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Lately I've been weirding myself out.
I've always realized I was ruled by my subconscious, but in the past at least it made sense.
Now I do and say things and it seems so random but I only realize later what my motivation was.
It's like the window of my consciousness is closing and my subconscious is slowly taking over.
this would be great, but I can't control my subconscious. it's like a jäger-fueled nightmare in there.
while i'm all for painful truth (who are you kidding with that?) the lack of understanding and control is kinda scary.
But damn does it feel good.
Like Scott Hill put it, so perfectly, "well goddamn this plan has gone awry"
I've always realized I was ruled by my subconscious, but in the past at least it made sense.
Now I do and say things and it seems so random but I only realize later what my motivation was.
It's like the window of my consciousness is closing and my subconscious is slowly taking over.
this would be great, but I can't control my subconscious. it's like a jäger-fueled nightmare in there.
while i'm all for painful truth (who are you kidding with that?) the lack of understanding and control is kinda scary.
But damn does it feel good.
Like Scott Hill put it, so perfectly, "well goddamn this plan has gone awry"