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Bleh. I really don't know why I'm such a dick sometimes. Seriously, I don't even have any super good friends anymore and the ones that do friend me never have time for me and only hang out with me because they don't have anything better to do. I really wish time would just like not be gay and go back to when I was content with life on a consistent basis. I mean, it isn't like I hate everything right now it just seems like there's nothing to look forward to anymore. I know i'm not going to see pretty much anyone for another week because of my lack of not being a dick, and that just really makes things just seem way worse then they probably are. Ugh, I don't even know anymore and I shouldn't even write any of this because i have the feeling somehow i'm going to get yelled or less liked at but oh, whatever.