HAHAHA! WEIRDPOSTING
OK, SO:
I have had a pretty traumatic evening talking to Joe's room mate, who spent a while messaging me and telling me cryptically that Joe has no respect for me, that it's going to end badly, blah blah blah...
The climax of which was me --actually-- crying...
(People who make me feel bad make me feel really bad)
But then somehow I got him to turn it around and say well heck, you'll probably have more ups and downs before the bad ending comes...
And then I was like, Um, you do realize I don't see this being like a really long term relationship, don't you?
And you know, I just really need to just take a chill pill, and say "It doesn't matter if he doesn't love me, it doesn't matter what he's been saying to his crazy room mate that he doesn't want me to know, because I just need to talk to him myself, and maybe soon I will, and I shouldn't let this distract me from my Super Cleaning/Studying plan"
So far, it's been SO distracting me! I mean, look what time it is!
It's almost 2!
And I have to get up early tomorrow!
And Aaron is STILL emailing me!
The last thing he said was like, "Oh, by the way, don't tell Scotto we had this conversation."
Oh, don't tell him that you think he's an egotistical jerk who's going to break my heart and publicly humiliate me? Well, ok, if you say so!!
*laughing because it's 2 am, probably*
OH AND THE OTHER THING
I just got word that there is the possibility of some kind of low key sweet event IN EUGENE that might happen in MAY? And all I can say to that is HOLY EFFING COW.
I have had a pretty traumatic evening talking to Joe's room mate, who spent a while messaging me and telling me cryptically that Joe has no respect for me, that it's going to end badly, blah blah blah...
The climax of which was me --actually-- crying...
(People who make me feel bad make me feel really bad)
But then somehow I got him to turn it around and say well heck, you'll probably have more ups and downs before the bad ending comes...
And then I was like, Um, you do realize I don't see this being like a really long term relationship, don't you?
And you know, I just really need to just take a chill pill, and say "It doesn't matter if he doesn't love me, it doesn't matter what he's been saying to his crazy room mate that he doesn't want me to know, because I just need to talk to him myself, and maybe soon I will, and I shouldn't let this distract me from my Super Cleaning/Studying plan"
So far, it's been SO distracting me! I mean, look what time it is!
It's almost 2!
And I have to get up early tomorrow!
And Aaron is STILL emailing me!
The last thing he said was like, "Oh, by the way, don't tell Scotto we had this conversation."
Oh, don't tell him that you think he's an egotistical jerk who's going to break my heart and publicly humiliate me? Well, ok, if you say so!!
*laughing because it's 2 am, probably*
OH AND THE OTHER THING
I just got word that there is the possibility of some kind of low key sweet event IN EUGENE that might happen in MAY? And all I can say to that is HOLY EFFING COW.