Aug 19, 2005 21:38
So I just realized...this is my last summer vacation. I graduate next year, so it's goodbye school vacations and hello working all the time. And I move back to school on Tuesday. So technically, this is the last weekend of my last summer vacation...ever...
I'm looking for a way to calm these voices in my head
With all this mad confusion
I don't wanna leave this bed
I'm on the run, I'm on the run again
And I don't know which way is left
And there's no point in not being right
So I'll hold my breath till the morning
Til I see the light...
I don't know what I feel anymore. I don't know left from right, up from down. I don't know what I want, or what's best for me. So I guess I can only live for "now". And I'll just have to answer all my questions with a "We'll see".
I'm gonna go out and have a good time and leave all this emotional drama and b.s. behind.