hmmm feeling down again
i dunno why really but im like down now... Like today was ok but im like drained for no reason. I think it's because im just going through one of those phases getting over somethings and having something new start. I thought i loved her, but i just dont know anymore... were like wicked close friends and ive had this thing for her for so long... but i dunno anymore...
Also what the hell is up with the administration not rehiring mr belancik, he is one of the better teachers at our school and actually prepares us for college and life. Well i can understand them making one bad decision with trying to pass the field trip having a minimum of 2 chaperones but have to meet all of the 4 qualities: one male, one female, an emt and a nurse; but not rehiring mr. b is totally assinine.
the day like i said was ok.... In anatomy i had this wierd pain in my stomach/bladder area (somewhere in the digestive tract) and we got to dissect the cats again :-)... poor lauren and steph i like rip the dam skin off and everything and if its not gross enough with dead cats, i make it more worse. In study, i just went into Slattery's and just mellow out there and work on some homework and listen to some tunes. In advisory, i went in and skipped after like 5 minutes to go play some bball in the gym with a bunch of people. In lunch is where i started to like get this whole down thing... I get my lunch and go back up to Slat's and chill with Slat, Ms. Matthews, Mrs. Burns, lins, kate, amy, ricky, and ari; we just sit there, eat, and chat around, since its boring in the cafe cuz theres like no one really in there, and just outta nowhere i just like get down. It carries into spanish but lins and kate and kristen and amy end up cheering me up in that lil room in guidance where is our new classroom lol for the "Cinco BayEssay's" (sounds like that, but its really just B.S. in spanish lol). We just goof off most of the time and the other half we actually do spanish work lol, it actually felt like we knew spanish and we could like read the sentences and figure out the shit... I felt down in there when i wasnt laughin my ass off. And last period was kind of annoying. It was math with Mr. B, he was pretty funny like usual but people seriously need to realize that theyre not the center of the universe and have power, cuz like who the hell are 2 computer game nerds that'll never get laid to tell me to shut the hell up dumbass. First off youre not smarter than me i promise and i could kick the shit right of both of them at the same time. Lets see you make a game up that will block my fists...And during class we had to do this gay SAT quiz which is kind of redundant considering i dont have to do anymore SATs and shit... and the class is like all review to me, but whatever... Then i see someone outside in the halls so i decide to go to the "nurse" and roamed the hall for a few minutes with this cool girl i just met :-D and this other girl i dont know.. yet. Then i had to run to the nurses office and grab some friggin bandaids for stupid kelly, nearly killed my plan.
Then the beloved bell rang and then i chilled and played in the gym for a lil while. and now im here bored and a lil sad, but im sure im going to get cheered up by someone cool or a good friend.
Also what the hell is up with the administration not rehiring mr belancik, he is one of the better teachers at our school and actually prepares us for college and life. Well i can understand them making one bad decision with trying to pass the field trip having a minimum of 2 chaperones but have to meet all of the 4 qualities: one male, one female, an emt and a nurse; but not rehiring mr. b is totally assinine.
the day like i said was ok.... In anatomy i had this wierd pain in my stomach/bladder area (somewhere in the digestive tract) and we got to dissect the cats again :-)... poor lauren and steph i like rip the dam skin off and everything and if its not gross enough with dead cats, i make it more worse. In study, i just went into Slattery's and just mellow out there and work on some homework and listen to some tunes. In advisory, i went in and skipped after like 5 minutes to go play some bball in the gym with a bunch of people. In lunch is where i started to like get this whole down thing... I get my lunch and go back up to Slat's and chill with Slat, Ms. Matthews, Mrs. Burns, lins, kate, amy, ricky, and ari; we just sit there, eat, and chat around, since its boring in the cafe cuz theres like no one really in there, and just outta nowhere i just like get down. It carries into spanish but lins and kate and kristen and amy end up cheering me up in that lil room in guidance where is our new classroom lol for the "Cinco BayEssay's" (sounds like that, but its really just B.S. in spanish lol). We just goof off most of the time and the other half we actually do spanish work lol, it actually felt like we knew spanish and we could like read the sentences and figure out the shit... I felt down in there when i wasnt laughin my ass off. And last period was kind of annoying. It was math with Mr. B, he was pretty funny like usual but people seriously need to realize that theyre not the center of the universe and have power, cuz like who the hell are 2 computer game nerds that'll never get laid to tell me to shut the hell up dumbass. First off youre not smarter than me i promise and i could kick the shit right of both of them at the same time. Lets see you make a game up that will block my fists...And during class we had to do this gay SAT quiz which is kind of redundant considering i dont have to do anymore SATs and shit... and the class is like all review to me, but whatever... Then i see someone outside in the halls so i decide to go to the "nurse" and roamed the hall for a few minutes with this cool girl i just met :-D and this other girl i dont know.. yet. Then i had to run to the nurses office and grab some friggin bandaids for stupid kelly, nearly killed my plan.
Then the beloved bell rang and then i chilled and played in the gym for a lil while. and now im here bored and a lil sad, but im sure im going to get cheered up by someone cool or a good friend.