Mar 10, 2003 22:32
When I closed my eyes last night I dreamt of pain, hurt, and sorrow. Yet through it all, the one thing that kept me moving was my search for you. Did you know? Could you feel me reaching out for you. my heart screaming your name.
The ones in my dreams cast stones, and accusations, that left me beaten, broken, and raw. Yet i knew if i could but let my eyes rest on your sweet face, i would be soothed and healed.
when I woke today, and read your words. they were like knifes cutting my flesh. your hurt showed so much. How much i wished to go to you, and take it away. to make you whole. to let you see you are loved, and cared for more than you could ever imagine.
mindless babbling, coming from my heart. perhaps i will stew on it, and try to find the meaning.