Oh well

[slander36]

Who knew dirnking and hanging out with people that have had the same fucked up problems with girls I have had is such a good way to start getting over things. Break up today. It made me really upset, and I thought it would take me a while to get over it, but when you meet someone who has gotten through what you're going through it makes it a whole lot easier. Thank you Paul Zito and Captain Morgan. I'm sorry for having to do this, but the best way for me to get over this is to just get mad at you and myself for getting so far into that whole mess and getting so carried away with each other. I wish it could have worked out, I wish it still could work out, but you're right, it is better for both of us if we just go our seperate ways. We both need to mature and grow up, find out who we actually are as people. You hurt me a lot through all of this, but if it wasn't you, it would have been someone else. I hope you had fun with me, besides the past couple months, I had a lot of fun with you. Oh well, such is life. Make new friends, have new relationships, get on with life. I've done it before, I can do it again. Chi phi will help me through this all, thank you for helping me meet them all as much as you did, and please be more careful when you drink from now on. I still care about you even though we are apart now, and I don't want you to get hurt any more, especially because of something like that.

Oh, and in case anyone out there is wondering, no, I haven't gotten my ID card back, and I have no idea how I'm going to get it back now. Might as well go and get a new one tomorrow.

Trading roommates (or rooms, in my case) was a fun experience, it helped me take my mind off of things for a time, and now I have an awsome new roommate who cooks food, stays up as late as I do, and will be interesting to live with.

Getting tired now, but won't be getting asleep for a while, but it's okay.