its been awhile
its been a while since i last updated so let my bring ya'll up to seed. I was the hospital wensday night/thursday morning for food poisoning from the rock. I now refuse to eat there. I owe my roomie craig one cuz he picked me up, thanks. I decided that i am not gunna "front" anymore. I have put on a "happy" face for way too long and i am sick of it. Ever since i was little no matter how i was feeling i told people i was doing fine. if i was in the shittiest mood possible, and anyone asked 7/10 times DEPENDING on the person i would say fine, everythings ok. well guess what I FEEL LIKE SHIT. i have felt like shit for a long long time. really since near the end of last semester. Do i know why i do, oh hell yea. will i tell people or keep it to my self like i normally do. probley keep it to my self.