Boy it's been a long week...
Getting settled again after this last big blow...it is hard for me...the fight and all...takes alot out of me too...but lately I've had some good friends really "be" there for me...and Angel too which has helped greatly...so we are going to go with life for now...nothing else to do but sit around and die...getting back into the paranormal biz...full barrels...still going to try for that house in the next few months...big time fingers cross on that...still going to go on fun vacation on Angels b/day...and finially get back to doing some writing...plus going to work on the band...anything to keep my busy so I don't think of all the bad things going on around me...and the new pain that I am dealing with...Willow, Xander and Cordy....you have all been soooo helpfull...Willow for your sweet support...a gentle hand when things are going bad...Xander for just being my ever so sweet best friend...we've had our moments but you deep down know how I feel about you...you always seem to be there when things get bad...and you help with your heart...I love you guys...and Cordy for your ever dying friendship...coming to my aid just to be there...thanks again love you too...well my friends I am going to go to sleep for the night...take care and love to you all...