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think like me. i am completely fucked up right now, i h ave shitty typing, so if you realised that you should xpect the worst lol. okay. everything forms from the smallest single unit. everyoner has a different from this one unit. it only seesm that way. everyone who truly believes in soemthing can detest. i truly am a demi god, and i have proved it tonight. the craze amongst freshman is fraternities. to feel like they fit in. at first i was questionable. but i have overcome there thoughts. i had the balls to tae thier challengess. you see tonight, my friend, i had realized i had freriends in frats. i know the frat because i have hung out with them (i just tried to read the scree n and i had no idea what it said. forgive me on my typing) okay, so as sooon as i arrived i was challenged to play this game ride the bus. basically, you get cards, and others are flippped over. you have that card you throw it out and call out a person who has to drink. so i thorw down and call out the brothers of the frat. ya know stonergames/ drunken games. (these guys were defnuiitly stoners) so i kept playing, every challenge i had to face, i took it. no matter how bad they made it seems i handle myself. these are just people too, i realize that. maybe i think higher then they do. but this is what i am talking about. ( this is whacked out) i can think of of a way to explain your ewveryt thought. you explain i can explain it in my own terms. you might not get it, you are not fullly there (maybe i will be the only one there) so maybe it will make sense to no one. i dunno. mad twisted. im trying to twrite my shit out, thinking thought by thought. above the game. so back to the card game. i forget if i explained howm to play, but here are the rules. you set the cards up in pyramind fsahion. so there are several cards on the table. some cards are crooked, most arent. cards crooked are worth double the points. when a faced down cdard ( of the pyramind) is flipped you have to match that card in number value. so if a ten is flipped (based on true events) in a position in the pyramind id look at my cards. i noticed i had 3 tens. there where no more tens that anyone had. i had so much power, i was the only one with tens. so that means i could make anyone drink for triple the time. i dont remember if it was a crooked c card or not. i just know a ten came out. now i had the power to make anyone drink (by the way, everyone had already thrown up expect me) so before this happened, tom kept making my drink (trying to make feel like a bitch) but i drank and took it. i knew his game. i waited for the three tens and then they showed up. it was into the game, so i three down all three tens on tom (who couldnt remember my name) and made him drink. (some how it equaled to 36 seconds of gulping of gin and tonic) i caused him to finish his cup, but he still needed like 15 seconds to go. he fixed himself another drink, too a sip, and started to throw up. BECAUSE OF MY CHALLENEGE, HE THREW UP. i wasnt taking anyone shit. i now the game of life. they cant get my to pledge. thats what they want. to feel superior over me. mahhhhh fucker. that shit isnt happening. i proved myself (no mattter how drunk i was) that i did not pussy down to a frat, even when put in the situation) i am better than shit. yeah, i ened up throwing up in the end, but you know what, im alive. im here typing this shit. i survived. im not a pussy to getting sick for a moment. im on the same, or even higher level then the frat. they all threw up, and so did i. we all came back. the are do know how to handle thesmelves. respect for that, but i will always be above them. i kicked there asses, evem if i didnt make complete sense. i know what we talked about, and i didnt pussy down. you cant take advantage of me in your own world. hahha bitches ( i hope if anyone made it this far, actually understands me) its easy to get me. just think in the simplest terms. everything comes from something. i am a direct product. undeerstanding me is a new path way. if you understand and agree. come deeper into thought. (sooooooo fucked up) i seem to have an alter reality, and "true reality (everything YOU LIVE BY) its your normality, which is your understanding.) so i dont know where i am going, but tonight at the house, i drank mad gin and tonic. in the final round of "ride the bus", every time someone got their card right, they made me (hans) drink. ( they nick named me hanz, they said i was handsome or something. hey... i have no problem with gay people... hahhahahahaha)" anyway. i drank until my cup was empty. no one else drank, the game didnt even finish. they are lucky they didnt. i would of shouted out the next person to call me to drink. i would of drank on them telling me, but id say they were pussy for not drinking anymore. (they cant fuck over a demi god). i dont know if you get this... i am so far gone, and i cant stop typing.
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i am the shit. lol pompous, but i am the shit. i proved i am not a pushover pussy... Naybe you dont get me, but one day you will. (pLEASSE excose my self. i will be typimg for a long time.)
new story: fuckkkked up. trashed beyond belief, im still here though. i wish i was better at typing... i kwwp making mistkes... but i delete and fix them. so its twice as hard to type. i am going to post this, but just because i want my word on record. peace... for now
seperatiom of idea.
i am the shit. lol pompous, but i am the shit. i proved i am not a pushover pussy... Naybe you dont get me, but one day you will. (pLEASSE excose my self. i will be typimg for a long time.)
new story: fuckkkked up. trashed beyond belief, im still here though. i wish i was better at typing... i kwwp making mistkes... but i delete and fix them. so its twice as hard to type. i am going to post this, but just because i want my word on record. peace... for now