May 24, 2004 23:43
Oh man, this is sad plus pathetic. You see, I was supposed to find some questions for Tony's and Charles' essays and I can't find any.
Their essays are good...or maybe I'm just too stupid to get them. Oh man. I feel stupid now. I really do. Like...I don't even have ANY questions for them. Literally. Besides the fact that I don't get a word they said, that's about it. I mean...yeah, I don't get their essays, so how do you expect me to come up with ten decent questions by the end of this week.
Sheesh. Guys and their inability to express their thoughts clearly.
Or maybe its me and my incompetence to understand their freakishly good essays.
Either way, I'm dead for sure.
I really am dead this time. This thing is like 30% of third term, and I kinda can't afford to screw it up. I have to get a B or higher. And what's sad is that I have the Bio test on teh same day as the oral. I'm bound to screw one up...just hope that I don't screw up too badly, or I really shall die. I don't care if the people that have already went said that it's easy...it's probably not. I mean, I don't give a shit about my topic. I don't fucking care what the mining industry did to BC. And I certainly don't give a damn about how it affected BC in such and such a way.
I don't mind doing the essay. Fine, you want me to do an essay. I'll do it. But the oral defence...argh. I rather redo my essay ten times than do one oral. Or I'd gladly do the Capp presenation again. Anything but the oral...and on the same day as the Bio test too! Picard and Gabbott is trying to kill me. If I survived June 4th, it'll be a miracle...
And I really should go now. Stop slacking off so much...
Wanna cry die escape reality