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Well today wasn't AS crappy as yesterday was, except that mike left first period, so there went our entertainment. English...we took the quote test thingy, pretty easy except the vagueness that is "Listen:" what is the significance of that? I mean wtf? But anyways for my response for that, i simply made some BS answer that it gave you the meaning of life, and that everything has become clear, and i can now die happily(seriously). 3rd period...well that wont be a very productive period im beginning to see, ivce got alex behind me and kelly and martin in front of me, so i want some funny i turn around, i want amusment i talk to kelly and martin on subjects sauch as the government, and how its a conspiracy, and all tht other good stuff (so yeah like old times there). 4th period theres jim and aj, but theres lots of OTHER people who dont need to be in there, but oh well, i just hope its as laid back as his classes in the past have been. Physics, joe and ronald sit in front of me, though ronald has never been any...fun, but none the less he went through the hell that was kelleher with me so it gives him some merit. Now 6th period is where im thinking im gonna have to ditch every so often, i mean the only normal person that sat at the table no longer sits there (she came late and theres only 4 to a table), so im stuck with the fucking idiot freshmen (and they act like freshmen; they're the definition of freshmen and why they are hated) and then the retarted girl who was like fucking having seizures. Then the fucking teacher and his "we're a family and we have to rely on one another", oh and when he's calling role "stick your hand up high and let me know youre here", so im sitting right in front of him, i raise my hand slightly and say "here" in my normal tone of voice since im fucking right in front of him "im sorry Sean could you please say that a little louder"; im sitting right in fucking front of him, so i say "...but you know im here, im sitting right infront of you", his answer "yes but im sure all your other classmates want to hear your voice", after this i wanted to say "well i dont really give a fuck about my other classmates, and i sure as hell know they don't give a flying fuck about me", but not wanting to get written up for defiance on the second day of school, i reluctantly said "here" and i supposedly had some attitude in my voice and he says ill be the last to leave when the bell rings, and that if i keep this up he's going to start throwing me out of the class, or write me up. At that point i just turn around, roll my eyes and try to stay awake through his bullshit. But you all know me, i don't fight teachers, hell i dont even talk to teachers (although wislon and fast i got no problem talking to), i mean you let me do my thing, i won't bother you or the class. But you want to fight...i only have so much patience, i mean if shit like this happens on a daily basis, im gonna pull a kelly and just start arguing with that son of a bitch (from what ive been hearing from martin kelley got kicked out of pruetts class alot so theres that reference, and i rember keidrich used to get kicked out of math alot too for arguing wit the teacher too). I mean i can take shit, but dont fuck with me, i mean i take take a poke here and there, but you you keep poking me and poking me, im gonna eventually bite your damn finger Oh and then he has a rule about if something breaks or is missing by the end of class, nobody leaves until its paid for (unless of course sombody admits guilt, which a room full of freshmen they wont), and thats fucking ridiculous, but hey i got no problem with that, i can stay there all day and do my fucking h\w i don't have a life, and hell im probably one of the cheapest people youll ever meet "what was that you need a dime? Get a fucking job i dont have that kinda money to hand out", i mean hell if sombody evers tries to mug me they're going to have to fucking kill me, cause the only way youre getting money is if im paying you for something or if youre prying it from my cold dead hands. I mean hell i dont need that class to graduate, ill drop that shit and go to fucking RCC or something if i gotta put up with that son of a bitch continuously. I mean people like him are the definition of the kind of people i hate most, "people need people to survive", "we need to work together to better humanity"; but what it gets down to is that those kinds of people are too fucking weak and deluded to see the real world, i mean last tim i checked theres what a couple hundred SEPERATE countires out there, the unites STATES is divided into seperate regions, and the only reason people help other people out in the end is for themselves, one way or another. I mean you help somebody out, something inside you made you feel obligated to help them, and thats your own damn fault. "In the end we all die alone". Humans are all "selfish" beings why can't some people see that?