Update time...!

Jun 15, 2004 13:50

Oh wow. I haven't updated in like two weeks...or more. I don't know. Livejournal is starting to get boring. Xanga is more fun. Heh. How ironic. I ditched Xanga to join Livejournal and now I'm back to Xanga once more. Heh. Or maybe that's cuz there's more people on Xanga than in Livejournal. Go figure.

Well, school's officially "over" as of yesterday and a promising summer is just about to start...or what seemed like a promising summer is about to begin.

My MSN refuses to work. And because of that, I'm officially bored out of my mind. And to make it even more stupid, I can't get on to the Hotmail site. Like, my internet works perfectly fine, but I can't go sign in at the Hotmail site. Everytime I sign, I get this Error page. Blah. And everytime I try to log on MSN it tells me I have the "wrong username or password". The hell? I logged on at Jess's place yesterday and it was fine. But I don't know. I need MSN damnit.

Seriously, I need it. I'm bored out of my mind here.

Or I could start studying for the French Final tomorrow. But I'm too lazy to do that. Heh. I'll study later...I mean French can't be that hard can it? I'ts just knowing your basic grammar and stuff like that right? Should be easy. Heh.

I'm really really really bored right now. I'm just looking at MSN display pic...and listening to the radio. Bah. I want my MSN back. I wanna chat with people...anybody is fine. Damnit. I want my MSN back. Gimme my MSN back.

Anyway, I got my SS Riel notes package thing back yesterday. I got 96/100, and although I like my mark very much, I don't really think I deserved it. Like, there are some other people who worked way harder than me on this thing and they didn't get as high a mark as me. And that makes me feel bad. Because I didn't really put in a lotta effort into this thing. Everything was done at the last possible minute. Literally. I just don't thinkt hat I don't really deserve that 96 even though Picard thinks that I deserve it. I don't. I copy things straight off from other people. Like, that timeline, it's straight from the net. The map I copied from 5 other people. So...I just think that people like Charles and Akhil should deserve higher than what they got. I mean, I didn't even make an effort on this thing. I rushed through everything. I didn't make sure that my notes made sense. I rushed. Everything was done at the last possible minute. Aye..

I don't know why I agreed to go into IB when I can barely pass Pre IB with decent marks. Just because William got into it and came out with straight A's every term doesn't mean that I can. In fact, I think I'm most likely to fail next year. Yup. There's no possible way I can pass with moderately good grades...unless I work really really really hard....but chances of me working hard is very slim considering how much time I like waste on the net by chatting to people on MSN. Late night chats are especially fun. Yes, I know I should get more sleep instead of chatting the night away with people, but late night chats are fun. Especially with certain people.

And I don't know if I like like him or not. I really don't. Like, he's nice and all that, but I don't know if I like like him. Aye...

This post is so random. Randomness is good though.

And that's so random. Meh. So kill me for not making this entry somewhat followable. I'm bored. When bordom hits me, I don't really put in a effort to make what I say coherent.

I'm so so so so so so so so bored right now. I suppose that would explain the long and incoherent entry. Bah.

And I really should go and make it up with Emily. But...it's not my fault though. If anything, she should be the one apologizing, not me. I told her not to link me and this guy in that way, but she still did. Like, I can take the fact that she ratted me and Kelly out for skipping PE, but I just can't take the fact that she actually went and told Kelly about my supposed boyfriend. I don't have a boyfriend. Get it through your head. And even if I do like him in that way, it's none of your business now is it? You shoudn't just go and tell everybody false rumours basing it only on YOUR opinions. Just because it seems like there's something going on between me and him doesn't make it so. He's my friend. I'm his friend. Normal friends. End of story.

I don't know...I just think I should go and make it up to her. But like I said, it's not my fault. And I'm not about to go and say sorry to something I didn't do or say. It's her that should be apologizing. Not me. But like always, she doesn't think before she acts and afterwards, she couldn't care less about it. Meh. I just don't know.

I think I should go now...so bye byes.
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