yeah, so i'm not okay
Tomorrow is mother's day.
Nobody seems to get why I am not absolutely THRILLED that it is mother's day or why I am in such a godawful antisocial mood.
While everyone is preparing to do nice things with their parents, or their grandparents, I am preparing to go visit the cemetary...alone.
I told mark to take the kids out with him to visit his mother, which will give me time to go visit my own.
She was not the best mother in the world, but, even though she was a total nut job, and did not have the willpower to get clean, or leave my father for good, she did actually love me, and I miss her so fucking much.
It will be a decade this month since she killed herself.
Nobody seems to get why I am not absolutely THRILLED that it is mother's day or why I am in such a godawful antisocial mood.
While everyone is preparing to do nice things with their parents, or their grandparents, I am preparing to go visit the cemetary...alone.
I told mark to take the kids out with him to visit his mother, which will give me time to go visit my own.
She was not the best mother in the world, but, even though she was a total nut job, and did not have the willpower to get clean, or leave my father for good, she did actually love me, and I miss her so fucking much.
It will be a decade this month since she killed herself.