ever..?

[slamdemdubbs]

feel like you cant catch your breath
i wake up and have to remind my self to take a breath
maybe something will change today, im always tired, i havent really beedn happy since xmasi think,
i dont remember my last real smile
and i hate sleeping now cuz my dreams break my heart
im lost, i wish i could find a road that could take me to another place
where im happy
i hate this feeling, i hate this so much
i almost dont want to wake up