Mar 05, 2005 05:47
i have been coked up all night. i feel as though somethings gonna happen thats really exciting. and i feel so happy with anticipation. not nervous just really stoked. well maybe a little nervous.
omg i can't wait
even though i know that there is abs nothing. WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAIT WAIT WAIT!!!
my best friends are all gonna be in the same town like TOMORROW ("exclamation point")
or i guess today bc its almost 6 am....wow
im only having fun...im tired of rumors starting...
why cant they back off me?
i just wanna be me!
im really upset but the drugs are keeping me happy. these feelings are so weird. i can smile and yet i feel the tears on my check.
i can't wait to be in los angeles.
And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
its getting light outside
I guess you never felt that way
anticipation anticipation anticipation
this is the greatest feeling...thats really bad.