Decisions decisions decisions...
So I applied for a $1000 loan today. The only reason I appplied for this loan was because I need a plane ticket to London ASAP. I can work there but I need to get there first lol. So I am kinda confused about what to do.
So here is my delimia
I got approved for my blue card. But if I enter London after sept 30th I have to get an entry clearance pass. Which I looked up is like an additional 400. So I decided the date to leave for London is Sept 27th. I havent heard if I got the job at Fed Ex yet. But I have decided to turn it down seeing how they will basically train me and then a few weeks later I will be putting my notice in that I am leaving. I really could use the job though. It would be great to get my intial experience and would be great money. Which brings me to the issue now. Money!!!
I have absolutely no money saved to go to London with. I would ideally be happy with $4000. I know that I would be financially safe with the money. I could buy myself enough time to find a job. So I have two options ahead of me if I get approved with this loan tomorrow.( I am pretty sure I will get approved because I am not asking for alot).
1.) I leave Sept 27th. Try to save up as much money as I can, possibly take a second loan out
2.) Option 2 take the job at Fed Ex and stay an extra month. I would have a way better job and a lot more time to save up money. I may not even need to take a second loan out. BUt a negative to that option is my student loans will kick in and I have to pay them back. So would the extra pay be worth waiting for???
Then on top of everything I am so terrified. I am moving to another country yikes!!! Even though I have been there before it seems so much scary this time. This kinda reminds me of when I left for college. That scary feeling of the unknown. BUt I am very independent and know I can do this. It's just very scary. But I live for this kind of adventures. I find them terrifying but I get the most out of life.
So tomorrow I will hear if i got approved for the loan. I have a feeling I want to leave Sept 27th. I can't stay here anymore. I will go effin crazy. Perhaps this is my greatest flaw. Reacting without thinking of the consequences.
Or perhaps this will work out great and I will be successful in moving to London
I had a psychic reading a year ago and she told me not to go to London. That it would be a mistake and I should go to gradschool. During that reading she was right about a few things. She knew stuff about me I didnt tell her. Either way wrong or right I have to follow my heart.
London's calling and away I must go...
So here is my delimia
I got approved for my blue card. But if I enter London after sept 30th I have to get an entry clearance pass. Which I looked up is like an additional 400. So I decided the date to leave for London is Sept 27th. I havent heard if I got the job at Fed Ex yet. But I have decided to turn it down seeing how they will basically train me and then a few weeks later I will be putting my notice in that I am leaving. I really could use the job though. It would be great to get my intial experience and would be great money. Which brings me to the issue now. Money!!!
I have absolutely no money saved to go to London with. I would ideally be happy with $4000. I know that I would be financially safe with the money. I could buy myself enough time to find a job. So I have two options ahead of me if I get approved with this loan tomorrow.( I am pretty sure I will get approved because I am not asking for alot).
1.) I leave Sept 27th. Try to save up as much money as I can, possibly take a second loan out
2.) Option 2 take the job at Fed Ex and stay an extra month. I would have a way better job and a lot more time to save up money. I may not even need to take a second loan out. BUt a negative to that option is my student loans will kick in and I have to pay them back. So would the extra pay be worth waiting for???
Then on top of everything I am so terrified. I am moving to another country yikes!!! Even though I have been there before it seems so much scary this time. This kinda reminds me of when I left for college. That scary feeling of the unknown. BUt I am very independent and know I can do this. It's just very scary. But I live for this kind of adventures. I find them terrifying but I get the most out of life.
So tomorrow I will hear if i got approved for the loan. I have a feeling I want to leave Sept 27th. I can't stay here anymore. I will go effin crazy. Perhaps this is my greatest flaw. Reacting without thinking of the consequences.
Or perhaps this will work out great and I will be successful in moving to London
I had a psychic reading a year ago and she told me not to go to London. That it would be a mistake and I should go to gradschool. During that reading she was right about a few things. She knew stuff about me I didnt tell her. Either way wrong or right I have to follow my heart.
London's calling and away I must go...