Boy has it been a long time...
and life well is been life difficult and trying...as usual...well my ex is gone completely mad...the kids have had it rough as I...I got married and things have been less then perfect but with all that has happened we all knew that just not spoken of...money is even worse still...but I still have faith that all of this will turn around...and I will make that happen...now I am also up on bullshit criminal charges of contempt courtesy of our lovely court house of lies and deception but the charges are bullshit and I will win... and then the war beggins...I may have lost a battle or two but the war is far from over and my hopes are to come out vindicated...but not smug....I dont want to hurt anyone (even though lives will change many lives including those who have broke the law to destroy me) it is not revenge it is justice in every sense of the word...I need to take this all the way to prevent any one ever having to endure what I have...and if that means I need to suffer even longer than so be it...but I can't let another woman go through what I have been through...manipulating the very system created to protect its people in order to seek revenge and harass another human...goes against the very things our ancestores fought so very hard to protect for us...maybe this time the little person will make a difference...so on that note I am going to work very hard next year after all is said and done to try and help pass new legislation preventing this from occuring to anyone...and for once and all our system to protect the REAL best interest of a child...money may be looking up soon...I have a few things that are falling into place that may finially get me out of this finiancal hole AND be able to finially hire a good lawyer to help change my situation...that would be the best gift santa could give me...piece of mind that a few thousand dollars will give me...(sad to say that I hate money but it is a necessary evil) then I can finailly get on with my life...well I hope all is well for everyone friends and enemies alike...peace be with you