Sweetie, you had me.
Just several brief points of note:
1) When I said in my earlier post, I had two points to make 'subtly', I actually meant 'succinctly', 'briefly'.
2) I - it is possibly unhealthy to be so fixated over bandslash and the people's lives, and even more so to see it as some warped alternate universe or even clairvoyant fiction of my life. Seriously. My Life Is Not Fanfiction. Repeat ten times.
3) Relevant to Point 2), I need to stop seeing my life as fanfiction, and expect people to read my mind/telepathically get what I mean, because sometimes they are stupid just don't, and it's not fair for me to ask that of them, and then get all upset/hurt when things don't happen the way I envision them, like some grand plot-line for an awesome fic. I NEED TO STOP SEEING MYSELF AS RYAN, BECAUSE LIKE, RYAN'S SO MUCH HOTTER AND INTELLIGENT AND POETIC, IT'S INSULTING TO HIM.
4) Also, I am worried about propriety (or rather, inappropriateness). Must stop talking to Ashima; she freaks me out ):
5) As a final note, screw you, yeah. Or - well, it's not entirely your fault, I surmise. I should stop expecting.
6) I need to show the people in my life I genuinely appreciate (beyond that cloud of - whatever) how much I think they're awesome, seriously.
Now that that's cleared up, I need to start on Work.
Now I'm of consenting age
To be forgetting you in a cabaret
1) When I said in my earlier post, I had two points to make 'subtly', I actually meant 'succinctly', 'briefly'.
2) I - it is possibly unhealthy to be so fixated over bandslash and the people's lives, and even more so to see it as some warped alternate universe or even clairvoyant fiction of my life. Seriously. My Life Is Not Fanfiction. Repeat ten times.
3) Relevant to Point 2), I need to stop seeing my life as fanfiction, and expect people to read my mind/telepathically get what I mean, because sometimes they are stupid just don't, and it's not fair for me to ask that of them, and then get all upset/hurt when things don't happen the way I envision them, like some grand plot-line for an awesome fic. I NEED TO STOP SEEING MYSELF AS RYAN, BECAUSE LIKE, RYAN'S SO MUCH HOTTER AND INTELLIGENT AND POETIC, IT'S INSULTING TO HIM.
4) Also, I am worried about propriety (or rather, inappropriateness). Must stop talking to Ashima; she freaks me out ):
5) As a final note, screw you, yeah. Or - well, it's not entirely your fault, I surmise. I should stop expecting.
6) I need to show the people in my life I genuinely appreciate (beyond that cloud of - whatever) how much I think they're awesome, seriously.
Now that that's cleared up, I need to start on Work.
Now I'm of consenting age
To be forgetting you in a cabaret