Time to change
I have played around with my drinking problem for far to long. Last weekend was fun but probally the worst weekends in life. Everytime I drink I have been becoming an angry person. I feel like I am at an emotional breaking point. I know I can beat this problem and I know its time. I am making an appoitment with the school conseluer. I have been going through emotional hell and it would be nice to talk to someone. I know my road to sobriety won't be easy but I am confident in myself. I guess I am taking a lesson from Ripsi from Season 1 of the Bad Girls Club. She got so angry during the show and attacked everyone while she was intoxicated. After that day she quit cold turkey. Look at Lindsey Lohan. She would always go out and have fu, get wild. In the process she defiantly has damaged her reputation. She went to Rehab and has changed. She seems like she is doing so much better. I think just knowing other people in my situations who overcame this problem can help me. From this day forward the world will see the new me :)