not again...
yesterday i couldn't have been happier. i skipped my math class (what's the point of going when i'm teaching the shit to myself anyway?) and went up to the field in alpine to ride my new bike. holy shit, that couldn't have been a better idea. i just did the main trail into it over and over again since it gave me such a rush the first time. i took the scenic drive home and got all my familiar good feelings about everything and the future. i went to class after that and picked up the infamous erika short on my way home. we went to the bmx track and then she treated me to dinner for my birthday. then i bought us some coronas and we went out to the boonies, drank 'em and looked at the moon. suuuuch a nice night. i came to the conclusion that i'll be much happier once this semester ends and i can start on my summer of reassessment.
monday morning i turned in a vacation request for a thursday, friday, and monday of next month so danny and i can go to a mountain bike park in colorado. it's friday now...still no word. danny, on the other hand, asked monday morning around 8:30 and had approval by 8:32. mr. important aka "senior systems engineer" can have time off just like that but little miss "office assistant" has to wait who knows how long. i better fucking get it. if i don't, danny said he's coming in to put in my 2 weeks notice. we have waited so damn long to go and i'm going to flip out if he says no. there are only 2 weeks between the time when this semester ends and my summer class begins. so this is pretty much the only time we can go, plus, the weather in colorado isn't nice year-round. god damn. i am tired of being taken advantage of and i need this vacation for my sanity. lord knows it's running out.
on another yet similar note, i've been wanting to go to the national in fontana for about 4 months now. it's.....TODAY. so why am i not there? oh, because shannon is having surgery today so i couldn't have the day off. fucking wonderful. then she asked me to come down and see her at the hospital, so i do. i drive my ass all the way down there for them to tell me they can't let me see her because i'm not related to her. it was PRE-op!!!!!!!!!! she's sitting in a fucking room waiting for me to get here and i can't go in. fuuuck that.
seriously, why does shit always have to play out like this? it makes me hate everyone. i feel like going into hermit mode and not talking to anyone. i'm best at that anyway. ugh, I BETTER FUCKING GET THAT VACATION.
monday morning i turned in a vacation request for a thursday, friday, and monday of next month so danny and i can go to a mountain bike park in colorado. it's friday now...still no word. danny, on the other hand, asked monday morning around 8:30 and had approval by 8:32. mr. important aka "senior systems engineer" can have time off just like that but little miss "office assistant" has to wait who knows how long. i better fucking get it. if i don't, danny said he's coming in to put in my 2 weeks notice. we have waited so damn long to go and i'm going to flip out if he says no. there are only 2 weeks between the time when this semester ends and my summer class begins. so this is pretty much the only time we can go, plus, the weather in colorado isn't nice year-round. god damn. i am tired of being taken advantage of and i need this vacation for my sanity. lord knows it's running out.
on another yet similar note, i've been wanting to go to the national in fontana for about 4 months now. it's.....TODAY. so why am i not there? oh, because shannon is having surgery today so i couldn't have the day off. fucking wonderful. then she asked me to come down and see her at the hospital, so i do. i drive my ass all the way down there for them to tell me they can't let me see her because i'm not related to her. it was PRE-op!!!!!!!!!! she's sitting in a fucking room waiting for me to get here and i can't go in. fuuuck that.
seriously, why does shit always have to play out like this? it makes me hate everyone. i feel like going into hermit mode and not talking to anyone. i'm best at that anyway. ugh, I BETTER FUCKING GET THAT VACATION.