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you know, I was just thinking...
about how I always narrowly miss out on all the most important events in my life thus far...
(ever optimistic, I had decided that it just means when it DOES happen, it will be... unbelievable...)
and I realized, maybe this is why I have such anxiety about life being too quick. Never having the resources or friends to do these things. And time keeps going, and I get older.
It really gets me down
about how I always narrowly miss out on all the most important events in my life thus far...
(ever optimistic, I had decided that it just means when it DOES happen, it will be... unbelievable...)
and I realized, maybe this is why I have such anxiety about life being too quick. Never having the resources or friends to do these things. And time keeps going, and I get older.
It really gets me down