Long time no talk~~~
yeah a lot of shit has happen well besides my fucking computer piece of shit ass gave up on me and is now a total piece of trash- its going in the garbage lol, thats how bad it is....so now i am using my aunts labtop for about a week to a month- dad said week because i think he is going to buy me a new computer lol, how sweet of him....i love my daddy- shitty thing is is that my dsl ethernet cord doesnt connect into the back of my labtop so i downloaded my netzero dial up for 10 bucks so yah im paying 50 bucks now for internet= well dad said he would pay the 10 bucks so whatever...grrr..i was stressing when my computer gave up on me, and now this labtop well i HATE labtops they are to hard to work with lol, like its hard to fucking type on them, cause all the keys are so close together and i hate it.....they are handy but whatever i want a desktop!
I started my new job at the tanning place and i love it lol..and tanning for free hell yah! i got this new lotion w/ this sizziling shit in it called bomb shell and it kicks ass= you should already see how dark i am getting lol- tanning for free, who can beat that! and i work with a bunch of cool ass people like this girl named jenn, who i have knonw for awhile but is way into smoking weed lol,. and my friend kam, and my senior prom dates younger sister who is cool as hell lol!!! i love all the girls, and i went there today and tanned and hung out and just chilled w/ them lol!!!!
also yesterday i went to the elementry school to sub for my mom during the lunchtime....it was dr. seus;'s 100th thingy so all the kids got to eat cake...but i had the duty of the detention kids, so i had to hang out in the conference room w/ the 2 boys that didn't do their homework lol....then we got to go outside for a lil' bit- it was only 10 bucks but what the hell lol!!!
we finally got andria moved into her apt. how ridiculus is this- we went to walmart and she spent about 550 bucks there and 300 at target ....what the fuck lol- but i have fun going over there and hangin out so when she calls i will prob go over there and chill for a lil bit before she goes to work....woo hoo..i love my girlie! she is the best-
oh get this rumor at work- damn i feel like i am in high school again- anyways rumor has it that my supervisors supervisor rob taylor head of my lab, well i guess rumor had it that he said i had a nice body but he wouldnt have sex with me cause i have a ugly face, grr.r...ok so i told rhonda my supervisor who is like a mom to me, and she told me we will go in there together and ask him cause we dont think he would say something like that, and plus we have been on a date before, that no one knows about, anyways he said it was all a lie- and he can't believe i actually belived it...which i did because i do have a ugly face, and then we got into a deep convo about my weight and how he thinks i should gain some weight because i have lost to much and my supervisor rhonda agrees with them and he was like why is it so hard for you not to believe us-[ and im like its not that easy- i was getting pissed, because no one understands- you cant just get over it...not when you have been dealing with it forever ya know! grrr....they dont know i purge or cut thank god, they just dont think i eat- and omg andria was at work and she works c shift..and her supervisor was like nice sweatshirt, and she goes haha thanks, its caseys, actually this whole outfit is hers (she got ready at my apt. because she didnt want to drive 30 mins to her parents to get clothes) and she a few sizes biggger than i but not a lot- so anyways russ her supervisor goes- how did you fit in her clothes she is like 80lbs...and andria goes well umm, you see me wearing them don't you- she had my size 5 jeans on that dont fit me anymore, but still this is rude, anyways he was like you must have gotten the biggest jeans in her closet because your a lot bigger than she is- omg can he get any rudder than that- andria started crying and said she popped 5 ephedra tablets after that! see this is how ed's start- peoples ignorance! dumb motherfuckers!
im trying to think if anything else exciting in my life has happen- prob, not because im boring as fuck- but my b-day is in one week exactly and my aunt is taking me out wed. and andria and i are going to broad ripple to the vouge that weekend- woo hoo- lets be sluts!!
dad leaves this next weekend for germany too how lucky is he- grr then its off to the carolinas- i wish i could just do whatever- shit!!!!!
ok i think thats it if i think of anything else ill holla- but im out for now'''
xoxo casey!
oh yeah i am watching "thirteen" a movie- and this girl self injurys in here and its kinda triggering...grrr! makes me want to cut damnit- oh well lifes a bitch right!
I started my new job at the tanning place and i love it lol..and tanning for free hell yah! i got this new lotion w/ this sizziling shit in it called bomb shell and it kicks ass= you should already see how dark i am getting lol- tanning for free, who can beat that! and i work with a bunch of cool ass people like this girl named jenn, who i have knonw for awhile but is way into smoking weed lol,. and my friend kam, and my senior prom dates younger sister who is cool as hell lol!!! i love all the girls, and i went there today and tanned and hung out and just chilled w/ them lol!!!!
also yesterday i went to the elementry school to sub for my mom during the lunchtime....it was dr. seus;'s 100th thingy so all the kids got to eat cake...but i had the duty of the detention kids, so i had to hang out in the conference room w/ the 2 boys that didn't do their homework lol....then we got to go outside for a lil' bit- it was only 10 bucks but what the hell lol!!!
we finally got andria moved into her apt. how ridiculus is this- we went to walmart and she spent about 550 bucks there and 300 at target ....what the fuck lol- but i have fun going over there and hangin out so when she calls i will prob go over there and chill for a lil bit before she goes to work....woo hoo..i love my girlie! she is the best-
oh get this rumor at work- damn i feel like i am in high school again- anyways rumor has it that my supervisors supervisor rob taylor head of my lab, well i guess rumor had it that he said i had a nice body but he wouldnt have sex with me cause i have a ugly face, grr.r...ok so i told rhonda my supervisor who is like a mom to me, and she told me we will go in there together and ask him cause we dont think he would say something like that, and plus we have been on a date before, that no one knows about, anyways he said it was all a lie- and he can't believe i actually belived it...which i did because i do have a ugly face, and then we got into a deep convo about my weight and how he thinks i should gain some weight because i have lost to much and my supervisor rhonda agrees with them and he was like why is it so hard for you not to believe us-[ and im like its not that easy- i was getting pissed, because no one understands- you cant just get over it...not when you have been dealing with it forever ya know! grrr....they dont know i purge or cut thank god, they just dont think i eat- and omg andria was at work and she works c shift..and her supervisor was like nice sweatshirt, and she goes haha thanks, its caseys, actually this whole outfit is hers (she got ready at my apt. because she didnt want to drive 30 mins to her parents to get clothes) and she a few sizes biggger than i but not a lot- so anyways russ her supervisor goes- how did you fit in her clothes she is like 80lbs...and andria goes well umm, you see me wearing them don't you- she had my size 5 jeans on that dont fit me anymore, but still this is rude, anyways he was like you must have gotten the biggest jeans in her closet because your a lot bigger than she is- omg can he get any rudder than that- andria started crying and said she popped 5 ephedra tablets after that! see this is how ed's start- peoples ignorance! dumb motherfuckers!
im trying to think if anything else exciting in my life has happen- prob, not because im boring as fuck- but my b-day is in one week exactly and my aunt is taking me out wed. and andria and i are going to broad ripple to the vouge that weekend- woo hoo- lets be sluts!!
dad leaves this next weekend for germany too how lucky is he- grr then its off to the carolinas- i wish i could just do whatever- shit!!!!!
ok i think thats it if i think of anything else ill holla- but im out for now'''
xoxo casey!
oh yeah i am watching "thirteen" a movie- and this girl self injurys in here and its kinda triggering...grrr! makes me want to cut damnit- oh well lifes a bitch right!