much to do...
Well luckily I am going to take a half day at work today to get some very important phone calls out of the way and take care of some of this shit with my children pronto...I haven't had much time seeing I work during the day and most of the places and people i need to call are usually closed by the time I get home...I have to do some things for me now...Well kids went back sunday...tried to call and talk to them again last night and they were just leaving to go somewhere...but of coarse I never got a return call when they came back...so lets see the last 2 weeks I didn't see them I got to speak to them maybe 4 times in 2 weeks...most other times I get answering machine with no return call... so now my wonderful ex not only removed me from seeing them more...but now he is not letting me speak to them either...a complete parentectomy...he is just ever so slowly completely removing me from their lives...THEIR MOTHER...what kind of sick fuck does that to his kids...that's o.k...he will get his legally...my rights have been violated long enough now its time to get serious and show this asshole that he can't do this...I think this will go well...the plans i have... hopefully all will go as planned b/c I dont think my body, mind and spirit can really take much more...this is all been taking such a toll on me...and in other bad news...money is not good enough right now...so no Philly...going to have to plan something else for Angels b/day...sucks b/c really wanted to go...oh well found a few more places to go that are closer and longer runnning ghost hunts so we will go there in October and November...something to hopefully look forward to...not much more to keep me going now...I have just really been missing my kids alot lately... and it sucks...and on a side note...boy do i really need a new matress...my crappy one is just killing my back...