world on my shoulders

[slamdemdubbs]

do you ever feel like giving up?

today i felt like everything had been drained out of me
like i had nothing inside
nothing but a heart beat
i couldnt speak, my chest hurt
and my heart was ponding all day
i tried to fake a smile and hide it
but i know everyone could see right through me
i was amad at anyone
i just feel overwhelmed
i have alot on my mind
and i get in to these "funks"
i know it bring down the people around
im sorry for that
i dont intend to do so
im just in a rut, i cant find a job, im broke,
my grade i feel are slipping
and i feel like im letting everyone around me down
i really dont know wat im doing
i just need to think and that wat im doing

p.s
thank you for being there for me tonight babe<3