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SOOOOO, your ass. Mom got so drunk tonight. It was the first time I have seen her drunk since we lived in Worcester, and that was like 3 or 4 years ago. She drank three very LARGE rum & cokes and it was soo funny. She is similar to me when I am drunk, she wants more alcohol and she wants to talk to people on the phone and shit. Phil, my cousin, left at fricken 11:50PM to his friends. Quite late to go out, right? I hear boys yelling down the road, it might be them being assholes, IDK. Since I'm out in the middle of nowhere I don't know what the fuck I am hearing. I just tell myself its all in my head, lol. Myspace is working pretty good now, not fixed all the way, but its good. I'm not getting all worked up and pissed of at it anymore. I should drink right now, but it would be lonely cuz I am up alone with no one to talk to. Dave must've got caught on the computer cuz he was like "shit, brb" and it was late. My cousins have alot of alcohol, I could easily get drunk. I am such a alcoholic. But it wouldn't really be fun either... It might help me sleep tho. I'm really hyper and I can't go to sleep again. Its been like this almost every night the past two or three weeks. I rock. And I don't have Zelda, Wind Waker with me, I played that game like 5 hours minimum everyday this past week cuz I was grounded. One day I played like 13-15 hours. It gets to be too much at times. But since mom said I am off grounding after this weekend I need to get out of my fucking house. It can be unbearable there. So, is anyone available next week? Call me if you are, or just write me if you want. I really want to get a group of friends together to hang out, it would be sooo much fun. I miss all you guys. And I copy and repaste this on my other sites so don't think it's just a select few. I'm going to go now cuz if I don't I'll end up writing an essay on shit going on in my life at the moment. Man, I should do that one of these days and see if any of my friends care enough to read the whole thing. LOL. I know the couple, like 2 ppl who would, but the rest of you are lazy =P But I love you guys anyways.