Jun 27, 2009 21:51
No, I don't know what my title means either, except for the fact that I'm eating an apple now.
You know how I said in my last post that I may be getting back in my studying mood? I lied was wrong.
Also, I am a bad person. I know this because my Real Player isn't working - well okay, I can play songs on it, but I have to find the song and select it individually instead of like, you know, going into my library and/or playlists like normal people - and that is probably my punishment for being a selfish jerk.
(MY REAL PLAYER IS STILL NOT WORKING. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY. I suppose the admission of aforementioned self-involvement isn't enough to actually negate my personality flaws :P)
Also, my fanfiction needs to be re-categorized. Pairing and fandom just isn't enough, anymore. This is where I maybe feel kind of like an epic failure, because I like, will come out of June holidays without a single fic to my name. Whenwhy did it become so hard to write?
(I suppose what I envy of Panic and FOB, part of the reason why I'm so enamoured of them is because they're so focused. They're successful, really, even if my view of success is hopelessly myopic in their case, but at least they have a direction in life. Make music, tour, write, be unwitting stars of their own fanfiction while I'm here languishing in my aimlessness.)
music,
jerk,
fic,
selfish,
angst