Aug 07, 2004 22:38
i have a boyfriend!!hahaha I'm sooo happy his name is Jean-Félix..well Jeff hehe and aww so cute i love him so bad!!!...but in the same time...Chris still somewhere in my head..heart...u know..yeah sure he's so fucken far away and he probably doesn't care about me and telling lies and stuff...but not..i know he doesn,t..b..e.. lol no way I love my bf but I just wanna..ok really!!I have no idea how I'll tell chris!! lol cuz i don,t want him to be mad and not talk to me anymore..but..fuck it damn he had his bitch and he hurts me and mi think he got one now..and he didnt tell me so fuck it..yeah why just don't talk about it and if he ask told him?..ok no really girls gimme comment i need help so bad..that's fuck top..really..I just don,t want him to stop talking to me...