Dec 09, 2004 19:07
I just want to apologise in advance for what I'm about to say... wait, no, fuck that... if I wrote it than I obviously believe you deserve it!
If anyone in my group of friends is trying to screw me over, which evidently two people are, then can I just say that you obviously don't know me very well, so what's the point in even pretending to be friends with me? The reason I say this is because if you knew me at all, you's know that my friends are the most imnportant thing in my life, so you wouldn't want to be so harsh, coz what I now know nearly destroyed me. I cried, believe me.I cannot think, for the life of me, what i could've done to deserve some sort of vengance from you, th amount of time I've forgiven you...
And Jen, don't you dare turn round to me & tell me I'm bing paranoid, like you always do when I'm the slightest bit upset & I turn to you, coz this time I've allies, people who actually care & have something to do with it.
Oh, thanx 2 everyone whose text me & rang me to say how I was doin, that was very thoughtful, and obviously I don't expect poeple 2 visit, I'm a bit of a mission away!
It's like that time when I rang you, clare, 7 then came 2 visit you, coz you're so near, coz of your tonsilitous? or that time I rang you the day after you went home early from school jen, when you were saying how you liked the time to yourself? Or.. how many times have I text/rang you coz you've missed one of the lessons we share? Wait...no...It's not like that...sorry, that's what I should have been writing.. but wait, I haven't heard from anyone! Thanx!
On a nice note, those 2/3 who've been loyal 2 me what you found out that thing, thankyou, & if you're screwing me over... wait, it doesn't matter, coz what I'm doing isn't going to cause a problem 4 ne1 if you're lying to me - which I doubt, speak soon.
By the way, i saw my first xmas cocacola ad 2day, it's now oficially christamas
and also.. why does that U2 frontman sing one, two, three, fourteen in spanish on that ipod advert?
Bye
El