they say

Mar 23, 2006 16:02

they said i am a drug addict they said i would never make it
ya know i was remembering what a judge told me he said i would never amout to anything and i would be living under a bridge and brake windows in the winter to go to jail for a warm place i remember that and i look at myself now im not under a bridge i live on my own i pay my own bills i have a job i have everything i could want almost but the one thing im missing is love back in the day when that judge told me that i had love for someone
i dont know what made me think of that lol but a few things that judge was right about i am a drug addict im a pill popper im a pothead and other things i almost lost my life but i got up again i fell and i fell hard but i stood up again i met this girl i loved and still have love for she has a girlfriend and im so proud of her i hope she is happy i want her to be happy more than anything more than i want anything for myself and i want her to know im always here for her if she ever needs anything i dont wanna fight the world anymore to many things in life to enjoy to fight i dont wanna be depressed anymore i know i will have sad days but im not gonna live and be depressed all the time IM HAPPY FOR THE FIRST TIME IN AWHILE :)
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