feelings

[slavey]

She says i am to write in this everyday i can get here, so i would like to take this day to apologize to You Tiger. it isn't fair for me to take my mood or multipule moods, as those who know me know they can change faster than a blink, out on You. nor is it fair for me to get even worse when You don't give me the response i want. nine times out of ten my mood has absolutly nothing to do with You other than the fact that You are male, and happen to be there. for that i should be grateful and not treat You as a target. i could say You make it easy since You always forgive me for being a bitch but that only proves how wrong i am. for You to put up with my moods, rants, and just palin bitchiness, and still love me is a god send, and all i do is condemn You for it. please know that when i am in these moods there really is nothing You could ever say that would be right. i would only look for a way to turn it around. so truely You have done nothing wrong. i hope You will accept my apologie as it really does come from my heart. i can't promise it will never happen again, but i will promise to do everything i can not to take it out on You.
so please know i still love You, and adore You to pieces, and please allow me to say how terribly sorry i am for the way i have been with You recently. i really am. *soft smile*