am absolutely terrified to go. But now that I have talked to my mom about having a drinking problem I feel that much better about finally facing my problem. I know if I continue going the way I am something really bad is going to happen. What was once innocent fun with friends has become my own personal nightmare. This self destructive behavior is no longer going to define who I am. You only live once and I plan on remember all of it from here on out...