Feb 13, 2006 23:19
i am a bad guy.
i do bad things.
but i resolve to not do them.
i resolve to not break up with a girl the day previous to st. valentine's day again.
i want some more good times and im worried they may not come. i just quit smoking. and yes it is hard, very hard... and yes it hurts my head badly.
sorry steven for calling you in the middle of the night. sorry for endless shit talking. sorry that ive ALMOST made up for the c-rap youve done to me. its my plan to not make up for it. im bein ALMOST as bad a friend. i ALMOST want to hang out with you sometime soon. i just want everything to be like it used to be. but if ya'd call me and tell me how you feel about the whole thing, it would help.
please lord give me strength. to be nobody. because i am not my thoughts.