EnD of EffiN skOO!L
Finally, the end of this so called educational semester ah!..I have been so stressed out over finals, and its not like they were hard or anything, but I get stresses over things easily and i even get kinda physically sick blah i hate it!
I'm a little more stresses because of the love of my life, she has been doing things that i dont like and makes me lil sad. But Like i told her, there is nothing i can do which is unfortunate :( I dont even know how to tell her things sometimes...Like how i feel. To me what she was doing was really NOT okay at all. To her its all fun and games, or it seems like it. What if i was doing shit like that? what would she think?...mayeb its just me and I'm fucking thinking too much...its not even the fact the she do those things its just thinking...will this go on and I will be the paranoid one dealing with it?...i dont know but i dont like it.
AH! even my mom was like "whats wrong? you look scared or something, and you have been like this for the last 3 days"...Geez do MOM's notice EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just like how she thinks JESSICA (my best friend) is a LESBIAN! haha! oh if she only knew!
So today i was in MONTEREY. I was bored to I walked to fishermen's wharf, ALONE. It was Dark and kinda creepy, but I wasnt scarred for some reason. I had a little time to think about things on my own, and the fresh air helped....i sat exaclty wher me and isabel recorded the people from SPAiN talk lol ahh! MEMBER Izzy???...with my clam chowder!....I want to hang out with her before she goes back to the middle of nowhere ;)
grrrrrr im just waiting for Se7eN's call....she said she would call me back! :(
WOW dont we looK hoT!...mmmhmmm