Jan 31, 2007 20:14
I am so cold. I am soo friggin' lonely.
I can't live here...much longer. I am putting all this money into...buying things in hopes of getting a place. I have no credit, hence it's kind of hard to get a place.
I swear suicide has crossed my mind. I know something is wrong. I just want to cry...until blood flows out of my eyes.
I feel irrational, sad, anddddd...fuck this.
I hate the Navy.
I really do.
I hate everything right now.
Fuck everyone.
I guess just being here is the most depressing thing ever...I might just go for a walk until I find myself..I might be late for class in the morning at this rate.
:'(