This Masquerade Is Getting Older...
AQUABoi32 (12:26:08 AM): cause youre out for you right now, and no one else. and if he cant respect that, then he cant respect you
AQUABoi32 (12:26:19 AM): or the feelings he has for you
ntoxic8menow2484 (12:26:32 AM): that's the most amazing thing anyone's said to me in years
AQUABoi32 (12:27:03 AM): yea... Im good for one of those every now and then...
Thank you for that, Ang...
"I can see clearly now, the rain is gone..." I can see clearly. Thank God. Last night was a great night. And tonight will be good too, I bet. I'll actually get some bonafide sleep. Things are finally looking up, despite a shaky start this morning. He referred to our situation with something like, "since we're not together anymore", so I guess it has come to that point. So I changed my Friendster status to single, but I really don't feel like I am. I wish "Just Back The Fuck Off...Because I Said So" was an option for the dating status, or "I Don't Know What The Hell Is Going On With Me".
Apart from all of that, I was very productive today. I woke up early :) for the first time at the apartment (which I'm growing to love - it's all coming together and all the visitors so far have LOVED it and were impressed) and made some coffee and had some croissants. Then I put Anthony's computer desk together for him because I figured it would be one less thing he'd have to worry about when he came back this week, but come to find out, he's coming back almost never because it's "for the best". Then I took a shower, washing my hair with bar soap again, then bought a lot of stuff at CVS. I got shampoo and conditioner, so the Zest in the hair needn't happen anymore. I made a pasta dinner for Eric and Chris. Eric really seemed to like the apartment and said he wished he did decide to live with us. That would've been awesome if he did. More fun and less rent to pay (hehe). Then we rotted and watched men's gymnastics on the Olympics. Silver medal - not bad. Blaine Wilson - not bad.
So, here I ago...again on my own...
AQUABoi32 (12:26:19 AM): or the feelings he has for you
ntoxic8menow2484 (12:26:32 AM): that's the most amazing thing anyone's said to me in years
AQUABoi32 (12:27:03 AM): yea... Im good for one of those every now and then...
Thank you for that, Ang...
"I can see clearly now, the rain is gone..." I can see clearly. Thank God. Last night was a great night. And tonight will be good too, I bet. I'll actually get some bonafide sleep. Things are finally looking up, despite a shaky start this morning. He referred to our situation with something like, "since we're not together anymore", so I guess it has come to that point. So I changed my Friendster status to single, but I really don't feel like I am. I wish "Just Back The Fuck Off...Because I Said So" was an option for the dating status, or "I Don't Know What The Hell Is Going On With Me".
Apart from all of that, I was very productive today. I woke up early :) for the first time at the apartment (which I'm growing to love - it's all coming together and all the visitors so far have LOVED it and were impressed) and made some coffee and had some croissants. Then I put Anthony's computer desk together for him because I figured it would be one less thing he'd have to worry about when he came back this week, but come to find out, he's coming back almost never because it's "for the best". Then I took a shower, washing my hair with bar soap again, then bought a lot of stuff at CVS. I got shampoo and conditioner, so the Zest in the hair needn't happen anymore. I made a pasta dinner for Eric and Chris. Eric really seemed to like the apartment and said he wished he did decide to live with us. That would've been awesome if he did. More fun and less rent to pay (hehe). Then we rotted and watched men's gymnastics on the Olympics. Silver medal - not bad. Blaine Wilson - not bad.
So, here I ago...again on my own...