motherfucking rant... because i hate people.
i worked nine hours today, from 8-5. It wasn't too bad actually, 'cause i got to watch a couple of movies, mulan included lol. it just sucked to wake up early... but anyway i went over to andy's at around 6ish. we hung out, played mario, the usual.
***side note*** Bao brought over the keg from his party to andy's because his parents are out of town for a week and bao neede a place to store it.
While we are hanging out, alcoholics started to call andy a bunch... both on his hosue phone AND his cell. They were just like "party party party... we'll get the tap.. blah blah blah"... Andy didn't really weant to have people over...he kinda hinted that he didn't by saying things like "i have work tomorrow" but he never ever said no. he finally gives in and says "ok come over at 9" after he gets off the phone with them he complains to me about how he's tired and yadda yadda....
8:30 rolls around and he has to take me home because Brian is housesitting for people and needed the car for the rest of the night. Even on the carride home he got calls from people.. I told him i have to work 9 hours again tomorrow. and he starts to get kinda upset.
Him: "omg, you should talk to them, 9 hours is overwhelming and so hard to handle, and it takes so much out of your day.. blah blah blah"
Me: "But i don't do anything... it really isn't bad"
Him: "you should still talk to them about it, 9 hours will drain you"
Me: "ugh. you should just worry abou--- whatever."
then i got out and went into my house... the funny thing is, he doesn't get the slightest hint that i'm upset. I just dont understand. and i don't wanna be like, "hey, i'm mad at you" ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I stopped myself... i stopped myself from saying "...about all those people you are going to let into your house because you are big fucking pushover."
Reasons why this situation pisses the shit out of me:
1) fucking selfish people... if someone doens't want to do something, respect that... don't force them to just because of your alcoholic needs.
2)He didn't say no.
3) He proceeded to complain to me, when i clearly told him what he should do at the time.
4) He was on the phone the whole time i was with him. Then gets upset that i am workign so much because "it takes up your whole day"... translation: it takes up the time we hang out. yes this is true, but i am completely unstable finacially.. i need to work... and damn i wanted to shoot that phone.
5)It's bao's keg. not anyone else's. and they are drinking it without him. $80 for that thing, mind you.
6)no one is there to tell the stupid alcoholics to fuck off. Brian's not there, i'm not tehre. it's just andy.
7)He tried to tell me what to do with my work situation when i didn't ask or need advice. I told him it wasn't bad. he continued to tell me it was wayyyyy to much for me to handle. well fuck you.. i'd work 12 hours a day if they were open that long.
8) i think i'm done, and i thought this rant would be a little longer, and maybe have more reason to it... i just feel like a bitch.
yeah fuck it.
i hate peopleeeeeeeeee!!!!!!
***side note*** Bao brought over the keg from his party to andy's because his parents are out of town for a week and bao neede a place to store it.
While we are hanging out, alcoholics started to call andy a bunch... both on his hosue phone AND his cell. They were just like "party party party... we'll get the tap.. blah blah blah"... Andy didn't really weant to have people over...he kinda hinted that he didn't by saying things like "i have work tomorrow" but he never ever said no. he finally gives in and says "ok come over at 9" after he gets off the phone with them he complains to me about how he's tired and yadda yadda....
8:30 rolls around and he has to take me home because Brian is housesitting for people and needed the car for the rest of the night. Even on the carride home he got calls from people.. I told him i have to work 9 hours again tomorrow. and he starts to get kinda upset.
Him: "omg, you should talk to them, 9 hours is overwhelming and so hard to handle, and it takes so much out of your day.. blah blah blah"
Me: "But i don't do anything... it really isn't bad"
Him: "you should still talk to them about it, 9 hours will drain you"
Me: "ugh. you should just worry abou--- whatever."
then i got out and went into my house... the funny thing is, he doesn't get the slightest hint that i'm upset. I just dont understand. and i don't wanna be like, "hey, i'm mad at you" ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I stopped myself... i stopped myself from saying "...about all those people you are going to let into your house because you are big fucking pushover."
Reasons why this situation pisses the shit out of me:
1) fucking selfish people... if someone doens't want to do something, respect that... don't force them to just because of your alcoholic needs.
2)He didn't say no.
3) He proceeded to complain to me, when i clearly told him what he should do at the time.
4) He was on the phone the whole time i was with him. Then gets upset that i am workign so much because "it takes up your whole day"... translation: it takes up the time we hang out. yes this is true, but i am completely unstable finacially.. i need to work... and damn i wanted to shoot that phone.
5)It's bao's keg. not anyone else's. and they are drinking it without him. $80 for that thing, mind you.
6)no one is there to tell the stupid alcoholics to fuck off. Brian's not there, i'm not tehre. it's just andy.
7)He tried to tell me what to do with my work situation when i didn't ask or need advice. I told him it wasn't bad. he continued to tell me it was wayyyyy to much for me to handle. well fuck you.. i'd work 12 hours a day if they were open that long.
8) i think i'm done, and i thought this rant would be a little longer, and maybe have more reason to it... i just feel like a bitch.
yeah fuck it.
i hate peopleeeeeeeeee!!!!!!