could this be...the first entry of 2009?
i can't even remember if i've updated so far this year, i'll have to sssshheck after this.
well, i'm only here to sum up a few things since it's 3AM and i'm tired of only thinking about it...
although this year has been decent so far, it has been, for the most part, emotionally gruelling. drastic, life-changing circumstances for my great grandma have taken their toll on me on many occasions, but i have learned to accept and deal with it the best that i can. some days, of course, are harder than others.
i have made some new friends, reunited with some old...all for the better.
i have realized who i can trust...and unfortunately, it's not many. i think the x-files guys said it quite well, "trust no one." i'm trying to be a little more positive than them though.
i am ready for a life change. there are already some in the works, but the new key words i want in my near future are independence and commitment. some of that is up to me, some of it is up to...well, the university of california, san diego.
i'm gonna try to sleep now, even though i'm starving right now! i hate being up so late i get hungry again!
well, i'm only here to sum up a few things since it's 3AM and i'm tired of only thinking about it...
although this year has been decent so far, it has been, for the most part, emotionally gruelling. drastic, life-changing circumstances for my great grandma have taken their toll on me on many occasions, but i have learned to accept and deal with it the best that i can. some days, of course, are harder than others.
i have made some new friends, reunited with some old...all for the better.
i have realized who i can trust...and unfortunately, it's not many. i think the x-files guys said it quite well, "trust no one." i'm trying to be a little more positive than them though.
i am ready for a life change. there are already some in the works, but the new key words i want in my near future are independence and commitment. some of that is up to me, some of it is up to...well, the university of california, san diego.
i'm gonna try to sleep now, even though i'm starving right now! i hate being up so late i get hungry again!