There are things going on in my life that call me away from
__vam ,
vamble , and
vamidays , for now, my sweets, and things that torture my heart when I am in those places. And so, after my last chapter of For the Thousandth Time is posted for
riastarstruck , because of course she deserves the whole fic, I will be gone for a while. It's probably the best idea, anyway, what with Biology and Algebra coming up to suck me dry. I just thought you all should know.
I won't be moving away from everything, not entirely. My
midge62680 will be my eyes and ears as she always is, and when she sees something amiss, she will let me know. Of course you all will still be allowed to contact me exactly as you could before, but for the most part, Vam and I are seeing other people. I am not in the mood to be upset constantly, and that's how I am right now, there.
This is not a forever post, I hope. Those other people will probably be other fandoms, and there will probably be other stories for those fandoms, but, regardless of our men and their problems, I do intend to return, hopefully soon. Please just trust me when I say that I love you all, and Vam will always be (tied for) my OTP, but my emotional health depends on my ability to step back from this right now, even without classes on their way to steal me from you.
Sometimes people get too overinvested in fandom and the friends they made there.
I'm one of those people.
I will be again.
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