SAD SAD DAY~

[slave_baby21]

Got up this morning to go to work at 8 then left at 9 w/ my aunt to go to andrias g-pa's funneral- it was sad- i didn't know her g-pa all that well but knew her g-ma- but their family has been friends of our family for soooo long- and andria is my best friend so i had to go and be w/ her- the sec. i walked into the funneral home- and saw her standing there- i ran over and gave her a HUGE hug, and knew that she was happy to see me- she needed me- and we hugged for a good 2 mins...and she bawled and i bawled and ugh, it was sad! During the ceramony they were playing some country music, and i broke down not for the fact i was sad of seeing him gone (that sounds bad) but it reminded me of my g-pa- and him and his tractor, country music- and brought back to many memories of my g-pas death! UGH, i miss hime....well after that we followed to the cemetary and the did the flags w/ the army people- same as my g-pa because both of our g-pa's served in the korean war! So once again i was w/ andria and i am in such a stress cause of this girl- but i would do anything for her- she means everything to me and so is in so much of a deep depression right now- its so hard for me to see her like this- and i saw her brothers they are 21 and 20 i think- and i gave them a hug- and her g-ma- oh golly how i feel soo bad for them, cause i know what its like! =*(

So after the funneral we had to go back to work, how pathetic, then i got off at like 4ish, and went to my moms work to get some money for gas, then went and tan, then to visible changes so sheena could trim more layer fronts into my hair- and beth was getting her hair highlighted- so now im finally home- but it was kinda nice to get out- but i feel like a fat blob right now- so i think i am going to pop some laxatives tonight- since i dont have to work tomorrow!! =)

oh- not this wed, next but the FOLLOWING WED. is my 21st b-day HELL YAH!!!!!

ok- im out! hehe

xoxo~ casey