who cares!
nothing is good anymore,genuinely i'm filled with hurt!another day/night of fighting and almost brawling,except i'm not the brawler.twenty dollars a week for groceries.then he blames me because if i would just get a babysitter it would be better.all i use to hear is maary him and he'd take care of me.i found out i wish i'd not have.i hate him!my sister calls last night as he's telling me how he'll whoop my ass.so i tell her it may not be a good time to talk.then she hung up on me.that sucked!i never see her or speak to her as it is.the brain is hurting.heres the thing,he will not let me work second shit,where he can wach the baby as i work.double standards.anyways enough for me i just seem to be working myself up as i write.i can only imagin whats instoe for me tonight.dun,dun,dun,dun!!!