Boo.
The overnights have been even more depressing now that Dan isn't there. Not just cause I liked him, but because he was my buddy. Nights with him there were just more lively and I actually had someone I could talk to. Megan tells me that you were fishing for details going on in my life and I like that. Even if you weren't really it's nice to pretend that someone misses my presence in their life. I wish I could have seen your face when that girl was calling you "babe, gorgeous, honey," etc. I know how much you love that and I love that Megan was there for me in spirit to say "TRY CALLING HIM 'BOO!'" Lmfao. That's amazing.
I hope this loneliness goes away soon. I know eventually I'm going to be trying to reach out in ways to people who 1. I don't want to give my attention to and 2. Don't deserve it. Ugh. I'm pathetic. It's gross.
I hope this loneliness goes away soon. I know eventually I'm going to be trying to reach out in ways to people who 1. I don't want to give my attention to and 2. Don't deserve it. Ugh. I'm pathetic. It's gross.