Dec 13, 2006 00:06
I gave it to him for safe keeping.
The crystal I had charged for helping me forgive men. The one I wore around my neck, and close to my heart.
"Until I get back from Sedona," I said.
It was my hearts idea. Tonight, during yoga, we did an eye contact exercise. He was my partner. And while we sat there, my heart bipassed everything in my head and said "Give it to him." And without a thought in my brain, I said okay.
I waited until he dropped me off at home. By then my brain was working again. As I pulled it off from around my neck, my head starting screaming "What are you doing??!?" But my heart had told me last week to please STOP protecting it so much. So I placed it in his hand. Immedediately, I missed its wieght, it's energy. I hadn't realized how much power I had given it until I placed it in someone elses' hands.
I told him, months ago, what each piece of jewlrey had meaning for. And he just looked down at it in wonder, and said "Is this . . .?"
"Yea.."
He closed his hands around it. "I'll keep it very safe," with more honesty and sincerity than I have ever heard from any voice.
My mind is warning me, telling me that this is a bad idea... But my heart, and my soul... they couldn't be prouder. I know I am setting myself up for a crash. . . but if I don't crash, then what I will recieve will be more than a just a necklace...
It will be benediction.