Do you know...
how you feel when there is one thing that you really desire or want soooo bad... that one thing that takes all your super human restraint powers to fight the urges created by this thing...that sometimes you get caught up in that feeling... that jumpy...almost addictive withdrawl feeling...it can be sooo over powering... and you don't want to fight that urge anymore...but at the same time the feeling you get from the wondering and fantasising can be as much as a rush...but if you were to get that one thing...just once...you would savor every moment like it was your last...that is the best part of being human are emotions like such...